264 Musen's wandering journey

Mu Sen played alone, playing while walking towards the rented low-rent house.

It was already past three o'clock when he returned to the low-rent housing. Although it was already past three o'clock in the evening, there were still many people in the low-rent housing who did not sleep. Many of the people who live here have to work late, or most of them work night shifts.

Seeing them, Mu Sen felt that he was so happy, he had a good family background, and it was not a big problem to make money to support himself. Moreover, for Mu Sen, what is more important is that with his talent, it is easy to find a place to eat and sleep, but whether he is willing or unwilling.

And it was here that Mu Sen realized one thing, there are no stupid people in this world, there are just people who turn themselves into stupid people.

Next to Mu Sen is a man who is running around to support his family, and he is so tired that he can't straighten his waist every day. Mu Sen had a conversation with him, and from his mouth Mu Sen learned that this man only graduated from junior high school, because of the 'sins' committed in junior high school, so he entered the society very early, and after many years in the society, he finally found that his dreams were just unrealistic fantasies.

I owe a lot of debts, and I still have a wife and children to support, so I have no choice but to leave my wife and children at home, come out to earn money to support my family, and pay off my debts. In order to send back an extra 200 yuan a month, he had to rent a low-rent house.

He worked hard in the factory, working more than twelve hours a day, so he didn't have time to take a look at the city. Even if he took occasional breaks, he didn't dare to have the slightest idea of enjoying life, and if he didn't go out to work part-time, he would sleep in a low-rent house.

Sleeping in a low-rent house has two benefits, the first is that you can eat one less meal and save money for one meal when you fall asleep. This is also very necessary for him, a meal is only a dozen yuan, but even these ten yuan, he is reluctant to spend, usually the factory provides two meals, so he only eats two meals a day.

Mu Sen actually thinks that this man is not a stupid person, but a man with a lot of ideas. But how helpless life is, only those who have really experienced helplessness will understand. For this man, even if he has a seventy percent chance of making money, he doesn't have the courage to make a move, and he won't throw a penny without 100% certainty.

Because even if it is a hundred yuan, it is as much as possible for him to save.

The conversation with him reminded Mu Sen of a sentence: "In the world of the poor, there is no so-called adventure, there is no so-called gambling." The only thing that the poor can put on the gambling table is their lives. ”

What a sad thing it is, the poor have no place to stand, and it can be said that it is the best evaluation of these people.

But even so, what can be done! The law of the jungle is the eternal truth of this world, the great god of nature made this rule, all creatures living in this society have no right to disobey, in front of the great god of nature, everything is insignificant.

Mu Sen is very clear, there are no stupid people in this world, there are just people who have turned themselves into stupid people.

There are many people who have turned themselves into stupid people.

Just like this man, he also has a chance to change his fate, but the rebellion of youth has made him like this.

However, whose youth is not rebellious, but there are some people who can be willful, and some people who can't afford to be willful.

Of course, Mu Sen belongs to the type that can be willful, he has a pretty good family background, and he has his own very outstanding talent. It is no exaggeration to say that if he wants, he can simply live in a luxurious villa, and he can simply change from a little beggar to a wealthy son.

Mu Sen chose this path because he felt that he had to walk this road again, to see the unknown side of the world with his own eyes, to see the hidden side of the world under the prosperity.

There is no doubt that the world is unfair, but no one can deny that relative fairness exists. Those who have thousands of family fortunes are not born with them. Perhaps, he was born without worrying about food and clothing, but before him, it was the efforts of countless generations. Someone once said, 'Why do you have a ten-year cold window like a few generations of hard work?' ’

Yes, the world is fair, because before he had all this, it was the efforts of countless generations of his ancestors, the wealth that his ancestors had accumulated with their blood and sweat. What she has is the result of the hard work of his ancestors.

However, the vast majority of people in this world really don't have the perseverance and luck to do so. Just like this man, he didn't have his parents and juniors to lay a foundation for him, and he invested in it too early, and in the end, he lost a lot of luck.

