"So this is the pressure, Xingyue-kun, Japan is like this, just like you can't sleep well now, as long as you get used to it, you won't have such thoughts." Liu Hairiko said to Yu Xingyue that the matter of Honda Haoyun is unavoidable, but sooner or later you have to get used to it, and after a long time, you will feel that this thing is nothing.

"I hope that's what you're saying, and I want this to get over quickly." Yu Xingyue thought of something as she spoke, and immediately asked Liu Hai Riko, "What did Satoko say to Yumi when I went downstairs?" "Yu Xingyue is talking about the conversation between Xia Qin Yumei and the two of her before going downstairs, which is what Yu Xingyue has always wanted to know.

This is a girl's business, and boys have no right to know, but whoever is both of them is their own student, as long as they are willing to keep it secret, there is no problem, Liu Hai Rizi said, "This thing is already irritating to say, this is just for me personally, don't lose your temper when you hear it, Xia Qin Yumei is too stubborn." ”

"What can I be angry about, will anyone really make me angry?" Yu Xingyue asked, Xia Qin Yumei can make the teacher angry unless she has done something disrespectful to the teacher, Liu Hairiko sighed, "Originally, I asked Yumei that I would visit her home in a few days, but she was reluctant to let me come to her house. ”

"What's wrong with that? She doesn't want you to visit her home because she doesn't want you to see the environment at home, her home is very shabby and poor, and you will only make her feel inferior. "Yu Xingyue has seen Xia Qin Yumei's home, that is, she followed her to her house with Wang Tianqi, and her family background is not as good as he imagined.

"That's just one of those things, you know what she said to me when you went downstairs?" Liu Hai Lizi asked Yu Xingyue, Yu Xingyue didn't know but shook her head, Liu Hai Lizi said, "She said that it is an insult to her for a rich person like the teacher to come to my house, and she doesn't want to be charity by the teacher, and she welcomes me at any time when the conditions in her family are good." ”

"This, that's too, isn't it?" Yu Xingyue was speechless when she heard it, are Xia Qin Yumei's values like this? The opinion of the teacher is that of the rich man's boss, Yu Xingyue was a little angry, listening to Liu Hai Lizi say this, Yu Xingyue really wanted to give Xia Qin Yumei a punch, she looked at people in this way, and they were all measured by money?

Liu Hairizi shook her head and said: "That's why I want her not to look at people like this, everyone is not made by money, my current achievements are all based on my own hard work instead of licking other people's thighs, that will only frustrate my self-esteem." Now I've experienced so many indescribable things. ”

Hearing Liu Hai Lizi say this, Yu Xingyue also talked about her own affairs, "Are you willing to listen to my story there?" Liu Hairiko nodded, "I don't fully understand Xingyue-kun yet, your story should be interesting, not as precocious as others, if you want me to say that you are an adolescent old man." ”

Yu Xingyue smiled and said: "There is nothing wrong with saying this, there are many people there who say that I am like this, saying that I am seventeen years old but have the thoughts of an old man, what others do is not necessarily funny, but I have no choice but to fake a smile with others is also to give others face, in fact, I am quite naïve, but others don't think so." ”

"Why do you say that, I think you are more mature than others." Liu Hai Lizi didn't understand why Yu Xingyue said this, Yu Xingyue said, "Actually, my daily life is all about pretending not to be real, I pretend to be naïve every day to let others not get close to me, maybe then those who have scheming will be disgusted with this fool." ”

Liu Hairizi didn't speak, just quietly listened to Yu Xingyue and said, Yu Xingyue has experienced more things than others, "After my friend's death, I was very confused, and I was the only one who knew the best when he left, but I still had to continue to pretend to be naïve, and I didn't want to bring someone else with my emotions, otherwise others would be as sad as me." ”

