Chapter 249: Haimer's Monologue [Asking for Tickets, Asking for Collections]
At that time, you were carefree, no matter what happened, your brother and sister supported you, what about me? I have no one, I only have myself.
I'm lonely, I'm cold, no one will understand my feelings, at most, at most, they just look at me and think I'm pitiful.
Do I want your compassion? No, no, I don't want your sympathy, I want warmth, I want a demon to care about me, a demon to feel sorry for me, a demon to cry for me, a demon to laugh for me, a demon to praise me, a demon to chat with me, a demon to play with me.
But even that simple has become a luxury.
I slowly began to stop asking for these extravagances, because only when I become stronger, these will be there, and when that time comes, I can do whatever I want, and there will definitely be many demons playing with me.
At that time, I would definitely not continue to be lonely.
At that time, she will have a home of her own, and he will find a lot of little brothers and sisters to accompany him, play with him, laugh with him, and be crazy with him, whatever he wants to do, these little sisters and little brothers will accompany her.
Even if she thinks about it, she feels very, very happy, very, very happy. Very, very happy, at that time, my own hopes, my own extravagance was so simple.
She was also kind, but what was the result.
He still vaguely remembers that it was a very cold winter, and that winter, he got his wish and had his own small house, although it was very small, but she felt very happy.
That day, when I came out, I met a little white cat with a snow-white body, but there were some blood stains on his body, and he looked like he was injured.
She simply picked it up gently. Took him back.
The room at that time, hum, was very warm, very warm, plus with him, her life was no longer so boring, and she took care of him every day.
When she encounters any happy or unhappy things, she will go to talk to him. Because she regards him as her friend.
Although those days were very hard and bitter every day, because of his company, she didn't feel very tired, and just like that, day by day.
The cold winter is gone, and the white cat's body is almost fine.
She was thinking in her heart at that time, whether he would leave, but she felt that he would not leave, after all, they had been together for so long, and they must have feelings for each other.
However, on the one hand, he was thinking, how could he not leave his own home, some of his own things to do, although he was very reluctant to him, but in the end she still let him go.
The day she let him go, the wind blew so strongly, and the wind and sand that day were so big.
She just watched the white cat leave from her eyes little by little, disappearing little by little, even though there was no reluctance in her heart, but she still held back, she held back her tears, she didn't want him to be reluctant to leave her.
In order to reassure him, she also smiled, and watched him leave with a smile.
The sorrow in my heart is known only to myself.
The white cat looked back at herself several times as she left, she resisted the urge to pick her up, waved her hand at him, and said: You go, go back to your world, they need you, and I have always been here, whenever you want to come back, I am here waiting for you.
The white cat nodded her head, in one time he really left, his head never came back, looking at his departing back, her heart was mixed, she even wanted to chase it back, bring it back.
She is not as great as she imagined, she doesn't want him to leave, she wants him to be with her all the time.
No matter how hard and tired I am, I can endure it.
All she wants is a company for her, all she wants is someone to talk to, she doesn't want to be alone, because of that, she is so lonely, so uncomfortable, and seeing others in pairs, her heart is also very unpleasant.
Since the white cat is gone, she is not so positive, she thinks every day, when will the white cat come back to see herself, she misses him, and she doesn't know if he misses herself.
He must have thought that he must have been.
In this way, two months passed, and she waited for the white cat every day, because she had a hunch that the white cat would come back eventually.
On a stormy night, the white cat came back, but this white cat, he was a very beautiful teenager.
The moment she saw the white cat, she was excited and happy in her heart, although he didn't say who he was, but after being together for so many days, how could she not recognize him.
But his eyes were very cold, as if he was looking at a stranger, and she was puzzled.
Doesn't she know herself, how is this possible?
The next moment, the little white cat spoke, and the first thing he said was that he was here to ask for his own life.
