It's that ruffian sentence again, but there is a bit of sadness in the words.

"Who's going to want you?"

"When you learn to lie now, your face doesn't blush and your heart doesn't beat faster? But I feel like I can hear your breathing, so you just say what do you want me to do? Shen Shaoxun smiled bitterly.

They were silent for a long time.

No one spoke.

"I miss you so much!"

There were so many things she wanted to say that she could only say these four words, and when she mustered up the courage to say it, she felt that she had a lot of relief in her heart.

"Then do you want to consider eloping with me?"

"You'd better not get an inch, otherwise I'll put your phone number, the publicity on the streets, so that you can't stop answering the phone every minute!"

Facing his somewhat longing tone, Shen Jiu'er was unexpectedly at a loss for ten days, and didn't know how to answer.

"Aren't you afraid that your leg will be broken?"

"Then I have three or four legs, and he breaks two, and I have two." Shen Shaoxun crossed Erlang's legs and blew a hooligan whistle.

"Who are you? Did you make a mistake? Shen Jiu'er hung up directly.

A little weak-hearted ran to the door, thinking that he should not be outside the door, the moment the door was opened.

The man fell to the ground in a dog-like manner, Shen Jiu'er shook the folding fan in his hand very proudly, and said very emotionally, "Boundless falling wood Xiao Xiaoxia...... Hahaha, no, I can't pretend anymore! ”

"Keep laughing!" Shen Mufei gritted his teeth and said.

"Okay, hahaha...... Ha ha...... Ha...... How do I feel like you're a little weird today? Shen Jiu'er was a little scared, and grabbed the folding fan in his hand.

Two eyes looked at the door, "Dead pigs are not afraid of boiling water" said.

"Didn't I just say I miss him? Are you concerned? Are you the number one vinegar king in the world? Why do you think you're so annoying? Shen Jiu'er probably didn't know what kind of damage his words would leave on a man's heart.

He hesitated.

Because when she retreated in a panic, her eyes were full of fear, and even with a thin mist, as if she was about to cry at any time.

"I'm sorry, I don't care enough about you, but don't worry, no one will be able to hurt you again."

Shen Jiu'er struggled, and said a little weakly, "Heh, but you seem to have forgotten that it has always been you who have been desperately hurting me!" ”

I thought I was young and frivolous, and I thought that I had done stupid things, and someone else would always clean up the mess for me.

"Do you still want to say that you want a son, I can go to the orphanage and give you one."

Shen Jiu'er clenched her fists tightly, she was not afraid of death, but this time she would never compromise.

To love with life, that is not great love, that is stupid death.

"I don't need to." Shen Mufei got up and left.

He didn't know why, but he couldn't say the words when he came to his lips, and he appeared in her house tonight to be able to talk to her, and he didn't know when their love for each other had turned into a defensive, a sudden injury.

I always think that what I think is the best for the other party, but I am estranged little by little.

"You always have cold hands and feet, I bought you a warm bag today, you don't have to plug it in, and you don't have to worry about safety."

Seeing him clumsily leaving, Shen Jiu'er was suddenly a little scared and a little regretful, and didn't know what to do, so that he didn't look so tired.

"Why are you always so stupid?"

Shen Mufei hid outside the door, did not go far, and replied with a roar in his heart: Because I love you.

Half a month passed quickly.

The only thing I didn't expect was that Shen Shaoxun had returned to China, and there were indeed beautiful women around him.

It's a little unaccustomed to it, but fortunately, the national conditions are more open now.

"Why don't you introduce me to these beauties around you?" Shen Jiu'er rolled her eyes.

I always feel that this person, the purpose of coming back this time is not pure, and in the past memory, he is not the kind of unruly person.

What was the reason why he suddenly became such a person, as if he was the most familiar stranger on the side of the road.

"Since you said that you are beautiful women, then you should call your sister-in-law." Shen Shaoxun was a little unnatural, so he excused himself and left.

The restaurant is in a good location and there are a lot of people coming and going.

Seeing the man get up and leave, several women surrounded the person in front of them in the middle.

The girl with golden curly hair, who was a head taller than herself, said with disdain on her face, and said with some disgust, "I have seen a lot of women like you who try to turn a chicken into a phoenix overnight, I will give you a chance to leave him now, otherwise, don't blame me, you can't get off the stage." ”

Shen Jiu'er smiled bitterly, "There are too many people who say cruel things in front of me, and there are not a few pickers, I forgot to tell you that I was scared." ”

Seeing Shen Shaoxun coming back, several girls rushed over and pulled the man's arm and shook it.

"Get out!" Shen Shaoxun was not angry.

"Young Master Shen is so angry today, what's the matter? If you sleep and don't admit it? Shen Jiu'er teased.

This group of women, is it clear that they are on the pole to entangle him?

"It's really helpless to get closer to you abroad, after all, I can't let the group of people who follow me return in vain."

Shen Shaoxun handed her the things in his hand, and said helplessly, "With these things, from now on, I can help you gain a firm foothold, and that man will not dare to embarrass you." ”

"Actually, the company's affairs have been settled, and he has already apologized to me." Although he didn't give any gifts, it was not easy for such a man who felt that he was wasting saliva when he said a word to a woman.

