But it was only at this time that he suddenly realized that in his heart, this woman had become very important.

He stared at Su Qian, who was still asleep, and told his heart in a deep voice.

"I didn't love you in the past."

His tone was low, a little to himself, as if he was still thinking.

"Or I don't think I love you, at least at first. I never thought I'd fall in love with you, I always thought I wouldn't fall in love with someone, it was a strange feeling.

But until you kicked me out, I felt ......."

He paused, frowning and pondering his feelings.

"Cut in half."

"Looking back, I know when I fell in love with you. On the day you were expelled,"

He scratched his head, which was not what he was supposed to do.

But it seems to want to indicate the subtlety between love and non-love.

"I pulled you out of that pile of rubb, and you can still smile at me. It was at that moment. ”

"What a special declaration of love."

Su Qian felt that this was the case in a daze.

His head leaned against the edge of Su Qian's hair, and as far as a person who thought communication was difficult, he didn't do a bad job at all.

Although he was sure that he loved her, he did not know if he could be forgiven.

The pain and anger are still there, though no longer boiling.

She can only stop thinking about these things because of her coma and fever, but that doesn't mean she forgives him.

Li Peinan can't see the future with her, however, he can't see the future without her.

Everything can only wait for Su Qian to wake up.

Now he just prayed that Su Qian could be safe.

That night, Su Qian's fever subsided.

Li Peinan finally put some of his mind at ease.

The doctor also said that if the fever does not go away, then the consequences will be very serious.

Su Qian opened her eyes.

There was a feeling as if I was dreaming, and the moment I opened my eyes, I saw a man sleeping next to me.

That enlarged face made Su Qian's heart skip a beat.

That's right, just sleep next to her.

Su Qian looked around, it was still the same ward, but now her hospital bed had become two beds side by side.

I don't know how the hospital would have agreed to add a bed to this room.

Of course, I thought sarcastically, who is Li Peinan? People have money, and the rich boss can open up any road as soon as he speaks.

Li Peinan was lying beside her, a pair of big bony hands holding her hand tightly.

She could feel the strength of that finger.

She didn't move.

It took so much effort to struggle, and she might as well think about what to do.

Li Peinan's brows were tightly locked, his face was scruffy, his whole person was haggard and couldn't be seen, and the shadows under his eyes could be seen that he hadn't slept for a long time.

Su Qian didn't know how long it had been.

But she could feel that her body, although it was soft now, could feel much better, at least not the whirlwind that she felt that day.

As if sensing her gaze, Li Peinan slowly opened his eyes.

Su Qian lowered her eyes and hid all her expressions.

Maybe the anger has been digested, and Su Qian is no longer as angry and angry as she was at the beginning.

Now she's calm.

A large hand rested on her forehead.

"It's good, you don't have a fever anymore. Thank God. Do you know how long you've been asleep? ”

Li Peinan's voice was hoarse, and it turned out that his deep and beautiful voice was like rough sand.

"How long?"

Squeeze her hand and place it on her lips.

Su Qian sensed something and wanted to pull it out.

Li Peinan did not let go.

"For five days and five nights, the doctor said that if you continue to burn, I'm afraid you will really burn into a fool."

What makes Li Peinan painful is that the happy and mischievous and energetic girl who used to be is gone, replaced by a cold and distant young girl, never in a hurry or losing her temper, and even smiling is rare.

She learns that emotions bring pain, and that her sanity and calmness are in control.

Alienation and indifference.

It hurts his heart.

If he could, he would rather everything could be done all over again.

He would never get another chance to hurt her.

Pain crossed Li Peinan's face.

"I wish you could wake up every day,"

He whispered.

"I will not forgive myself for letting these things happen to you. I ought to let you know that I trust you, but I am too drowning in my fantasies to see how much my negligence will do to you.

I don't care about death, but I've really been hovering between life and death these days, and for the first time I know what it's like to be afraid.

Su Qian, forgive me, I'm not heinous! I was wrong! My fault is that I don't trust people enough, my fault is that I am too self-righteous, forgive me. ”

Li Peinan muttered a series of words.

Su Qian closed her eyes, otherwise her eye sockets would reveal her heart.

She knew what her anger was at first.

She always thought that Li Peinan was the same person as herself, and she fantasized about establishing an intimate relationship with Li Peinan.

I even thought about starting a family with Li Peinan.

But all at once it was shattered.

Don't say that true love can overcome the right thing.

Sparrows turn phoenixes into phoenixes are not for her.

She is just an ordinary woman, she doesn't want much, and she doesn't have any ambitions.

I just want a simple life, a happy family, a loving husband, and a lovely child.

But it is absolutely impossible for Li Peinan to do it, she already knows the unreliability of men from her father.

Li Peinan's gold, Li Peinan's status and prestige, coupled with his own youth and promising, all of this has caused how many women around him will flock to him.

And she is just an ordinary woman, she doesn't have any confidence that she can make this man love her all the time.

She is an emotionally rich woman.

If you love someone, you will love you for a lifetime.

If, like his father, Li Peinan betrayed him, then maybe he is not as strong as his mother and can live bravely.

Rather than face such a difficult choice, she might as well live a simple life on her own.

You can't love someone for a lifetime.

Then she will choose the ordinary.

"Good! I forgive you! ”

The calm tone made Li Peinan wake up instantly, he didn't expect that Su Qian would change his original intention so quickly.

"Really? Have you forgiven me? ”

Li Peinan was excited.

Can't help but be overjoyed.

Su Qian nodded, "Really! You're not wrong what, really! It's my own brain, and you really don't have to explain anything to me. We are not people of the same world, and it's normal to be defensive about me.

If you don't guard against it, it's abnormal. Maybe I'm the kind of person with bad intentions. You're doing the right thing. ”

The calm tone made Li Peinan no surprise.

This is not forgiveness.

This is gambling.

Li Peinan sighed.

God knows how stubborn a woman his girl will be.

But he brought it upon himself.