CHAPTER XXXI
I still remember when I first came, I didn't know anything about men and women, and I thought that I just came here and learned some skills, so no one would bully me, and let those who bullied me pay back.
Until the time you came with Brother Yu, I saw you, are you a fairy descending to earth? I'm so emotional about you.
At that time, Captain Xu Yaya praised you as the mainstay of the Tianyuan team, you are No.1, the gap between me and you is so obvious, I just hope you can notice me, and you can praise me for a few words.
In order to make you notice me, I kept training hard and played games, and achieved good results, and also added a little fame to the Tianyuan team, which was not famous enough at the time, but for me, I did all this for you, and you didn't notice me.
I regarded this as the first failure, and while I worked hard, Brother Yu also noticed me, at first I thought you and Brother Yu were a couple, I hated him, hated him for snatching you.
It wasn't until the year after later that I learned that you and him were ordinary friends, and I became friends with Brother Yu because of this, and every time I had something on my mind, I would tell Brother Yu.
Brother Yu knew that he supported me when I had feelings for you, and he said, "If you like it, say it out loud and don't hold it in your heart." ”
At that time, I was timid and didn't listen to his advice, but I still worked hard to make you notice me, I believe that one day when I am strong, you will take the initiative to find me, I have never been active, always passive.
Brother Yu had no choice but to retire because of his leg, you went to find him, my heart hurts, but I still haven't given up, Brother Yu needs to take care of you, I can understand, time will dilute everything.
Brother Yu retired and you also retired, what is the reason not to let me know the reason for your retirement, I didn't want to ask you clearly, but I was struggling in my heart, because my courage was not enough, so I kept suppressing my feelings for you.
Now I heard that you have a boyfriend, in order to be in front of everyone, I am very calm, this matter has nothing to do with me, the more I don't care but the more sad I become, blame me for being timid and not expressing my heart to you.
Until the day you left, the reason why you left for a year was that you went to find your boyfriend, I can't be sure if he abandoned you, but you did one thing wrong, that is, you left Tianyuan and looked for a man, do you know how much the team needed you at that time? Where were you at that time?
Xiao Jian couldn't control his emotions, and all the grief and anger in his heart were vented on Lin Aya.
"Xiao Jian...... Then why didn't you sue me? Maybe I'll accept you. Lin Aya explained.
"What about telling you? You're just saying it easy now, so if you go back in time, you'd still say that? Xiao Jian coughed as he spoke.
"Xiao Jian!" This is a girl who hurriedly came to Xiao Jian, this person is Lin Xiaxin, Lin Xiaxin saw Lin Aya and immediately drove her, "Go away!" You're him off, aren't you? ”
"No, I'm just ......," Lin Aya wanted to explain, but seeing Xiao Jian's disappointed expression on her face, her heart didn't know why it hurt so much.
"I didn't know what it felt like to hate, but now I've determined that why everyone hates you so much is not because of your departure, but because of their dependence on you, although I haven't been in contact with you in my daily life, but everyone treats you as family, and you treat us like this, I ......" Xiao Jian became more and more angry as he spat out a mouthful of blood on the ground.
"Blood! Doctor, help! Lin Xiaxin shouted to the outside world, and the doctor dared to come quickly, "Hurry up and enter the operating room!" ”
Xiao Jian was pushed out of the ward by three or four nurses, Lin Xiaxin did not go out in a hurry, but looked at Lin Aya, "I don't know who you are, but please don't appear in front of him again in the future, he will be angry when he sees you, I beg you, if you want Xiao Jian to be well, don't come to make trouble." Lin Xiaxin left the ward after speaking, and Lin Aya froze in place, tears flowed from the corners of her eyes, and she didn't know what to say.
She herself ignored Xiao Jian's existence before, only to know that her previous actions had hurt him, even if she remedied it now, it was useless, and the scar in her heart would never heal.
Yu Xingyue, who was in Japan, knew the news of Lin Aya's return, I didn't know whether to be happy or sad, it was not him who was sad but Xiao Jian, just now Lin Zimo called to say that when her sister Lin Xia Xin came to the hospital to see Xiao Jian, Xiao Jian was angry and vomited blood by Lin Aya, Yu Xingyue knew Xiao Jian's feelings for Lin Aya, Xiao Jian was desperate for him and didn't want to see him, Yu Xingyue expressed her understanding, and vomited blood and hurt Xiao Jian's situation didn't know what was going on.
When he was at work, Yu Xingyue was always distracted, and Xia Qin Yumei helped him deal with everything.
"I said, Yu Xingyue, what's wrong with you? From just now to now, you are distraught and angry? Xia Qin Yumei asked.
Yu Xingyue didn't answer her, as if she hadn't heard it, she just nodded "um" and didn't make any other movements.
"Please be serious when you work, don't get distracted, and be careful that the teacher deducts your salary." Xia Qin Yumei has already let go of herself, and there are no rules for her in the face of Yu Xingyue, and the rules have long been broken by Yu Xingyue.
"I'm working very seriously now, but you think I'm not serious, and you're not serious about work, why are you idle and chatting with me? Not dedicated at all. Yu Xingyue said lightly.
"Why is your mouth so twitching?" Xia Qin Yumei rolled up her sleeves and was about to give Yu Xingyue a slap.
"Hey, hey, sister, what are you going to do?" A voice interrupted Xia Qin Yumei, and Yu Xingyue felt very familiar when she heard this voice, so she looked up.
"Songhai Castle!?" Yu Xingyue was surprised to see Songhai City, to be honest, she had met occasionally since she made friends, and this time she took the initiative to find him.
Song Haicheng smiled and patted the front desk, "I remember that someone still owes me a chance to access the Internet for free, and this time I came to use this opportunity, don't do it in vain." ”
Yu Xingyue shook her head helplessly, "How many hours will it take?" I packed. ”
"No more, no more, that is, so much that consumes up your salary." Songhaicheng smiled.
"You're going to bankrupt me at the pace." Yu Xingyue scolded with a smile.
"Just kidding, it's only five hours, which one is my machine?" Songhaicheng asked.
"The third one in the first row on the right is." Xia Qin Yumei said lightly, and Songhai City was soon seated.
"When do you get off work? I'm starting to get bored, Yu Xingyue looked at the computer time, and it wasn't time to get off work yet. ”
"I just went to work, and I wanted to get off work in an hour's shift, and you've been a little lazy lately, is it the teacher who gave you a vacation at work that made you lazy like this?"