Chapter 330: Not at all
"Hongyu! I know you're going to be angry to hear that now, but think about it when you calm down! Yongpeng's situation is worse than what you see! I'm not alarmist at all, he hasn't changed at all after so many years, I'm afraid that apart from that woman, he really has no way to cherish and fall in love with anyone! β
"Su Lingling, don't you think it's really wrong for you to say such things? Besides, if you are not him, how can you know what he really thinks? I know you've been familiar with it before, but that doesn't prove anything, does it? I'll admit that I did have some misunderstandings with him now, but I never thought I would really choose to let go! β
"Hongyu, I can understand your mind, and I also said that I understand you very much, but because of this, I can't bear to let you go this way! Besides, isn't Miss Xiaochen very good? β
Zhan Hongyu sighed helplessly, "I know that Xiao Chen is a good girl, but when I understand my intentions, there is really no way to lie to her anymore, to be precise, I have no way to lie to myself!" I really think of her as a very good friend now, but that's just a friend! β
"But Miss Xiaochen has that kind of mind about you, what are you going to do?"
Su Lingling was asking such a question here, but she didn't know that Xiao Chen was actually standing at the staircase on the second floor, so she could hear everything clearly.
"As long as she doesn't tell me, then I will never know about it, and if she confesses to me, then I will refuse her!"
"But Hongyu, don't you think this look is a little too cruel to Xiao Chen?"
"Su Lingling, what do you think I should do? Am I going to pretend to accept it? If you really do this, then Xiao Chen is really cruel, right? It's all because I don't like her at all in my heart, and besides, she can't accept that I still have other people in my heart, right? β
At this time, Xiao Chen upstairs already had red eyes, if he hadn't heard these words, it would be okay to say, at least he would have hoped, but in this situation, even if he didn't want to give up, he shouldn't be able to, right?
"Xiao Chen, why did you come down? It's already so late, didn't I tell you to hurry up and rest? β
Hearing Su Lingling's words, Zhan Hongyu also immediately looked at the stairs.
"Xiao Chen, do you feel scared when you are upstairs alone?"
In fact, in the face of Zhan Hongyu's gentleness, Shen Xiaochen was moved and distressed, touched by how good it would be if such a good boy really belonged to him! After all, he met him first, but because of this, he really has to choose to let go now, and he feels even more reluctant.
"What's wrong with you, Xiao Chen? I see that your face is not very good, so you can obediently go upstairs to rest! If you're really scared, I'll go upstairs and stay with you for a while, and I'll come down when you're asleep! β
Shen Xiaochen shook his head, "Don't bother Hongyu, I just want to tell you and the young lady that I plan to go back to school!" β
Hearing this, Zhan Hongyu became a little worried, "Are you kidding me, Xiao Chen?" At this time, even if you go back to school, you shouldn't be able to get in! Besides, why did you change your mind again? Didn't you promise me to stay with me? I'm going to be sad if you always regret it like this! β
"Hongyu, I'm really not suitable to stay here anymore, I believe that there are many things that I don't need to say explicitly, right? Don't worry, I've got it all, and in that case, I know where I should be, so you don't have to worry about me, I'm fine! β
But the more Shen Xiaochen said this, the more uncomfortable Zhan Hongyu's heart felt, it seemed that the conversation he had with Su Lingling just now was heard by Xiao Chen.
"Xiao Chen, you really can't go back to school at this time, you can't wait outside the school all the time, right? Let's stay here! β
"Yes, Xiao Chen, I don't think what Hongyu said is wrong at all, it's already so late, it's impossible to let you be out alone!"
"Little sister, I have a place to go, and I have an older brother so I can go to him!"
"Xiao Chen, don't let me worry, okay? There are a lot of things that you really can't do, but I hope you can understand that we will always be best friends no matter what time it is! I also hope that you can choose to believe me, since I said that I called you here, then I am responsible for your personal safety! If you have to go back to school, I'll send you back early tomorrow morning, okay? β
"Hongyu, I beg you! Don't be so nice to me anymore! You know, the more you do this to me, the more I can't die for you! I know it's going to make you feel embarrassed to say something like that, but you can't deceive your heart, and I can't take it! Besides, at least I can't treat you as a good friend now, anyway, you have to stay here during this time, I'll go back to school and we won't see each other again for the time being! β
Su Lingling sometimes can't stand it, but after all, this is a matter of two people, and it is better to avoid it now.
