My thoughts were flying, and I looked at the back of this person, and the sense of familiarity in my mind gradually became clear.

"Dad..." I tried to open my mouth, trying to make a sound, reaching out to touch him.

As if in a dream, it took a lot of effort to lift the arm.

During the difficult process, I don't know how long it took, I finally grabbed his shoulder.

It's strange, it's not like I'm dreaming, because I can clearly feel the touch coming from the palm of my hand, it's very real, as if it's reality.

He gradually turned around, and I saw his face.

When his eyes were there, in an instant, thousands of words in his heart were all blocked in his throat.

I can't tell if he is young, his complexion is very good, there is still light in his eyes, there are almost no wrinkles, and there is a sense of grandeur between his eyebrows.

He was indeed my father, but for a moment he felt that he was not.

He looked at me and smiled, and suddenly reached out and patted me on the shoulder: "Son, you can come to see Dad, Dad is really happy, how many years have we not seen father and son?" As the saying goes, there is no one who doesn't want to be a son when he is a father, in my impression, you are still a little child, but I didn't expect to see you again, you are already so old. ”

He pointed to the grave in front of him and said, "This grave is mine, I know you have doubts, don't ask first, listen to me first." ”

"Tu is poor, the road is still long, long, I have to tell you something." He pulled me to sit in the wheat field and said earnestly: "You have come here, it means two things. The first thing is that I have been holding on for a long time, I have reached the limit and am leaving. The second thing is that with my departure, I'm afraid your limit will also be reached, but you are different from me, you have to carry it! ”

"This is not the place where you should stop." He grabbed my hand and held it very tightly: "I believe that your mother and your brother will take good care of you, remember my words, no matter when and where, don't give up, a good man has a thousand miles of ambition, you can never bow your head." ”

"Mother? Brother? I heard these words as if in a dream, and as he spoke, suddenly his body became transparent.

He also noticed his own abnormality, stopped talking, looked down at his body, and sighed: "It seems that my time has come... At this time, it always reminds me of your grandfather, that's how I sent him away back then... Time is so fast, and it was me who was sent away in the blink of an eye. ”

"Generations of them will crawl on this road full of thorns, although the fog ahead, no one looks back, because they always believe that the scorching sun above their heads will one day dispel the thick fog, the axe blade in their hands can always split the thorns in front of them, and the long footprints under their feet are their unyielding souls."

"Let's go, let's go back." He suddenly pushed me, and in an instant, I felt like I had fallen into the abyss, getting farther and farther away from him.

His gaze was elongating, and he looked at me from afar, waving his hand gently, as if he was standing at the school gate and waving goodbye when he saw me walk into the school building when he saw me go to school when he was a child.

But this goodbye will never see each other again.

At that moment, I burst into tears, and I had too many helpless words to say to him, and I wanted to tell him about the ups and downs and hardships along the way, so that he could know that we never gave up searching.

After walking through thousands of mountains and rivers, I never gave up.

But his mouth was open, but he couldn't make a sound at all.

"Come back with me ... Why don't you go back with me ... ”

The vision grew farther and farther away, and finally became blurry, and the surroundings were gradually enveloped in darkness, and soon, I heard my brother's voice: "Tu poor? Poor? ”

A faint light lit up in front of him.

I slowly opened my eyes and saw my brother's anxious face.

"Brother... I saw my dad... But he won't come back with me... Say you're leaving... He was right in front of me, but I couldn't make a sound, he kept talking to me, saying that he was alone and I didn't know what to do... Elder brother... We've been looking for him for so many years and finally we've seen him, but I can't bring him back... I'm so scared... He says he's reached his limit ... Next up is me ... My heart hurt, my whole person felt suffocated, and I desperately reached out to hug him, and my tears couldn't be controlled.

He patted me lightly on the back, and his voice was hoarse and choked: "It's okay, don't be afraid, with me, I will always be with you, no matter where you go, I will be by your side." ”

When I was weak, I felt hard to even hold him, and soon my body was hollowed out, and the whole person fell down.

The moment I collapsed, I realized that I was lying in a hospital room with many needles and tubes stuck in my body.

The curtains around are white, and the wind blows outside the window, which is very refreshing.

I turned my head hard to look around, I felt that my breathing was a little weak, and when I turned my head, I saw Liu Xin, Liu Kuaikou, Liu Tian, and surprisingly, there were Zhang Guoguo, Wu Tian, Chen Xie, faceless men, all of them were there.

On the other side of the ward, there are fat boys, green girls, Xiong Yier, as well as Wu It and Spider Xiao Hei, next to which there is a backpack, everything has been taken out, high heels, a portrait of a man in a suit, a brush and a cane, a music box, and an ancient book possessed by the snake Gu Po.

They sat on the sidelines and looked at me, their eyes red as if they had cried.

When they saw me, they laughed one by one, looking a little reluctant.

I began to feel that something was wrong, and I raised my hand to look at my arm, and my heart trembled suddenly, and a kind of prostration dared to come up.

His hands were dry and did not look like a man, like a piece of wood, without blood or flesh, as if only skin and bones remained.

I hurriedly looked at the other hand, and both arms were identical.

My brother grabbed me, shook his head, and said with red eyes: "Tu Qian, believe me, you will be fine, I will definitely cure you." ”

I smiled and didn't respond to him, and when I did, it didn't feel like something was right on my face.

The drip is glucose, which is nutritious.

I touched my face, and at first my brother didn't seem to let me, but I had to touch it, and when I saw that his face was very solemn, I knew that something must have happened.

Put your hands on your face as if you were touching the bark of a tree.

Dry, dry, hard.

"Am I changing?" I looked at all the people in the room, and they didn't speak, they looked at me.

I know the answer is yes.

"Is there a mirror, I want to see myself."

"Brother Tu... Liu Xin's eyes were red.

"Is there a mirror?" I asked again, but no one paid any attention to me.

I became irritable and shouted at the top of my voice: "Mirror! ”

As soon as I shouted, I felt like my chest was about to explode, and my whole body curled up in pain.

When my brother saw me like this, he felt even more pain, so he had to take the mirror.

I stuck my head out and looked sideways, and the mirror was an unfamiliar face, or rather, it didn't look like a human face.

Like an arm, it was shriveled and flattened, as if it had been hungry for many years.

"I... What's going on? I opened my mouth like a piece of wood could speak.

No one answered me.

I asked myself, "How long have I been in a coma, hungry like this?" ”

"Seven days." My brother sat next to me and his voice became very quiet.

"Seven days?" I was stunned: "I've been in a coma for seven days? ”

It felt like I had only slept once, and I saw my father in my dream, but when I woke up, it had been seven days.

No wonder there are so many people.

"Why are you all here?"

I looked at Chen Xie and Wu Tian and asked curiously.

"Your brother sent us a message."

"Tell you what?" I pressed after him, and they paused and didn't answer.

Zhang Guoguo's eyes were red from crying, and he walked to my side, wiped his tears and said, "Brother Liangmu said, you... Seriously ill. ”

"Seriously ill?" I looked at myself in the mirror and thought it was a little funny: "I don't feel like I'm seriously ill, like I'm going to die." ”

"Tu Poor, you'll be fine." My brother grabbed my hand, it was weird, my touch was still so real.

This is the third time I've been weak, I don't even know why it's like this, and this time, it's obviously much worse than the previous two.

I don't know if I'll be able to carry it.

Because I can feel my life passing.

Is that what you're going to die?

I looked up at the white ceiling and thought back to how I got to be like this, was it because Chen Qing had sucked that part of the yang energy in the first place?

But I don't think so.

Why? Why did I become like this person?