271 Musen's wandering journey
The landlord said she had two daughters, but Mu Sen had never seen any of them.
Mu Sen smiled: "I have someone I like." ”
Mu Sen gave the painting to the landlord, and he was going to leave immediately, but the landlord had to let him eat before leaving anyway.
Mu Sen couldn't resist her, so he could only eat at her house.
Her cooking skills are very good, and Mu Sen actually likes it very much, but he can't like others who are too good to him.
Mu Sen is the kind of person who is not very secure, and his sense of security is even so bad that he feels unbearable when others are too good to him.
It's good that some people can understand this feeling, because in fact, most people like to be held in the palm of their hands, and only a few people will be afraid, afraid of losing when they are held in the palm of their hands, and afraid that they will never come back after they are lost, and gradually, they will really have nothing, because everything has been strangled in the cradle before it happens.
What a sad thing it was, it all ended before it even began, what a heart-wrenching result, but what could be done about it, rather than worrying about losing all day, it was better not to start.
That's what Mu Sen thinks, and that's what he does.
When he met, most of the time, he always walked away cautiously, even if someone wanted to keep him, Mu Sen would not stop easily, if it wasn't for the fact that he was in a strange city, if it wasn't for the fact that he came to this city this time to find the most primitive feelings, Mu Sen wouldn't even accept the landlord and Zhou Yan's goodness.
For folklore, the goodness of others is also one of the things that he fears the most.
A lot of people don't understand, not even herself, but, whether she can understand it or not, it's already happened. Mu Sen always felt that what happened, just let him go.
The host made a very generous meal for Musen. He had been preparing since yesterday, because she knew that Mu Sen would definitely come, and he would definitely come to his house the day before the rent was due, and she also knew that Mu Sen would definitely not renew the rent. If he still wants to wander in the city, he will go to another district.
But Mu Sen probably won't, because it's already the end of August, and school will start soon. She is a very wise woman, and she can see that Mu Sen is a very serious child, a child who lives seriously, and will never give up his studies easily, not to mention that his studies are also his hobby, what reason does he have to give up.
Mu Sen came out of the landlord's house and immediately called Zhou Yan. They agreed that they would say goodbye to her seriously before leaving. Mu Sen remembers very well that he rarely agrees with others, so he will not forget the agreement easily. Mu Sen especially hates people who forget the agreement easily, if they forget it so easily, why did they make such a promise in the first place, the agreement should be resolutely adhered to.
Mu Sen and Zhou Yan Ren Ran made an appointment in that place. The place where they first met, the same as when they first met, Mu Sen was still painting. Today, though, he has a lot of guests. After seeing Mu Sen's painting skills and knowing his cheap labor, many people wanted him to paint. After all, in the era when you wake up when you hold up a mobile phone to take a picture and press it down, it is really not easy to have a hand-drawn painting.
In this day and age, everything is in the form of fast food. Many people even find it troublesome to wash a photo, so how can they be willing to spend time drawing a picture?
Scarcity is precious, so that in the era when only high-ranking officials and nobles can leave portraits, the dream of countless people is to leave a painting. When the camera just came out, countless people had to choose clothes for several days in order to take a photo, and then went to the photo studio to take a photo, and waited a few days to get it.
But now, you can take a photo with the click of a mobile phone, and the photo has become a casual thing. Even many people find it troublesome to even print it out. Photo studios, which were once all the rage, are in decline, and photo studios are also in decline.
At this time, Mu Sen walked here. What he had under his hands had become meaningful. Because everything is so fast, everything is becoming less precious, and when everything is no longer precious, there will be something precious once in a while.
It's not because of the need, but because everyone is curious, curious, and a moment of joy is the reason why they want to paint a sketch portrait. At least that's the case with the vast majority of people, who will keep the picture in good hands, but never feel that it is precious. Because it was just a five-dollar sketch.
However, for such attitudes and ideas, Mu Sen is very disagreeable. He loves to draw, and he takes every stroke very seriously. If it weren't for the wandering, he wouldn't have helped people draw. Even when he was at home, he only drew for his parents, and for the rest of the people, he only drew the girl.
