Male God No. 11: No, the secret that can be said (4)

"Don't!" Xia Mu hugged Feng Hua's waist violently, "I said, I'll say it all." ”

"Do you think it's all because I want to break up? If Mr. Wang hadn't found me, I would never have said those words easily, he said that anyone who had a little relationship with me would be ruined. I can't selfishly tie up your dream of standing on the stage and shining with myself, I can't. ”

"I often don't have confidence when I face you, and every day when I wake up from you, I just look in the mirror and I feel really bad. So I went for plastic surgery, but the more plastic surgery I became, the more addictive it became, and I felt that none of my faces were worthy of you, so over and over again I became this inhuman and non-human appearance standing in front of you. ”

"You don't know how happy I was when we were photographed on the news, didn't it sound silly? I just feel that even though there are constantly fans who oppose it, even if they use drastic means to stop it, I still stand by your side with Hao Nian's name. Not secretly, but in a way that everyone knows. ”

"But gradually, I realized that I was not worthy of you at all now, whether it was my broken heart or my unrecognizable face. Fenghua, I can't find myself, I can't find it! ”

Feng Hua, who was crying as Xia Mu spoke, was distressed, he never thought that everything was because of him. Whether it's plastic surgery or crazy, he is still complaining that Xia Mu is completely crazy, but he never thought about how much pain his heart would have.

He always thought that in his relationship with Xia Mu, Xia Mu was always careless, and even a little indifferent. He thought that Xia Mu could come and go in a chic way, all because he didn't care. But when the facts were in front of him, he suddenly felt that he was not human.

It was obviously the time that Xia Mu needed the most, but he hid in the room, as if he had lost the whole world, it was clear that the person was calling for help in a way that hurt himself, but he was always indifferent.

"Nian Nian is good, Nian Nian is good, how can Nian Nian not find it, Nian Nian smiling has always been in my heart, that's how I fell in love with Nian Nian." Feng Hua repeated it over and over again until Xia Mu calmed down little by little.

"Niannian, let's not break up, okay?" Feng Hua thought for a long time and said slowly.

Xia Mu immediately stopped the chopsticks on the side of his mouth, "Huh? Do you pity me? I'll tell you Fenghua I can. ”

"How so? All because I love you! Niannian will come with me to find yourself what you want, okay! Feng Hua said extremely sincerely, as if as long as Xia Muyi refused him, his heart would be hurt a lot.

Xia Mu lowered his head and didn't answer for a long time, if there would be such a person around Hao Nian who was willing to pull her in the abyss, would everything end differently. If someone could hear Hao Nian's cry for help, wouldn't everything be so desperate.

"Whatever you want!" Xia Mu left this sentence and never spoke on this issue again, but Feng Hua almost jumped up with joy. As long as Nian Nian does not reject his existence, he believes that one day Nian Nian's heart will open the door for her again.

As soon as Xia Mu finished eating, Fenghua immediately coaxed her to sleep. The two black panda eyes on her face were truthfully telling about her poor sleep quality, and Hao Nian had indeed not had a good night's sleep for a long time since they broke up.

So I don't know if it's because of Fenghua's arrival and the peace of mind that gets back together, or because of the depression reduced by Xia Mu's arrival, in short, Xia Mu quickly fell asleep and slept unusually deeply.

"Hey, you buy some daily necessities and food and send them to this address, be careful, and remember not to get caught by the paparazzi."

"Brother Feng, you haven't said whose house it is? Hey, hey, hey......"

Feng Hua didn't give the other side extra time to talk at all, he was afraid that it would wake up Xia Mu, who had finally fallen asleep, because of this phone call.

Hanging up the phone, he began to clean up the wine bottles all over the living room, Xia Mu has drunk almost as much as a week in the bar in the past month, and he didn't have an accident even if he didn't eat and drink, Fenghua felt almost a miracle. But after the surprise, it was more distressed.

He didn't know how Xia Mu drank all this can with despair, he didn't even know how long Xia Mu's symptoms lasted, and all the unknowns made him blame himself. If only he could be serious, if he could be more careful......

But everything is just if, Feng Hua looked at the paparazzi downstairs, took out his mobile phone and wrote an article seriously, and then set the mobile phone to silent neatly regardless of the possible consequences, but he didn't know that the whole world was rioting because of him.

Killer or Lover? 》

Yes, I'm in love. I'm in love with that girl named Hao Nian in your mouth.

Actually, I should have admitted it when the news came out, but I didn't, I lost a lonely girl to face your storm alone. It's not because I don't love it, but I think you know.

I thought you could see that I became smiling because of her, I thought you could see that because of her I started to slowly become more cheerful and liked to communicate with you a little bit. I thought you all knew all this, so I willfully exposed her to you, because I thought that you should love her as much as I did, and discover what kind of lovely girl she really is.

But you don't. She was hurt by my indulgence and blindness, and I wasn't there when someone knocked on her door in the middle of the night, and I wasn't there when someone sent her threatening letters and blades. While she was crying alone under the covers, I was singing on the stage wrapped in your so-called love.

I'm not a good lover, I failed to protect her, I made her cry and broke down, I made her lose herself.

I know that there are countless ways she can be in your mind, even what you call her unbearable. But I was the one who started it all!

She is an ordinary little girl who loves to laugh and cry, and she will laugh and laugh because of a kiss, and she will also burst into tears because of my unintentional words. In front of me, she is lovely and innocent, she is really a little angel.

I don't want you all to like her, but can you not hurt her!

I know that when this text is sent, many of you will definitely lose your fans without hesitation, which is normal. Like I said before, if you're tired, it's no problem to like people. I am grateful for the days you were there, but I am even more grateful for the days she was by my side.

Today, I want to be a man who can build a strong wall for the woman I love. At this moment, I am an ordinary man who belongs to her.

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