"So you think of controlling other people and start your acting life.

You think that these girls have problems themselves, so even if you hurt them, you won't condemn yourself in your heart, right? ”

Jin Yi wanted to ask him: Have you ever thought that when you start to have this kind of thought, you are a problem?

But she swallowed the sentence because such critical questions did not do her any good for the subsequent interrogation, even if she did not agree with Zhang Qiang's views.

Although Jin Yi disagrees with the lifestyle of those victims, she disagrees with Zhang Qiang's approach even more.

"Actually, when I first started it, I was also a little scared.

No, it's not that I'm afraid, it's just a little bit of reluctance in my heart before I act.

You know what it feels like for someone to love you, and I was like that back then.

I knew that this lovely person standing in front of me was willing to give me everything she had, but I couldn't accept it.

Because I know very well that what they have in their eyes and hearts is not the real me.

They like the so-and-so I created, not me, Zhang Qiang. ”

Zhang Qiang closed his eyes as he spoke, covered his face with his two hands, and gently tapped the soles of his shoes with his two feet, and his voice was very frequent.

……

Half a year ago, at Q City Normal University, Shi Xiaoyun sat in the café next to the campus and waited for his partners who had not yet finished school.

"Hey, what's the situation, why are you still thinking about going to class today?

Tell you, I'll give you another half hour at most, if you don't come out soon! Overdue waiting. ”

When the message was sent, Shi Xiaoyun felt bored, so he turned on his mobile phone and posed for a selfie.

After taking a number of selfies, she lowered her head and carefully trimmed the photos, and a beautiful and impeccable beautiful girl appeared on the screen of her mobile phone, and then, she posted the photos on her campus homepage.

After a while, she heard her phone ringing.

She smirked, knowing that someone was liking and commenting on the photo.

The content of the comments is the same, and the content of the likes does not have to be replied to.

When she was proud, there was also a little bit of boredom.

After a while, her phone rang again.

An unfamiliar addition of friend information.

She went to the other party's homepage to check, and there were very few photos about life, only one photo that seemed to expose the appearance of a blogger, and that was a photo of a café.

What he wanted to photograph was a vase leaning against the corner, and behind the vase was a brown mirror that reflected his noble face in a light gray shirt.

Shi Xiaoyun sent a question mark through a friend's request, asking for the identity of the other party.

The other party replied: stranger.

Shi Xiaoyun smiled slightly, and returned with some pretense: I don't like to add people I don't know.

The other party replied quietly: Then am I lucky enough to know you?

Shi Xiaoyun pursed his lips and smiled lightly: Why?

In fact, she knew in her heart that the other party was adding her because of something, so she wanted to pretend to be a cold and glamorous feeling.

The other party replied unceremoniously: Because of your photos, the girls I see are all beautiful photos, but you are the opposite, so I am curious about what kind of person you are.

Shi Xiaoyun immediately blew up the temple after reading it, and his fingers quickly returned: What do you mean? Do you think the photos I posted are not good-looking?

This sentence seems to have been given to the other party, a blow, and the other party has not replied for a long time.

Shi Xiaoyun's heart was a little uneasy and depressed, and the boy who dared to say in front of her that her photos were not good-looking was rarely encountered.

In the evening, she made an appointment with a friend to meet at a bar, and she kept thinking about what this person had said.

The lights in the bar flickered on and off, and the sound of music and the smell of alcohol made the air ambiguous.

She opened the campus network again, and there were many messages, but none of them were sent by that person.

She clicked on the man's homepage again, staring at the shadow behind the vase, a little dazed.

Just when she was stunned, a martini was pushed over next to her, and the other party's technique was not very good, and the wine came out of the glass and dripped right on the back of her hand.

As soon as she wanted to be angry, she saw a handsome side face that she knew but didn't recognize, and a face and dress that seemed to be only in fashion magazines.

She couldn't help but laugh and tilted her head to look at the man.

The man didn't look up, he wiped the wine on her hands with a tissue, and said slowly: "I'm sorry, it seems that wine is no different from people, and I will tremble when I see beautiful women." ”

Then he raised his head and stared at Shi Xiaoyun's eyes seriously and said, "If I'm not mistaken, I should have you off in the afternoon."

I'm sorry I made that comment on your photos.

But what I want to say in my heart is that I think you're better than the photos.

That kind of inferior beauty photo will lower your grade.

What does this feel like......"

He raised his head and thought for a while, then said, "It's like a supermodel who could have gone to shoot a fashion blockbuster but chose to be a model for an online store." ”

Shi Xiaoyun covered his mouth and giggled, then asked, "Are you so flamboyant with anyone?" ”

He scratched his head and said shyly, "I'm sorry! I didn't expect to see you, and my heart was a little eager to get to know you, but it was self-defeating. ”

Shi Xiaoyun raised his eyebrows and asked arrogantly: "There are thousands of beauties in the world, why do you want to know me, do you have any characteristics of me?" ”

"I said you have a sense of familiarity, would you believe it?"

The man's expression became deep and serious.

He frowned, staring at Shi Xiaoyun's eyes tightly, not dodging, and not shy.

On the contrary, Shi Xiaoyun was so seen by him that he lost his confidence, and his arrogance suddenly decreased a lot, and he avoided his gaze casually.

"If you give me a chance, I'd like to reintroduce myself to you.

My name is Pan Yichen, I just came back from the southern island country, people may be a little backward and clumsy, I hope you don't mind. ”

Shi Xiaoyun listened to his introduction, his eyes flickered, and he asked after inspecting something: "Where is your so-called southern island country?" ”

Subsequently, the man named Pan Yichen told Shi Xiaoyun about his study abroad experience and the hard life of being incompatible with the locals in the southern island country.

After a while, Shi Xiaoyun's friends came over, and Pan Yichen sat in the dark and waved at them.

As soon as Shi Xiaoyun wanted to invite him to join, Pan Yichen said that he had something to leave for.

After Pan Yichen left, Shi Xiaoyun's interest in playing decreased a lot.

It was the middle of the night when she returned to her dormitory, and her roommate was very dissatisfied with her late return, complaining that she was washing too loudly.

But she unceremoniously retorted back, you old people who go to bed before ten o'clock, don't make any comments on the lives of young people.

As she spoke, she slammed the kettle to the ground.

Looking at this kettle, she suddenly remembered the boy who was diligent and fetched hot water for her every day.

I thought in my heart, if he was Pan Yichen, then how good it would be.