"I'll put my words here first! No one can get out of here without my orders! You two have a good chat here, I'll go rest first! You don't have to fight around, I'll have someone guard at the door, and no one wants to go out for me to hear, right? β
In fact, Su Lingling also did this deliberately, just so that the two of them could have a good talk thoroughly.
After Su Lingling went upstairs.
"Xiao Chen, I know you must be hating me, but I really don't want to lose you as a friend, I know that you care about me well and me, so I really care about you! I don't want to be friends with you because of this kind of thing! β
"Hongyu, do you think it's really possible to be friends? You know, I can't be moved just by looking at you, how can I really treat you like a friend? Besides, I can't force myself! β
"Why does it have to be? If it's not that kind of relationship, can't you really be friends? You know, I only know you at school! Besides, I came to school because of you! Now you don't want to care about me, you want to leave me alone, don't you? You don't want to think about it, if I really don't think about you or don't value you so much, I can lie to you all the time and not let you know about such things, but I can't do that, because the person I don't want to hurt is you! But now it's because of me that I'm definitely breaking your heart, and I'm going to lose even the only friend I have! β
Hearing this, Shen Xiaochen couldn't help crying.
"I'm sorry Hongyu! I know it's my own problem, but now I can't face you! Let's all calm down with each other! Once I've adjusted myself, maybe I'll be able to treat you like a friend! β
"Why are you telling me I'm sorry? You know, I'm sorry you know me! If I had noticed your thoughts about me earlier, maybe everything would have turned out differently today, but who can say clearly about emotional matters? And I can't delay you! You must know that there will be a boy who likes you very, very much, and I can't stop you from seeking happiness! If I were selfish, I would have asked you to wait for me or give me some time, but I can't be selfish with you! I don't want to deceive you about anything! β
"Don't talk about Hongyu, the more you look like this, the more uncomfortable I feel, and besides, you don't owe me anything, you just don't like me!"
"Xiao Chen, who said I don't like you anymore? I can like you as a sister, and I want to take care of you, and besides, you are my sister-in-law's sister, and we will still be a family sooner or later! β
Speaking of this, Xiao Chen didn't dare to think about it, if his brother was really with the eldest young master, would he have to bow his head to Zhan Hongyu in the future and not look up? If you let yourself look at the person you love every day, this is the biggest pain and suffering, right?
"Why don't you speak, Xiao Chen? Don't you want to be my sister? Or do you think I'm not qualified to be your brother at all? β
"I don't mean that, it's just that I already have a brother, so I won't recognize anyone else as my brother anymore, if we can, we'll be strangers!"
Hearing this, Zhan Hongyu also felt that he didn't feel good in his heart, "Xiao Chen, why are you so ruthless to me?" Besides, do you think I can really treat you like a stranger? When I go back to school, we will see each other every day, and even sit together every day, how can we be strangers? β
"So I also decided, and when I met my brother, I told him that I was going to change schools! So that we can really be strangers! β
"Xiao Chen, what do you want me to do to you? Now not only do you not even have to be friends, but you also want to be a stranger with me and pretend that you never knew me, right? Why is that? Don't you accept that your feelings are the result? I thought I would be different from others, but I didn't expect that I would be no different from others! β
"Hongyu! I'm such a character, my so-called adjustment is to completely forget about you, otherwise I may not be able to get out of this relationship! If it continues like this, it will not do you any good, especially to myself, so I can only completely cut off contact with you in this way! Maybe you don't realize it now, but one day you will understand that my choice is the best for both of us! β
Zhan Hongyu was really a little depressed, "Is there no room for negotiation in this matter?" β
Hearing this, Shen Xiaochen shook his head, "I'm sorry! β
"Good! Since there is no way to change your mind, what can I do but fulfill you? If that's what you want, then I promise you! Don't you want to go back to school? No, whoever wants to find my sister-in-law, then I will send you there myself! Zhan Hongyu was also a little excited.
