250 Li Keer and Mu Sen

"Love, it's really unreasonable." Li Keer remembered this sentence again, she often thought of this sentence recently, not because of any insight, but every time she thought of this sentence, she was able to tell herself: "When has love been reasonable." ”

Li Keer didn't think about this: love is unreasonable, then everything is reasonable. It is reasonable that she fell in love with Mu Sen and fell for him. Mu Sen loves another woman, and it is reasonable for that woman not to die or live.

What is reasonable, what reason do we have to destroy it?

Li Keer comforted herself like this, even if the effect of this comfort was not very good.

How can it be good, the beloved loves the other, and any comfort will not work.

You must know that in this world, the matter of heartbeat is the most difficult to control and the most unreasonable.

If you think about it this way, "Love is actually quite reasonable. ”

Li Keer is so contradictory, on the one hand, she has to bear the pain of her beloved man thinking about another woman, on the other hand, he hopes that his beloved can get what he wants, and on the other hand, he hopes that his beloved can love her.

Li Keer once said to Mu Sen: "You fall in love with me, if the person you love is me, you won't be sad, I will give you the gentleness of the whole world and make you the most enviable man in the world." Let you have a wife who can be salty and sweet, and can beat the pervert in the kitchen to be a beautiful lady. ”

Mu Sen smiled and told her: "The so-called love is that my heart is moved, that's all." ”

The so-called love is just my heartbeat. Of course Li Ke'er knew, because she was also moved, and her heartbeat was no more than Mu Senshang, or even a thousand times more than him.

Li Keer said to Mu Sen: "What is this, you don't dare to confess to her, this can only say that your heartbeat is not enough, since the degree of heartbeat is not enough, then there is still room for redemption." Look at me, I came to confess to you without any scruples, do you know what that means? My love for you has surpassed my love for human dignity. ”

Her theory left Mu Sen speechless. What can Mu Sen say, he can only admit that he is not manly enough, he doesn't even have the courage to confess to her, he can only admit that he still lacks too much as a man, and he doesn't even have the courage to speak.

So, Mu Sen didn't have anyone, just smiled as always. Actually, he really wanted to say something, but what could he say? If you want to speak, except for agreeing to Li Keer, the rest is just adding embarrassment.

"Love, it's really unreasonable." Mu Sen finally said so. To be precise, it should be Mu Sen who finally said it again. He had said that a long time ago, but he had told himself that he could never say that again. However, the world is impermanent, and he finally said it again.

That night, Li Keer sent a lot of messages to Mu Sen, some about his own mind, some about his attitude, some complained, some were monologues, some were his views on Mu Sen, and some were ...... to Mu Sen about his own affairs.

Mu Sen read every message carefully, but he didn't reply a word.

Looking at these messages, Mu Sen was very sad, on the one hand, he couldn't respond, and on the other hand, these messages were also what he wanted to send to Dongmu.

Love, it's really unreasonable, two people who love each other, even sit down and do things so similar. It's just that there are completely different places.

Some people love and say it, and some people love but dare not say it. The person who said it, no matter what the result was, finally showed his heart, and the person who didn't dare to say it had to hide this heart for a lifetime, and only when he was alone would he quietly take it out and take a look, hiding in the quilt and crying into tears.

Mu Sen is the one who doesn't dare to say it, and he carefully guards this love alone. Only in the dead of night will he carefully take it out and hold it in the palm of his hand, and he laughed stupidly and cried stupidly.

He often comforted himself: "It's not bad, I love her." ”

However, in his heart, he actually hopes to have a chance, even if this is an unfair competition, but if it is not fair, it will be unfair. At least, it's better than not even having a chance.

Of course, in fact, there are opportunities, as long as he says it, even if it is a slim and almost impossible opportunity, it can finally be a comfort for himself and a comfort to his heart.

Of course, Mu Sen didn't dare to say it, what he was most afraid of was not being rejected, but that Dong Mu would comfort him in turn.

It's good to comfort him, Yi Dongmu's character is very likely to tell him a lot of metaphysical truths, it's really miserable, he has fallen out of love, and he has to accept the ideological education of his love partner, there is really nothing worse than this.

Every time Mu Sen thought of this, he couldn't help but want to laugh and smile bitterly.

He is a little envious of Li Keer, and it is really rare to be able to boldly say 'I love you'.

