Chapter 251
This time Ouyang Xun seemed very strange, so he left with such self-deprecation.
He never appeared in the ward, Mu Mo came to report during the day, and accompanied Ling Ya very gently.
Such a time seemed to make Ling Ya feel that nothing had changed between them, but Ling Ya knew very well that all this was an illusion, Ouyang Xun was not a man who could let go so easily, this matter was wrong.
She couldn't help but gently push away the flowers handed over by the man, and smiled bitterly, "Mu Mobai, what about Ouyang Xun?" ”
Mu Mobai's body stiffened slightly, looking at her so serious attitude, she was a little uncomfortable, could it be that she was no longer as good as Ouyang Xun in her eyes? Or has this woman forgotten how affectionate they once were?
"I thought you wouldn't want to see that man, it looks like I misunderstood."
"You are indeed misunderstood, he and I are husband and wife. It is also thanks to your fulfillment. Closing her eyes, Ling Ya didn't bother to look at this man's pain, she knew very well that Ouyang Xun would not be such a good person. When Ouyang Xun didn't appear, her heart became more and more uneasy.
Mu Mobai sat down gently, as if he hadn't heard anything, and continued to feed this woman as usual, but such a simple action made Ling Ya's mood more and more irritable, and she hated Mu Mobai for being so groveling.
This is not the posture he should have.
"Enough, I don't want to eat. Let's go! Don't come again. ”
"I can't go!"
Mu Mobai actually thought about it for a long time, and reasoned to tell him that he should leave, but he couldn't really leave, every time he left, her figure would appear in his mind, making him even more reluctant, and even painful from the bottom of his heart.
He still carved this woman into his bone marrow, and there was no way to give it up!
Ling Ya thought that he was controlled by Ouyang Xun, and she was very nervous, "I will let Ouyang Xun let you go, you ......"
"You're nervous about me, worried about me."
Mu Mobai smiled bitterly, this woman's stupid appearance really made her more and more uncomfortable, in fact, they shouldn't be like this, why is the final result so ridiculous.
Ling Ya also knew that she had said the wrong thing, and quickly turned her head away, not wanting to continue the nonsense with this man, nor wanting to show all the emotions in her heart.
It's obvious that I hate it, but I can't help but care.
That's the most ridiculous part about myself.
"Ouyang Xun didn't threaten me, and I am not easy to be threatened so easily. You can rest assured. ”
Mu Mobai knew any of her little tempers, and gently stretched out his hand to touch her cheek, feeling her trembling slightly, and feeling more and more pity in his heart, "The man you like is not so weak." ”
Ling Ya opened his hand, "You're not my man. Remembered. Your identity can't be changed for a lifetime, you are white ink. It's just a subordinate. Get out! ”
She has to calm herself down, this man will not be Ouyang Xun's opponent, and there is no need to continue to struggle for anything, in fact, she owes Ouyang Xun too much, many times it is not Ouyang Xun's fault, maybe it's just fate.
Mu Mobai didn't leave, "I won't give up on you!" ”
"I gave up on you."
This is the most cruel answer.
Mu Mobai's body was stiff, but he still planned to force himself not to be hit by her, he was still smiling so gently and confidently, and the curvature of the corners of his mouth became particularly charming.
"Xiaoya, we still have children. There will still be. ”
Ling Ya's tears suddenly slipped painfully with these words, thinking of her own child who was beaten, this pain could not be remedied, and this kind of comfort was also the most ironic.
She pushed away all the affection of this man, and the expression on her face became even more cold and resentful, "Enough, Mu Mobai, what are you, this child is a wild seed, and it is normal to leave, no need, we don't need it." ”
"Xiaoya!"
"Get out of here, get out."
Ling Ya pointed to the door angrily, what did this man think he was, but he still didn't understand at this moment?
They are not above board together, everything about them is laughed at, pointed at, she doesn't want it, she doesn't want such a life.
Ouyang Xun on the other side has been monitoring Ling Ya and Mu Mobai's every move, even if he really didn't show up, all of Ling Ya's actions are still within his line of sight.
Knowing that there was a falling out between Ling Ya and Mu Mobai, Ouyang Xun just smiled lightly and didn't react much, but Ah Hua next to him was very happy, thinking that this was Ouyang Xun's best opportunity, but he didn't expect Ouyang Xun to still hold his ground.
This made Ah Hua a little strange.
I didn't go to visit Ling Ya all day, just stared at the screen, which didn't say anything about Ouyang Xun's style at all!
"Master, why don't you take this opportunity to visit Madame? Maybe you can take her down. ”
Ouyang Xun smiled, others didn't know, but in fact, he knew very well why Ling Ya was like this, that child's departure, in fact, Mu Mobai was wrong, but he was even more wrong, his appearance would not make Ling Ya feel much favor.
It will only be more resentful!
Thinking about it, Ouyang Xun lit a cigarette and smoked a little tiredly, "Ah Hua, go back!" I'll sit for a while. ”
"But ......"
Ah Hua was about to say something, but Ouyang Xun's expression told him very coldly that he didn't want to continue to hear any words, and in the end Ah Hua could only leave here quietly.