"I don't need you to send me! I can walk on my own! Also, don't be nice to me anymore! I don't need it at all! β
"Shen Xiaochen! Why didn't I find out you were such an ignorant girl? I thought you could understand me, but I didn't expect you to do this to me! β
"I've already apologized to you, what do you want me to do? I'm such an ignorant person, and I don't know you at all, how can I understand you? Think about it yourself, I look forward to you coming every day at school, but most of the time I don't know where you are, even if I want to know you, but do you give me such a chance? If you weren't with that man all the time, how could you have developed that kind of affection for him? Do you know how hard this road is? Why should you be so embarrassed about yourself? β
"Enough Xiao Chen! Now you're talking about the two of us, why do you have to involve Yongpeng as well? Besides, it's none of his business! β
"Why is it none of his business? It can be said that he is really capable! It made you feel moved by him in such a short period of time, otherwise how could you have spoken for him now? β
"Xiao Chen, what do you mean by this? How much do you know about the affairs between me and him? Besides, this kind of thing is not wishful thinking on the part of one person, is it? You don't blame Yongpeng for everything, okay? And I'm just talking about things, I'm not talking for him! β
"So what? You're admitting it to my face now, aren't you? Do you both love each other? Even if you know how you feel, do you really know that person? Aren't you worried that he's lying to you? β
"What does he have to lie to me? Besides, he's my brother's subordinate, and that alone he can be trusted! β
"Hongyu, you know that's not what I said! His ex-girlfriend has returned, hasn't she? You know such a thing, why do you choose to go your own way? β
Hearing this, Zhan Hongyu immediately frowned, "Didn't Su Lingling tell you about this?" β
"Little sister, she doesn't mean anything else, she is nothing more than caring about you! Besides, this matter has nothing to do with Miss at all, I have to ask! β
"Xiao Chen! It's my own business, so I don't need you to worry about it at all! Besides, he and his girlfriend are already nothing! β
"Nothing? It seems that I am not the only one who is naΓ―ve at all, Hongyu, you are also a very naΓ―ve existence! β
What do you mean by that? Hurry up and tell me the number! β
Shen Xiaochen also wiped away his tears, "Okay, since you took the initiative to ask, then I'll answer you!" Do you know why that person fainted all of a sudden? β
Of course, Zhan Hongyu thought that it was because he was angry with Tang Yongpeng, so it would cause Tang Yongpeng to faint.
"Of course I knew that he saw you hugging me, so he fainted out of breath!"
"That's why I say it! Hongyu, you are really more naΓ―ve than me! Things weren't what you thought they were at all, and he fainted definitely not because of you! This is his old problem, and he is in such a situation because he is thinking about his ex-girlfriend! can imagine how much influence his ex-girlfriend has on him! Don't be naΓ―ve enough to think that he's the way he is because of you! Not at all! β
"Impossible! I met his ex-girlfriend with him, and although he was a little bit of a condition, it wasn't that bad at all! β
"Forget it, since you don't believe what I'm saying, then you can wait for him to come to his senses and verify this matter with him yourself! You're going to regret the choice you made today anyway! It's not that I deliberately said such things to you because you didn't accept my heart, but he really wasn't the one who could bring you happiness! No matter how much he promised you that he could deal with his past, but now that the facts are in front of him, no matter how hard he tries, he can't do it! Because in his heart, there is no place for anyone other than that woman! β
"Xiao Chen, you are not him, how can you know that he can't do it? The more times like this, the more I should choose to believe in him! β
"Believe? What's the use of that? There's no way your belief can compete with his previous memories! I just don't want to see you suffer from him in the future, and besides, the fact that you're with him is especially unfair to you! β
"Xiao Chen, don't you think you really shouldn't tell me this? This is the relationship between me and him, and even if there is any problem, it can only be dealt with between me and him! Besides, how can there be any fairness in this relationship? β
"Hongyu, don't you understand? I just don't want you to get hurt! β
"Xiao Chen, if you don't love because you're afraid of being hurt? So who can guarantee that every relationship will not be hurt? β
"But you're in a different situation! It's hard for that person to get out! No matter how much you believe him, if he doesn't want to come out of it, then what can you do? β
"Enough Xiao Chen! You are not allowed to slander Yongpeng in front of me again, do you hear? β
"Good! If you really think I'm slandering him, then you think so! Since it's your own choice, then you can bear it yourself! β
After saying this, Shen Xiaochen turned around and left directly.
But sure enough, as Su Lingling said, as soon as she opened the door, someone in uniform stopped her outside.
"Get out of the way! I'm getting out of here! β
Although Shen Xiaochen said loudly, these people in uniform still blocked her way as if they hadn't heard it.
"It's already been said that you'll stay tonight! Besides, you can't get out in this situation! Zhan Hongyu said.