He didn't believe it, he didn't believe it, so docile, so well-behaved white cat would treat her like this, this must be fake, this must be fake, this is a dream, this is a dream.
I must not have woken up yet, yes, I must not have woken up yet, otherwise I would have dreamed of these things.
But the pain in her neck made her involuntarily believe that this was true, this was true, and he really came back to kill himself.
The white cat told himself that the reason was very simple, he was not injured, he was just lying to her at that time, I didn't expect her to be so easy to deceive.
And since he is the prince of the cat clan, he didn't want to make a big deal about this matter, but he didn't expect that someone would check him, just in case, so he had to come and kill her, because only she knew about this matter, and only when she was gone, he would sit back and relax.
And he actually said such a high-sounding reason, since you saved me that time, what if you save me again, he said that he knew that he was reluctant to her, he said, he knew that she was very lonely, and wanted someone to accompany him, and he also said that he knew a lot of secrets, and if he didn't help him, he would tell them all.
She didn't expect that she was so good to him, and since what he wanted was his own life, it was really ironic.
She couldn't have imagined that the white cat she had been looking forward to for so long, and he who was reluctant to give up in her heart and never forgot would treat her like this.
Could it be that kindness is doomed to no good end?
She wanted to live, so, in the end, he won, and he killed the white cat.
However, he was also injured, and the injury was very serious, very serious, and he almost lost his life.
Fortunately, they were found by the grandfathers and brought back, this time, because of their own negligence, they were almost all exposed, and the faces of those grandfathers were not very good, and they looked at themselves with a straight face.
She couldn't help but wonder, if this matter was not resolved, but leaked out, what would be the result?
What will she face? She didn't dare to imagine this, fortunately, fortunately. None of this happened.
He didn't understand why the grandfathers didn't want your other demons to know their whereabouts, but this time, they told themselves very seriously that if there was a next time, they would not spare them.
But this time it's true that it's because of you that you almost caused a catastrophe, so this matter can't be solved so easily.
At that time, they let her say it herself, she naturally understood in her heart that these grandfathers were terrible, and her father and mother were still alive at that time, so she told herself that she had to keep an eye on everything, especially in front of these grandfathers, and she couldn't entrust them all, because even if she was close, she was not biological, and she didn't understand these at that time, and she felt that it was her own, and her father and mother were too careful, these grandfathers were so good to themselves.
So when they asked themselves to say how to punish them, she just said that she wouldn't dare next time, and she would never do it again next time.
But her sentence made them completely change their faces.
Is that what your father and mother taught you?
At that time, I was confused, why did I have anything to do with my parents?
What did she say wrong? Don't these grandfathers like her the most?
Let her go out on her own and be self-reliant, because that will be of great help to her growth, and she believes their words, thinking that they are really good for her, but she doesn't know that they just don't want to raise her.
What do they say to teach themselves how to cultivate, but they can only say to each other every day that they have something to do, and she understands, she understands, he is very sensible, and since the grandfathers are so busy, she goes to find books by herself and practice by herself.
At that time, I didn't know that they were not busy, they just didn't want to teach her.
At that time, she foolishly thought that her grandfathers loved her very much, and forgot to clean up what her father and mother had taught her.
After all, they are not their own children, and they all have their own ambitions, you know, how easy is it to climb to the current position?
How could they do something bad to her, and at the same time, she forgot that these people had used them, and that her grandfather had lost his life because of them.
And when they let themselves think about how to punish themselves, they didn't know what they would do to them, and she vaguely felt that her punishment this time would be very heavy.
He thought about it for a long time and couldn't come up with all the reasons, so they made a decision for themselves.
Until now, she clearly remembered that it was really painful, but so what, for them, it was just a means to punish themselves.
If you do something wrong, you will be punished, and this is a matter of course.
And at that time, she was punished by this kind of punishment and tortured several times for life and death, but they ignored it, and they didn't even care about it, they felt that this was taken for granted, and they were really too hypocritical.