I really don't understand these people anymore.
What's so good about that Ling Ya, Ah Hua just looks uncomfortable, there are so many such women, why would Ouyang Xun be so fascinated, it is really more and more incomprehensible.
This night, Ouyang Xun didn't sleep, in fact, Ling Ya was also tossing and turning, and finally took out her mobile phone and dialed Ouyang Xun's number.
Ouyang Xun didn't think that Ling Ya would call her, she was a little surprised, for so many days, she hadn't talked to herself, thinking that there was really no way for them to continue to talk about things harmoniously, but she didn't expect Ling Ya to call her.
Ouyang Xun quickly picked it up, but he didn't dare to make a sound.
On the other end, Ling Ya's voice was a little weak, in fact, she really didn't know what to say after making the call, but she couldn't say a word for a long time, and she really wanted to hang up the phone.
"Since you called me, then there is something, let's talk about it!"
In the end, it was Ouyang Xun who broke the deadlock between them.
Ling Ya smiled bitterly and sat up, "Ouyang Xun, let's talk!" In fact, these days, you also understand that there is a distance between me and you, don't you? ”
There is a distance between them.
Ouyang Xun has always wanted to shorten the distance between them, but this woman has always been separated from herself, and has always kept an undeserved distance from herself.
"You are my wife, this is something that cannot be changed in a lifetime, I know that your body has not recovered, and you need to rest, and I don't want to stimulate you for anything. Have a good rest! Good night. ”
Ouyang Xun hung up the phone quickly, a little hurried and uneasy.
In fact, he didn't know what he was worried about or what he was afraid of.
Ling Ya listened to the sound of a beep coming from there, and only smiled bitterly, even more helpless, and could only become more and more powerless for all this.
Perhaps, this is the saddest thing about yourself.
Ling Ya sighed helplessly and put her phone aside, got up to look at the sky outside, she didn't know what Mu Mobai was doing at the moment, her own nonsense this day should make that man no longer appear here!
It's just that my heart is starting to be empty, and I feel like there's nothing to make up for it, and it's filled.
All this is really ironic.
The next day, Mu Mobai, who thought she would not appear again, still appeared, with a bouquet of flowers like yesterday, and then a breakfast, and began to want to feed her.
Ling Ya really doesn't understand this man, he's like this, why is he still here, don't you really understand?
Or is it that he doesn't care about all this.
Mu Mobai didn't have anything to do, and began to blow, gentle and considerate, "This bowl of porridge is just right, you eat it, if it's delicious, I'll cook it next time...... Buy. ”
Ling Ya watched him correct himself, and then he breathed a sigh of relief, you must know that Mu Mobai was originally the pride of the sky, this kind of thing is rarely done, and she doesn't want him to start groveling for herself all the time.
That's not good.
"When did you change?"
Ling Ya began to become sarcastic.
Mu Mobai didn't seem to understand anything, she was still blowing gently, watching her eat one bite after another, in fact, her heart was still warm.
"What did your change make me feel, you know?"
Ling Ya continued, but her heart began to ache.
This man shouldn't be like this, she is uncomfortable, she wants to cry, but she can't cry all the time.
Mu Mobai looked at her, her eyes were gentle and could drip water, knowing her careful thoughts, but she also felt her weakness.
"Like a subordinate, not the one I know. Mu Mobai, wake up! You can't change anything. Don't do it any more, it's only going to make me dislike you even more. ”
Mu Mobai's body stiffened slightly, and finally smiled self-deprecatingly, "I have no friends!" ”
Ling Ya's body stiffened visibly and she didn't speak.
"I don't have any relatives anymore."
Mu Mobai continued, in fact, these words are really ridiculous, but they are all facts.
Ling Ya's heart ached, all the people died beside them, in fact, this is what they deeply felt, these people are innocent, they are all sacrificed for them.
Ling Ya was uncomfortable, her eyes were red, and she turned her head away.
"I just have you!"
Mu Mobai said this sentence very seriously and painfully, which made Ling Ya's body start to tremble even more, and she turned her head to Mu Mobai in disbelief, looking at him with pure helplessness and self-deprecation.
Ling Ya's body trembled slightly, stretched out her hand, and subconsciously touched his face.
These eyes are the most familiar and deadly.
No matter what he becomes, but these eyes can't be changed, this man is still the last thing he can give up.
It is also the most painful for myself.
"So we should cherish each other more, shouldn't we?"
Mu Mobai gently put her hand to her lips, kissed it gently, and asked very seriously.
Ling Ya could only shed tears, but she couldn't say a word, his gentleness made her heart begin to melt, and she subconsciously wanted to follow this man away, no matter where he went, she wanted to follow desperately.
But the reality does not allow it.
Strength is even more inadmissible.
In the end, Ling Ya quickly withdrew her hand and smiled bitterly, "Mu Mobai, if you can't go back, you can't go back." Don't you feel it yourself? You feel the departure of friends and relatives, and you have no way to protect them, let alone protect your children and ...... I. ”
The last few words, she said with some huskness.