Chapter 109: Snow doesn't know people's worries
The snow, fluttering, like a tussle, gradually fell bigger, a thin layer under the ground, into the night more and more arrogant, snow-covered boundless, in the cold night sky with a layer of cyan light.
In the dimly lit room, the charcoal in the brazier was burning, and there was an occasional "pop" sound, and the spark exploded and jumped in the air, falling instantly.
Unexpectedly, the emperor didn't come to Yongning Palace this night, she thought that he would give herself an explanation as usual, but no, her heart was like this heavy snow, gradually getting colder.
"Niangniang, maybe the emperor is busy with government affairs, Niangniang should rest early."
Mama Jinyun sighed slightly, but her tone was extremely ordinary, after so many years in the palace, which master would not experience such a thing, even if it was the emperor's favorite concubine, she couldn't escape, and she had long been used to all this.
She shook her head and sighed, "You all go down......
The man on the side and Qi Mo glanced at each other, wanting to say something more, but they were finally stopped by the coldness in her eyes, so they had to retreat silently with Mama Jinyun
She looked out the window, it was dark and dreary, the snow was falling like cotton wool pulled out, and her feet were walking out uncontrollably.
She walked alone in the snow, wearing only a thin bedgown, the same white, as if she would be lost in the vast sea of snow if she was not careful.
Looking up at the sky, there was endless haze and darkness, only the snow in the sky was fluttering, stretching, falling silently.
She let out a long sigh, her face moistened, and she couldn't tell whether it was tears or water stains left by the melting snow.
The road under her feet was already covered with thin ice, one did not pay attention, her feet slipped, she fell hard, in a panic, she closed her eyes, waiting for the sharp pain of falling to the ground, but did not wait for the pain of falling to the ground, but was suddenly picked up by a pair of hands lazily and taken into her arms.
Although these hands were as cold as cold iron, she still felt a burst of joy in her heart, and opened her eyes hurriedly, but when she saw the person clearly, she could no longer support it, and sat weakly in the snow, surrounded by bone-chilling cold, as if in hell.
"Lu Nuoxin, why are you ...... doing this?"
Nan Ruochen's lost words were in her ears, when she first opened her eyes, they were as bright as stars, but after seeing the person who came, it instantly dimmed, how could he not know what she was thinking, he was not her lover!
Although he has always known this fact, but he still can't let go, he once thought that he was not in love with her, he was close to her, but because she had the shadow of a cool dream, but he himself didn't know when it started, and her shadow in his heart became clearer and clearer, no longer an illusion that overlapped with the cool dream.
He had to admit that she had the stubbornness that Liangmeng didn't have, she had the bravery that Liangmeng didn't have, and she had the fearlessness that Liangmeng didn't have, when he realized this, he could no longer deceive his heart, but he didn't doubt King Xin's love for her, and even, he admired King Xina little, just because he was a prince, but he was willing to give up everything for her!
He blessed them, so after she returned to Beijing with the king, he forced herself to leave, but she could no longer be free and uninhibited as before, because she already had concerns in her heart.
At that time, rumors spread that she killed Concubine Yuan's child, but he never believed it, only thought it was funny. Even for this reason, he, who never used force easily, angrily worked hard with others in the restaurant, just because the other party talked about Concubine Tian's vicious heart and deliberately killed Concubine Yuan's children, wanting to be the queen herself......
He thought that King Xin loved her so much, she would be the queen of the new emperor, but no, when the news of her concubine came, he drank all night, such a beautiful woman, only the best things in the world can be worthy of her, but the new emperor ascended the throne but did not allow her to be the queen, could it be that the prince who made him admire, like everyone else, listened to the rumors?
He is unwilling, unwilling for Lu Nuoxin! But what if he was unwilling, he was always just a passerby, since he couldn't be with her, then silently guard her, so he returned to the capital......
In this place closer to her, it is good to look at her from a distance, but she is not good, the emperor was assassinated on the second day of his accession to the throne, and she is a soft and weak woman, I don't know where she got so much courage, she actually blocked it with her own body, life and death are uncertain!
He couldn't hold back anymore, and entered the palace, with his skills, it was easy to enter the palace and see her, but he was afraid that his visit would bring her trouble, so he hid in the dark for a long time before finding an opportunity......
She was injured, and she knew that she had miscarried, she was exhausted, his heart was painful, as long as she nodded, he took her away, afraid of anything, but she refused him without a trace of hesitation, he knew that this would be the result, but he was still lost.
Fortunately, she cheered up after her own persuasion, although she was still merciful to the queen and Concubine Yuan, she was no longer as obedient as before, and he finally felt a little at ease.
But this woman's smile always tugged at her heart, so he, who never wanted to serve the court, became a staff member of the Yuan Mansion, just to be able to guard her closer to her, even if it was good to look at it from a distance, but she didn't want to, but she coldly pushed herself away......
He has fallen in love deeply, leaving behind the shadow of a cool dream, he is in love with her, but how can he tell her all this......
Both of them were silent for a long time, until both of them were in a little more stable, and he helped her up, and sat down at the bottom of the stairs to talk, as in the evening long ago, in front of the wooden house where the salty sea breeze blew.
Her eyes became confused, and her voice murmured, like a dream: "He's going to be drafted, Nan Ruochen, what should I do......"
"And do you still love him?" He still asked her like this, and his tone was still light, as on that evening before, word for word.
"Still in love, how can it be so easy not to love." Her answer was exactly the same as that day, except that she paused and said, "But I don't know if his heart is as ...... as mine."
"Since you still love him, then love him well, he is the emperor, maybe he has his last resort, since you choose to be with him, then you must accept everything he has, including his three palaces and six courts!"
She looked up and looked into his, deep and speechless.
Raise your eyes and look at the palace again, ten miles of wandering, continuous palaces, all of them are brilliant golden walls, showing the royal style everywhere, and she is dressed in brocade clothes, towering, walking in the depths of the palace, ranking in the position of the concubine, but so what, all this is not her happy destination......
The heavy snow covered the entire palace, as far as the eye could see, a piece of ice and snow, and the sound of the snow falling could be heard in the ears, lonely, lonely, overwhelming lonely......