Whoever wants to be a hero has to bear the pain of abandoning the world. Everything in the world, everything, what is gained and what is lost, is relatively equal.

Although it is not absolute equality, relative equality is certain.

It's just that because people's gains and losses are not the same for everyone, many things have become envy and envy. The strange phenomenon that the envied still envy others.

This seems to have become an immutable thing.

Although it is very helpless, this is already the vast majority of people who can't escape from the devil's cave.

Even Shi Youliang was not exempt, maybe he didn't have the intention to do this, but he had indeed stepped into this demon cave.

When you want to become a hero, whether you want to or not, this demon cave is already in front of you, and if you refuse, you can only leave the throne of heroes, or fall to the point of being scolded by thousands of people.

This is the truth of everything, the truth that no one can violate.

Of course, Shi Youliang was not spared, in order to become a hero to everyone, he had to change himself to accept this fact.

Compared to three years ago, he can no longer simply read books. Now, he has to take into account the eyes of the audience and the thoughts of everyone in many things.

The result of this is probably the best of both worlds for most people. Because of the loss of some, the gain of something better. But for Shi You, this is a sad thing. Because he lost his freedom, which is the most precious thing to Shi Hao.

But even so, what can be done, Shi Youliang must choose, because she must not become the target of public criticism. Because Shi Liang can't retreat out of this world.

No one will understand what he thinks, and perhaps, he does not have such expectations. However, what can this be, no one is left alone in this world.

Shi Youliang really realized this truth when he was working in a bookstore during the summer vacation of the third year of junior high school.

At that time, although he tried his best to do his own thing, although he tried his best to complete the work, he was still hated by his colleagues, and a colleague said in front of him: "It looks disgusting to pretend to be a very amiable genius." ”

Since then, Shi Liang has understood that there is a sin in this world, called 'the sin of desire'. You don't have to do anything wrong, and in many cases, existence itself is wrong.

Because to exist is to be envied, and to exist is to have a lot to do with many things around you.

And having a relationship with your surroundings means that you have to take that responsibility, even if you just do what you have to do well, it is to the detriment of many people.

Because when you're not good enough, your goodness is a sin.

Only those who are good enough, good enough to be at their disposal, will be able to avoid this charge. And those who strive to become good cannot escape the results of being "sinned by desire."

Who would have thought that many times, just because 'I want something else good', I will be put on a lot of hats that make people laugh and cry.

When you work, because you want to be excellent, those who don't want to be excellent are also forced to be excellent. If they're okay, they'll be fine, but if they lose their job or get reprimanded because you 'want to be' good, you're guilty.

'The sin of the masses' is the most unjustified and common sin in the world, because the sin of the masses is equal to innocence.

It is with the idea that the public is equal to innocence, which makes many people do whatever they want, because as long as there are enough people, responsibility cannot restrain them, and responsibility is empty words.

After queuing for more than an hour, it was finally Shi You's turn, and after visiting the shrine, according to the previous agreement, he also drew lots at the place where the lot was drawn.

It was an old man who looked like a fairy wind and bones, and when he saw the excellent sign, he smiled and said: "The layman is a man of great wisdom, and the old decay will not fiddle in front of you, but there is a sentence to advise the layman; The twists and turns of life are inevitable and cannot be forced. ”

Shi Youliang smiled, didn't say anything, and left the temple.

He didn't care much about the worship at first, and for Shi You, the visit itself did not have any significance. The meaning lies in whether you can feel at ease after visiting the shrine.

He has always been at ease, and even if there is something wrong, he will soon fill it by himself, so he doesn't care about visiting the shrine or drawing lots.

Although Donglin wanted to ask, when he saw Shi You's good appearance, he knew that it would be in vain to ask for him, so he didn't ask.

The rest of the people also passed by in an unremarkable way. Only one person is an outlier.