Too much unluck overburdened his shoulders, resulting in him now not daring to make a move even in the face of opportunities. This is luck, luck is also part of strength, people without luck will not be able to walk out of a bright road in this society.

In fact, this man's luck is not very bad, at least, he still has a wife and children, he has lived the most difficult life, so maybe he can guide his children to avoid these sufferings, and if he educates his children well, it is very likely that he can enjoy family happiness in his old age. A must-read book

However, there are still many people in this world, and even a shelter from the rain is out of reach for them. There are many people who are unable to make ends meet.

Therefore, Mu Sen has always felt that it is a very happy thing to be alive, to be able to be healthy or in this world.

Mu Sen's conversation with this man basically saw this man's life, and Mu Sen couldn't help but exclaim: "How strong is it to bear all these hardships." ”

Mu Sen felt that even if this man lived in such a place, he was actually very remarkable, and his spirit and perseverance were incomparable to those who were on top of him. Because Mu Sen tried to ask himself: "In this state, can you live?" The answer is obvious, if it were him, Mu Sen would not be able to live, he would choose to die.

Mu Sen always felt that his luck was too good, he didn't have to worry too much about the future, he didn't have to worry too much about his parents, he could do what he wanted to do willfully, and what could be happier than this.

is on the same floor as Mu Sen, has talked to Mu Sen, and there is also a student who has fallen off the list.

I didn't dare to let my family know about the failure of the college entrance examination, so I rented a place to repeat my studies, and while repeating, I also had to do some part-time jobs to support myself.

Mu Sen once asked him a question: "Why don't you tell your family?" As long as you communicate with your parents, they will pay for you, so that you can spend more time on your studies, and the chances are greater. ”

The man smiled bitterly, that kind of bitter smile, even Mu Sen's dreams were full of nightmares, so that Mu Sen didn't sleep well that night. That bitter smile woke Mu Sen from his nightmare for a long time after that.

The student said: "It's not easy for my parents, the combined salary of two people is only about 10,000 yuan, in this city, it is already the limit for a son of more than 10,000 yuan to support the life of a family of three, if you have to pay for me to repeat the study, then they may really be exhausted." ”

Mu Sen is silent, there is no time in this world that is quiet, but the world you see is a bright place. In those invisible corners, there are countless people running around for a living, and in order to live, they have to put themselves in a small box that can't even stand up.

The man said six words to Mu Sen, and each sentence made Mu Sen want to cry and made Mu Sen have nightmares for a long time.

Those six sentences almost led to half of Mu Sen's life, and even in his later life, he still often remembered it.

And every time I think about it, Mu Sen thinks, 'This world is actually not so good, I am so happy.'" ’

The first sentence is, 'Man does not live for himself, but for others.' ’

This is when Mu Sen asked him why he didn't discuss it with his parents, he replied to Mu Sen. This sentence shocked Mu Sen and was speechless for a long time.

People live not for themselves, but for others. Mu Sen couldn't refute it, because he also lived for others and lived in other people's eyes.

Living in someone else's eyes is the best, if not the only, way to prove that we are alive.

The second sentence is, 'I often want to die, but I don't even have the courage to die.' ’

This sentence was also shocked, and Mu Sen was speechless for a while, because Mu Sen himself was like this, often thinking, 'Life is so painful, it's better to die.'" But he was too weak to look at death.

Hearing this, it was the fifth day of Mu Sen's rental of a low-rent house, and a guest gave Mu Sen a small cake, Mu Sen didn't like sweets, so he happened to meet him in the corridor and gave it to him.

He invited Mu Sen to sit in the room, and when the two of them sat opposite each other, he said this without warning. That day, Mu Sen had been very concerned about his movements, for fear that he would suddenly have the courage to die.

The third sentence that the student told him was the most impressive for Mu Sen. He knew that Mu Sen's family was very good and he came to this city just to pursue the so-called life, so he showed a very bleak smile on his face, and said to Mu Sen, "Rich people, it's really unlikeable." Hate to die. ’

Mu Sen didn't think there was anything in his words, but Mu Sen was surprised that he said it in front of him. How desperate it must be to say this to him in front of a 'friend'.