Chapter 123: Last Year Today
Tonight's harem is destined to be a restless night, I heard that Fang Guiren danced with a gentleman's face, and the dragon face was happy, and it was too late to wait for the end of Queen Yi'an's birthday banquet, so the emperor personally took Fang Guiren to leave the table and went to Zhongcui Palace.
I also heard that everything that could be smashed in Changchun Palace was smashed by Shen Meiren, because of the dance she had carefully prepared for a long time, the emperor didn't even look at it, and the limelight that should have belonged to her was all robbed by Fang Guiren.
And Yongning Palace, the palace door is locked, as silent as ever, just like its palace name, it is always peaceful and calm, as if this does not belong to the palace, does not belong to the secular place of open and secret fighting.
It's just a calm on the surface, which can only cover up the unbearableness in her heart, she doesn't make noise or noise, she just wants to leave her last bit of dignity.
He's fine in Zhongcui Palace now, right? At this time, he should be holding other women, saying those love words that he once said in his ear, right? Or maybe he is in that soft tent, forgetting to love other women?
As soon as she returned to Yongning Palace, she went to bed early without saying a word, others only said that she was tired, and she was just sending the palace people away for an excuse.
The sound of the silk and bamboo of Ciqinggong came from a distance, which was a festive tune, but for some reason, it was so tear-jerking. For the first time after the crossing, she curled herself up in a corner and cried uncontrollably, unreservedly.
Still, wasn't she herself pushing him into someone else's arms? She deserves it!
However, when she pushed him out, how she wished he could turn around and tell herself: Xin'er, don't be afraid, I will protect you. How she hoped that when Fang Guiren and the Empress were aggressive, he would be able to speak for herself, even if it was a word, it was the memories of the two of them, how could they be trampled on like this.
Or those memories that she regarded as treasures, only to be discarded by him?
She is always too arrogant, she doesn't want to please like others, she is always too cowardly, she always thinks that everything, take a step back and open the sky, but what result does she get?
On the second day, Fang Guiren, who was favored by the dragon overnight, was promoted to a talented person, and the emperor did not favor her, but the rain and dew were stained, but in a few days, the new concubines were promoted to a grade because of the bed, Shen Zhaoyi was still the highest among the new concubines, followed by Liu Meiren, Fang Cairen, and Wang Cairen.
Spring is coming, the imperial garden is full of purple and red, just like the concubines in the harem, but the concubines who used to favor the harem have gradually faded out of everyone's sight, and people have gradually begun to forget how beautiful and holy she used to be.
And she, since that night, has been sick to the outside world, isolated from all worldliness, and has never cried again. What she does every day is just stroking the piano and reading, blowing the flute and tuning the silk, she behaves very calmly, but this calmness frightens Yu Yan and Qi Mo, and even Mama Jinyun, who has always been calm, has a little more worry in her eyes when she looks at her.
On this day, the spring rain continued to fall, and Mama Jinyun was brewing this year's spring tea, but no one was in the palace, and she still didn't find it in Yongning Palace.
Yu Yan was already so anxious that he cried: "I have long found out that Miss is not quite right this time, so I should have been guarding Miss." No, no, I'm going to tell the emperor! ”
Mama Jinyun stopped her: "I can't tell the emperor yet, the mother and the emperor are the closest...... Alas, there can be no more accidents. ”
"What then?" He was so anxious that he stomped his feet.
Mama Jinyun was also at a loss, and Mama Jinyun suddenly remembered that a year ago today, it was the day of the Xinwang draft.
Mama Jinyun seemed to think of something, and ran towards the outside of Yongning Palace, and she glanced at each other silently, and followed Mama Jinyun out stupidly.
The three of them trotted all the way, and finally at the gate of Chuxiu Palace, they saw Achiade from a distance, and were about to ask, but they followed Achiade's gaze and looked at it from afar, it was the apricot blossom forest, the apricot petals were entangled by the rain, lost their former lightness and elegance, and fell heavily into the dirty soil, and the pool of water was also full of falling flowers.
And she was plain white, standing under the apricot blossom tree, an oil-paper umbrella slanted to the side, she stood in the rain, letting the rain wet her clothes, the fine and dense rain curtain hazy the air into a white patch, her figure loomed, that figure seemed so lonely and lonely......
She just remembered that a year ago today, she was also in the same plain white clothes, and she was also such a prosperous covered branch, but a year ago today, there was no clouds, but today it is spring rain. It's just that when she turned around, there was no longer the boy in white.
At this time, he was dressed in bright yellow, standing on the top of ten thousand people, at this time, he was sitting in the world, and the harem was beautiful.
She doesn't blame him, she really doesn't blame him, she blames it, it's just her own innocence, and she actually prays for a lifetime and a couple in this era. What she blames is just her own hypocrisy, he is the emperor, and she still expects the king's heart to be like mine......
There was only the sound of the rustling of the spring rain all around, and no one could bear to break the peace, but everyone's eyes were red, and the young man had already covered his mouth and cried.
After a long time, Mama Jinyun softly reproached Aqiade, and then approached her lightly, and said, "Niangniang, it's cold, you're weak, let's go back......"
She turned her head slowly, her face was damp, but she didn't know how much rain and how much tears?
Seeing Mama Jinyun and a few other people behind her, she barely pulled out a smile: "You are all here......"
She said faintly: "Look, how beautiful this apricot blossom is, I'll see it again, you go back first." ”
"Miss, let's go back quickly, you're going to get sick if you go on like this!" As he spoke, he came up and pulled her.
But she shook off her hand and said, "You go back first!" This time, her tone was already a bit harsh.
The two parties were entangled, and suddenly a green shirt appeared in the rain curtain, and before others could react, he had already picked her up and ran towards Yongning Palace: "Lu Nuoxin, are you dying?" ”
The body in his arms was like a thousand years of ice, and he felt a pain in his heart: "Hurry, go and ask for a doctor." ”
"No...... Don't be too healed......" she murmured like a dream, she didn't want others to see her so embarrassed, let alone him and his women.
Her tone was resolute, and Nan Ruochen didn't argue with her, she just wanted to fly to Yongning Palace.
At this time, everyone's attention was focused on her, and no one noticed that in the depths of the apricot blossoms, a white figure swayed, his surging eyes followed the slender body that was held in Nan Ruochen's arms, his hands were clenched into fists, his bones were white, and the violently undulating body showed his emotions at this time......