He drew a bad lot. The old man who had unsigned frowned and said, "Do you want to ask about love?" ”

Mu Sen didn't want to pay much attention to it, but now he wanted to ask, nodded and said, "Please give me advice." ”

The old man sighed: "The layman and the previous layman are both extremely intelligent people, and I am afraid that they have already seen through everything. ”

Mu Sen seemed to sense something, shook his head and said, "No, I don't want to admit defeat, so I have to ask Mr. 'Is it black or white?' ’”

The old man looked at Mu Sen, stared at him for more than thirty seconds, smiled, and said: "The layman is really different, and the old man will say it bluntly, the layman's beloved will encounter a dangerous thing this year, and if he is not careful, he will worry about his life." Therefore, lay people should take care of it. ”

The old man said this, and defended himself: "Of course, the old man is not a golden mouth, let alone a prophetic immortal, so what is the matter of this matter, the old man actually just casually said his own guess." ”

If this old man was just showing off, Mu Sen might not take it seriously. But the sentence behind him made Mu Sen think that this old man was not simple. He still wanted to ask something, but the old man didn't seem to want to say more, so he called Mu Sen: "Layman, please make way for the people behind." ”

Since he didn't want to say it anymore, Mu Sen couldn't force people to do it, so he walked away. However, Mu Sen's heart kept thinking about the old man's words.

Dong Mu will encounter something life-threatening, what will it be?

Behind Mu Sen was Chen Ya, who received Li Ke'er's eyes and asked the old man who had unsigned: "Master, what did you say to the person in front." ”

The old man glanced at her: "Don't say, don't say." ”

Chen Ya was helpless, so she had to shrug her shoulders at Li Ke'er.

Li Keer wanted to ask herself, but was stopped by Wen Linxi.

Li Ke'er really cared, after passing from the place where the sign was released, Mu Sen's expression had been very nervous, as if he had heard something terrible. But what Li Ke'er knew, Mu Sen had never believed in these things, and it must not be simple to make Mu Sen show such a look.

Li Keer wanted to know and give him a warm hug, but she didn't know how to tell Mu Sen.

Because Mu Sen was reluctant to tell her that Mu Sen had a woman he liked, and he was willing to do anything for that woman, Li Keer knew.

Therefore, of course, Li Keer also guessed that the news Mu Sen heard must be related to the girl he liked. Other than that, he had no other reason to panic.

Of course, other people also want to know, but since Mu Sen chose not to say it, they can't ask, this is the rule between friends, the rule in this circle.

If there is an exception, it is only good because he has a hundred ways to make people cry and then coax them, and he has a hundred ways to put away things that he does not want to tell others.

Seeing Mu Sen's silence, the rest of the people were also silent.

The originally cheerful atmosphere became depressing and weird.

What kind of atmosphere this is, no one can say in detail, only that it is the first time in this small circle.

But this just proves that what Mu Sen heard is not simple.

Everyone wanted to give him a hug, but Mu Sen refused.

For Mu Sen, he needs to calm down and heal himself calmly.

This is the dignity of a man. It was the pain he had to bear as a man, or rather, Mu Sen chose to bear the pain alone.

The joys and sorrows of human beings are not figured out, and he is reluctant to tell others about his unhappiness, because Mu Sen knows that it may be better to say it, and it may be happier to say it, but saying it does not mean that he can solve the problem, and it does not mean that he can be safe. More often than not, speaking out just relaxes your tense nerves.

Such laxity is absolutely unnecessary for Mu Sen, because his laxity may put Dong Mu in danger.

In order to protect Dong Mu, he had to tighten his nerves even tighter, tighter than ever. Only in this way can we absolutely protect Dongmu. Dong Mu is something he must protect, and he must protect well.

The tension is quickly overwhelmed by the joyful atmosphere, and on this joyous day, one's sorrow is really not worth mentioning.

On this day of celebration, any sadness will be drowned, any sad mood will be drowned out until it is worthless, even if the sadness will not really disappear, but in the sound of joy, everyone automatically filters those sad voices, filters those voices that make people unhappy.

Even Mu Sen himself quickly archived this emotion. He can't affect everyone because of his unhappiness, this is Mu Sen's idea.

Moreover, although the old man who unsigned said so, on the first day of the new year, even if Dong Mu would encounter danger, it would not be today, or if it was today, he would not be able to do anything.

After all, he can't call and tell Dong Mu now: "The person who released the visa said that you will be in danger, stay at home and don't go out." ”

If you say such a thing to someone on the first day of the new year, you are undoubtedly looking for a fight. Moreover, if Dong Mu doesn't have to do anything, Shi Youliang and Dong Lin will kill him.

Therefore, what Mu Sen can do is to have such a psychological preparation, and then deal with unexpected situations.