"You're just losing yourself." Liu Hai Lizi couldn't look at Yu Xingyue like this, and said seriously, "If your life is full of hypocrisy, then no one will want to make friends with hypocrites, and others will only think that you are a person who pretends to be a person anytime and anywhere, and never shows your true side, in fact, I can understand that this is to protect yourself." ”

Yu Xingyue nodded and said: "You're right, generally, I pretend to be just to protect myself from being hurt by others, maybe because of the psychological trauma I suffered when I was a child, I am hostile to anyone, I can't say whether this person is really worth handing over to myself, as long as I leave this person, there will be no danger." ”

Yu Xingyue said very excitedly, Yu Xingyue tried to restrain her emotions and continued, "Until now, I still can't pretend to face my true self, didn't I tell you about Lin Zimo?" I don't know why she likes me, I don't know what she likes about me, maybe she really doesn't understand women. ”

"You're such a little fool." Liu Hairizi patted her head and said, "Maybe she saw that you were not your real self at the beginning, so she approached you, and at the same time she slowly understood you and liked you, she wanted to change you as a person, if there is more trust between people, you can change a person." ”

Yu Xingyue laughed at herself, "It's a pity that my life is full of lies, such as ...... My father. Yu Xingyue said that Yuchun was obviously emotional, and the middle of the night was the most fragile time for the soul, "When I was a child, his debts left me and my mother, and until now the debts have finally been paid off, he is not in this world, can death really be freed?" It will only make the people around you more miserable. ”

"Then don't you hate him?" Liu Hai Rizi was in a complicated mood, Yu Xingyue's evaluation of her father was so ruthless, Yu Xingyue then said, "But I don't know why every time I see him, it only makes my hatred for him increase in my heart, his appearance has never been good, but I long to see him grab his collar and ask why he left in the first place, and leave everything to my mother to deal with." ”

"Your father also has his own reasons for doing this, and now that the debts have been paid off, he is no longer there, what are you not satisfied with?" Liu Hai Lizi asked Yu Xingyue, Yu Xingyue was silent, and then said, "This is the so-called heart, why is it so fragile, why should I cry on the day he dies?" I'm glad to be. ”

Liu Hai Riko took Yu Xingyue into his arms, Yu Xingyue's eyes were moist, and Liu Hai Riko's eyes couldn't help but turn red when affected by Yu Xingyue, "You are reluctant to let him leave, maybe he doesn't want to get your forgiveness to end his life, maybe he disappeared just because he doesn't want to let you see him and suffer, this is what your father wants, to make you happy." ”

"But I'm just not convinced, I haven't settled accounts with him, he just took a step first, isn't this a coward, I ......" Yu Xingyue choked up and couldn't say anything, and cried in Liu Hai Lizi's arms, Liu Hai Lizi also cried with Yu Xingyue, Yu Xingyue's story is more than this, this is just one part of it.

"Sleep here tonight, I'll stay with you." Liu Hai Lizi said softly to Yu Xingyue, Yu Xingyue was tired of crying and fell asleep in Liu Hai Lizi's arms, Liu Hai Lizi carefully held Yu Xingyue slowly and let him lie on the bed, and helped Yu Xingyue wipe the tears from the corners of his eyes, "Sleep, my little prince." ”

There are many hardships in life that cannot be borne by one person, but having someone who understands and supports you is willing to face life with you will be beautiful, and maybe that person will rejuvenate your life.

Liu Hai Lizi also lay on the bed and fell asleep with Yu Xingyue, just back to back, and also learned a little about Yu Xingyue, this precocious student used to survive like this, his heart is a very strong person, but in the middle of the night, this strength will be swallowed by sadness, and Yang Shuting is the only one who understands Yu Xingyue.

The late night is so quiet, Liu Hai Lizi lay on the bed and did not fall asleep for a long time, but looked at the moonlight outside the window in the room, the gentleness of the moonlight also made Liu Hai Lizi sleepy, after falling asleep, both of them slept very sweetly, and they could see the two of them smiling at the same time, they had a good dream tonight, so I won't say more.