Chapter 88: Cheer up
She sent everyone back, and just wanted to be alone.
Suddenly, the room was filled with bursts of lotus fragrance, refreshing people's hearts.
She closed her eyes and opened them again, and shouted tentatively, "Nan Ruochen? Is that you? ”
Looking at the empty palace, empty, she withdrew her searching gaze, and instead laughed at herself: "This is the palace, how could Nan Ruochen get in......"
"Lu Nuoxin, are you doubting my abilities?" Nan Ruochen jumped down from the top of the beam, and his cyan robe rose slightly with the movement.
She shook her head helplessly, but she laughed secretly in her heart, this Nan Ruochen, he was willing to come out only if someone provoked him.
"Lu Nuoxin, you...... How are you......" Nan Ruochen frowned slightly, as if every time she saw her, she was scarred.
"The doctor said that it was okay, just rest for a few more days." Her tone was light, as if she had just been wounded by an arrow.
"I was stabbed not long ago, and now I was hit by an arrow, and I just have to rest for a few days, do you really think you are beaten with iron? I don't know where you got that much courage! Aren't you afraid of death? ”
There was already a slight anger in Nan Ruochen's tone, he sometimes really didn't understand this woman, she looked soft and weak, but when it came to danger, she never cared about herself, that time in the woods she refused to leave him alone and go first, and this time she blocked this arrow for the emperor.
"Afraid, who is not afraid of death, but at that time, who still thinks so much......" She closed her eyes weakly, and her breath was a little panting, she seemed to have said too much today.
Nan Ruochen had already noticed her tiredness: "Lu Nuoxin, you should rest first, now it is most important for you to take care of your body, and everything else will wait for the injury to heal before making plans, okay?" ”
"You already knew about my miscarriage, didn't you?" Her face was bloodless, and she spat out the words.
"Hmm......" Nan Ruochen lowered her eyelids.
"Yes, you all know, I don't know, why are you hiding it from me......" Her emotions were visibly agitated. She is the mother of the child, but she is the last to know, how can she not be sad......
"Lu Nuoxin, aren't we just afraid that you will be as sad as you are now, so we are hiding it? Besides, you are still young, and your children will have them again in the future, so why should you fall into the trap of others and suffer yourself for this past thing......"
Traps, heh, yes, she lives in this trap one after another, even if she has made plans before deciding to come back with the emperor, but when she really faces all this, she finds that she is so powerless.
She laughed at herself for no reason, and that smile was poignant and bitter.
"Lu Nuoxin, if you want, I can ......" Nan Ruochen had anticipation in his eyes, he always thought that he helped Lu Nuoxin only because she had the shadow of a cool dream, but after she left, he couldn't understand his heart.
"Nan Ruochen! Don't say any more, since I decided to come back with him, naturally there is no reason to leave again......" She interrupted Nan Ruochen's words, leaving Nan Ruochen with a full sigh.
"Lu Nuoxin, since you went back here with him and don't want to leave, then you should adapt to life in this palace, do you really plan to endure it all the time? What life is like in this palace, I believe you know better than me......"
What is life like in the palace, of course she knows, for example, the emperor's mother, Lady Liu, although she is now regarded as the Empress Dowager Xiaochun, but she was not favored by her husband during her lifetime, and then died unexplained, and even after her death, she was buried at will as a palace maid, even if her husband became the Son of Heaven later, her only son had to hide it if he wanted to worship her......
But she is not a lady Liu after all, she still has the favor and protection of Xin......
"Even though he's always been nice to you now, can you guarantee that he'll always treat you like this for the rest of your life? Without his protection, how can you go down in this palace......" Nan Ruochen had already penetrated her heart.
Guarantee? How could she guarantee that he was now the emperor of the Ming Dynasty, and that he would expand his harem soon, and by that time, his harem would have three thousand beauties, would she really be sure that she would keep his heart on herself? The answer is no.
She couldn't help but think of Empress Yi'an again, she was once the mother of a country, and the emperor was also affectionate and righteous to her, but she was killed so much that she was stillborn, and there were no heirs in her life......
Oh, this is the fate of the harem woman, this is the darkness hidden under this glorious and gorgeous palace, but at this point today, she has no way back, how can she escape all this......
There was a slight sound of footsteps outside, she suddenly didn't notice it, Nan Ruochen still wanted to say something, but after all, she couldn't continue, but with a flash, she disappeared, leaving a long sigh.
Mama Jinyun walked in lightly, but noticed that there was an extra fragrance of lotus flowers in the room, it stands to reason that at this time, the lotus flowers have been defeated, which is strange.
"Niangniang......" Seeing that she didn't fall asleep, Mama Jinyun didn't think much about it, and walked straight to her.
"Niangniang, you can eat something, I just woke up yesterday, and I always can't eat, so my body will not be able to bear it......"
However, during this time, so many things have happened, how can she eat......
Mama Jinyun looked at her with a face full of pity: "Niangniang, since you entered the palace to the present, the slave and maid have been watching, Niangniang does not treat the slave and maid as a slave on weekdays, and the slave and maid also have the courage to say a few bold words." Niangniang, the slave knows that you are uncomfortable, but Niangniang is now seriously injured for the emperor, and she just sealed the concubine yesterday, and the queen mother and Concubine Yuan specially told you about the child at this time, and everyone can understand the intention. Niangniang is so sad, this is really the relatives and enemies, why can't Niangniang understand? If the mother is really unwilling in her heart, she should take good care of her body and cheer up! ”
Yes, the intention of the queen and Concubine Yuan could not be more obvious, they wish they were sad to die now. She was unwilling, but how could she control her heart......
Seeing that her face had changed a little, Mama Jinyun hurriedly brought bird's nest porridge and carefully blew it cold before handing it to her mouth.
I don't know if it was Nan Ruochen's words that had an effect, or if Mama Jinyun's words aroused her heart, unexpectedly, she opened her mouth.
Mama Jinyun couldn't help but feel relieved, and tears filled her eyes: "It's good for Niangniang to figure it out, it's good to figure it out, it's good to ...... it" said as she gently wiped her lips with a handkerchief.
Mama Jinyun has been with her, she really wants to sleep in a while, but the wound hurts badly, and it hurts her heart just as much, and she can't sleep after tossing and turning......