Sometimes, he can't help but want to say to himself, "Are you an angel?" She told you, you have fulfilled her wishes, and you yourself are not living in the morass of affection. Sometimes, he can't help but say to himself, "Are you a demon?" Obviously thinking about other women, but still entangled with her. ”

Because of this, Mu Sen's heart was full of guilt, guilt for himself, and guilt for Li Keer.

Because of guilt, she tried her best to be good to Li Keer, even if he didn't know what to do most of the time, but fortunately he was still a person who was good at observing words and feelings. Always able to lend Li Keer a shoulder when necessary.

Fortunately, although Li Keer is very greedy, she is also easily satisfied. When she is not noisy, she will be very happy with Mu Sen's shoulders, leaning on the shoulders of her beloved, she will smile happily, forget all the unpleasant things, and enjoy a moment of warmth with peace of mind.

When she withdrew, she would pinch her hair and say to herself, "What is better than this, nothing is better than this." ”

Maybe it's really in love, whoever moves his heart first loses. Li Keer and Mu Sen get along, most of the time Mu Sen is the one who leaves first. Although it's just time to go back. But even this short-lived separation is actually really tormenting people.

Li Keer often looks at Mu Sen's back, even if he can't see it anymore, he still looks at the place where he disappeared. Li Keer was always afraid: "Will it be tomorrow, she will come out of there, followed by another woman, telling me, 'I found her, I'm sorry'." ”

She knew that such a thing would never happen, but every morning, she waited at the school gate to see Mu Sen, Shi Youliang, Dong Lin, and Wen Linxi coming side by side, no matter whether it was Dong Lin or Wen Linxi walking beside Mu Sen, she couldn't help but feel a burst of jealousy.

She knew that Mu Sen would never have anything with them, but she just couldn't help but be jealous.

There is nothing more humble in love than this, even the irrelevant woman who passed by him, Li Keer felt that woman left a nasty smell on him.

Even Li Keer herself felt that her heart had been twisted and was no longer normal. However, she couldn't do anything about it, she just couldn't control herself from liking it like this.

"Life is like a white horse, and in the blink of an eye, it is hell or heaven. What's worth the trouble of the Internet. ”

This is what Shi Youliang said, Li Keer had tasted it for a long time, and once felt that he was right.

But now, Li Keer suddenly changed her mind, this is not right, this is completely wrong:

"Even if life is like a white horse, there are still many things worth pursuing and remembering." Li Keer said to herself in her heart.

She seems to be able to say this only to herself, because metaphysical truths are often the most unbearable to be emotional.

No one will know, no one will understand, a woman's sensuality in love.

Because even they don't know where this sensibility comes from. Even, it will disappear immediately. But no one can deny that when this sensuality comes, women are the most unreasonable, and at the same time the most seductive and beautiful.

"Have you ever seen a swan flying in the sky?" Shi Youliang once asked Li Keer this, it was not long after Li Keer met Shi Youliang, Li Keer asked Shi Youyou: "I like Senior Mu Sen, how can I catch her?" ”

Shi Hao looked at Li Ke'er, suddenly smiled, and asked Li Ke'er: "Have you ever seen a swan flying in the sky?" ”

Li Ke'er was confused, and looked at Shi Youliang in confusion, but still replied honestly: "Yes." ”

"Do you think swans look good when they fly in the sky?" Shi Youliang continued to ask, Li Keer didn't think much about it, and replied instinctively: "Well, it's beautiful, just like what poets and authors have praised since ancient times." ”

Shi Shang looked at Li Ke'er and sighed: "Once, you were a swan flying in the sky, everyone envied you and admired you, and countless people did not hesitate to travel thousands of miles to see your demeanor. But now, you don't have that kind of grace, because the swans in the spring are absolutely not beautiful when they lay eggs. Why bother, you are Li Ke'er, the little princess who is favored by the whole academy, and Mu Sen, he is just a proud and selfish bastard who locks himself in the devil's cabin. ”

Li Keer already knew about Mu Sen having a girl he liked very much, and he also knew that Shi Liang said that Li Keer, who fell in love with Mu Sen, was already difficult to fly freely.

However, Li Ke'er didn't care about this, she was a bit of an extreme person, and since she confirmed that she was going to lay down for this man who locked herself in the devil's hut, she was ready to put away her wings. It was still hovering above his head, not watching, not tempting, but not yet finding the most suitable place to stay.