"He's always apologizing at the speed of making mistakes, but that doesn't affect me, I'll take you somewhere." Shen Shaoxun pulled her and walked out.

As if returning to the past, seeing the joy on his face, Shen Jiu'er couldn't bear to break it, every memory between them was unique.

"I'm not going back at noon, no, with a ...... Woman, talk about business! "Shen Jiu'er has a kind of rush to be caught and raped.

looked sideways at the person beside him, and bowed his head very weakly.

"Do you have to hold hands when you talk about business with a woman?" Shen Mufei is gone!

"Pull ...... Bring the relationship closer, in order to lay the foundation for your next step of cooperation......" Shen Jiu'er was shocked in her heart.

I just want him to stop asking, because if he asks again, he will probably not be able to hold back.

"I ...... toot toot"

The cold voice came, and Shen Jiu'er clearly knew in her heart that it was her fault this time.

"Always know how to play with you, he's too much." Shen Shaoxun snorted coldly.

After five years, he never thought that the two of them would be able to sit together calmly and talk on their knees like at this moment.

I have never been as eager as I am at this moment, and I desperately want her to know that there is still a person in the desert back then.

Because he was in a hurry, he stumbled a little when he spoke, "I, I, I, how are you doing during the time I am not in the country?" ”

“？？？” Shen Jiu'er looked sideways.

I had a question in my mind: how did I not know that he was still stammering?

"You, you, don't get me wrong, I, I just asked casually......" Shen Shaoxun was also a little disdainful of himself.

is deliberate and painstaking, isn't it just to be able to clarify to her one day, but she can't say a thousand words.

"Shen Shaoxun, did you do something behind my back, so your heart is empty?"

She had thought of hundreds of scenes, and the scenes of their reunion were indeed unexpected at the moment.

"It seems that you are getting more and more remote, are you going the wrong way? Or are you plotting against me? ”

Shen Shaoxun smiled bitterly, "As long as you have no two flesh, what can I do with you?" ”

She has really changed, she never looked at the road when she walked before, it seems that the man has really changed her too much.

"Where the hell are you going to take me?" Shen Jiu'er asked with a rare serious face.

"Guess?"

Shen Shaoxun held the steering wheel with both hands, "Do you remember the story I told you when we first met?" ”

Waiting for her answer, and waiting for him to turn around and say, "I don't know what you're talking about."

"Do you mean the thoughts of half the clouds? I didn't understand it at the time, but now I can probably figure it out, it's the poems you wrote, the music you composed, and the obsessive waiting for your favorite woman, right? Shen Jiu'er wrinkled her eyebrows.

I don't know why every time I talk to him, it seems like déjà vu.

She never dared to tell anyone that she had no childhood memories, as if the last memory was staying, in an overwhelming yellow sand, and a figure desperately saved her.

Fortunately, I found it later, and fortunately, I didn't miss it.

"You, you...... I...... You ......" Shen Jiu'er took it in disbelief.

Because there are very few childhood playthings, almost all of them are left over from the children next door to play, or Shen Xiaogongzi went to pick up the rags in exchange.

In that yellow sand, she gave the man the plaything she had with her, but fate seemed to mock her ruthlessness.

"So you're the one who saved me in the desert back then?" Shen Jiu'er was teary-eyed.

I was shocked in my heart: it turned out that what I guessed was really not wrong, but I only guessed the beginning, but I didn't guess the ending correctly.

Shen Jiu'er even roared a little broken, "Why didn't you tell me earlier?" Before I went to military school, before I made an irreparable mistake, before I clinged to the man who didn't love me at all? ”

But it's too late to say anything now, isn't it?

"Half of the clouds, I was in the desert flying sand and rocks, the inspiration suddenly wrote for you, that white gauze skirt took me two whole years, at that time I noticed that you are not in good health, so I gave up music...... "just to be able to give you a healthy body."

Even if you love someone, there is always only that one person.

Shen Jiu'er was stunned, listening to it and already wet her eyes with tears.

She had also doubted, but how could there be two hairpins, and they were exactly the same!

"It was a secret test conducted by the family, and he was born from the long house, so we should have participated together, and I was the first person you met." Shen Shaoxun smiled bitterly.

The first to encounter, the first to forget, and the first to be disappointed.

"Bang ......"

After Shen Jiu'er listened to everything, she felt that most of her memory was missing.

The moment the car stopped, it involuntarily threw itself out.

I saw a golden ginkgo leaf on the ground, some fresh and some yellow, strangely all neat.

Ginkgo biloba trees are known to grow in extremely difficult conditions.

It takes many years to grow to a wrist-thick size, but the tree in front of me is at least pot-thick, definitely more than five years.

Shen Jiu'er squatted on the ground and picked them up one by one.

The leaves represent the boundless longing and the endless waiting.

What is waiting for is a persistent negative person, and it is no longer what it was back then.

"If you don't like it, don't look at it."

Shen Jiu'er bent down, "He never gave me any flowers, but I was very happy to go today, because I received a flower." ”