Some people have said that Mu Sen is hypocritical, some people have said that Mu Sen is self-righteous, of course, some people have said that he is a madman and so on, but Mu Sen never cares, he lives like himself, it is good that he likes it, Mu Sen always thinks so.
Mu Sen knew that he was taking a very difficult road. Because he didn't paint to become a master, he just painted because he liked it, so it's normal that there is no place for him in this kitsch world.
But what does it matter, what he did was not originally to find a place for the so-called. He likes to draw, so he paints, and of course he cares about what others think his work is good or not, but it's not that when others say his work is bad, he will paint works that cater to their preferences. This is impossible, although Mu Sen cares about the evaluation of others, he only wants to listen to the painting skills, not the design of the work itself.
Mu Sen always feels that design reflects the most authentic side of a person. Others are not qualified to judge, because if you want to cater to other people's tastes, you have to make compromises on your truest side, so that the work is no longer the author's work, but the author has made it. It's like giving a craftsman a mozi and they can make exactly the same thing.
But do craftsmen really think that's good? Definitely not, most craftsmen must want their own style, they definitely don't want to make it according to the mold, because they will always add their own mark to the mold, isn't this the best proof.
However, the reality is so helpless. Mu Sen knows that not everyone is Mu Sen, and most people in this world live for the sake of living. There are too many people like him, who have finally compromised on life, and they may also compromise one day, and Mu Sen is ready and waiting for it to come. But before it came, Mu Sen still wanted to be willful.
When you can still be wayward, do something wayward. That's what Musen wants to do now.
He willfully likes that girl, and willfully regards Shi Youliang and Dongmu as two relatives and friends.
But that wasn't enough, so he left home willfully and came to the city.
A fourteen-year-old child, in a strange city, has only two hundred dollars and a few pieces of paper and a few pens. This kind of approach, everyone thinks she is crazy, and when Zhou Yan saw this boy for the first time, she felt that there was a frightening wildness in his eyes.
But this wildness, when it scared her, made her feel that this man was very attractive. The kind of beauty that sinks into the glitzy world, but is incompatible with this world, makes Zhou Yan quickly fall in love with this boy who is only half her age. This kind of love, it seems that the love of the sister to the younger brother is not so simple, and it is too vulgar to say that it is the love of men and women.
If you have to be more serious, probably like the landlord, he is also a fan of this little boy.
She admired Mu Sen, his painting skills, his madness, and his nobility.
All Zhou Yan could think of was one sentence: "In the kingdom of kitsch, you are the public enemy of everyone." ”
People naturally hate kitsch and inevitably become citizens of the kingdom of kitsch. Most people don't even realize that the world has betrayed her before she can seriously think about it. ’
When we criticize kitsch, we ourselves fall into the whirlpool of kitsch. When the non-kitsch man came into the world, we thought he was kitsch itself.
I don't know who said that God's greatest fault is to turn on the switch of free thinking that is installed in man. Because of this switch, human beings have gradually become unable to think.
Who can say what is the most beautiful scenery they have ever seen?
It's beautiful here, it's good there, it's good to live here, it's good to live there. Well, we've inevitably fallen into such a cycle. The so-called beauty and ugliness have long become a sign, not a feeling.
But maybe there's nothing wrong with that. Mu Sen thinks like this: "It is precisely because beauty or ugliness becomes a sign rather than a feeling that the world becomes more suitable." "Everything is so suitable, good for living, good for sleeping, good for looking at the stars and white clouds, good for counting the moon. There's nothing wrong with that, what is suitable for everyone likes it, and what everyone likes, how bad can it be.
I don't know when it started, Mu Sen thought like this. He didn't think so voluntarily, but he also became a citizen of the country of kitsch. Everything was so sudden and inevitable.
This is probably Zhou Yan's favorite place, as far as Zhou Yan is concerned, she herself does not have the courage to be the enemy of everyone, but she is definitely not willing to surrender to the country of kitsch, so when she sees a person who rebels against this country, she naturally regards him as a hero.