Chapter 63: Self-loathing

Ye Tang drove the car into his garage, and everyone was still stunned.

I'm sorry, but who's better? Compared with Cheng Mo, can anyone compare with him?

Ye Tang's ears are still numb until now!

She raised her hand to cover her ears and rubbed them vigorously, and her ears, which were already red, were rubbed even redder.

Ye Tang actually wanted to calm down, she was originally a person who could calm down. Today's incident, the cause was actually Cheng Mo who suddenly came to He Xiaochuan without warning, and then gave her a car unexpectedly, and under Jin Xiaoqiao's questioning, he learned that it was still in the real sense and gave her a car.

There was nothing left to do here, so when I sent Jin Xiaoqiao back, I heard Xiao Qiao say that Cheng Mo was chasing her.

Otherwise, how could there be so much help for her before and after.

Well, this is like lighting a fuse, and Ye Tang didn't deliberately count Cheng Mo's help and his goodness before. Just remembering how frightening his poisonous tongue is.

After Jin Xiaoqiao's reminder, count them carefully. Well, it's not over.

Even the company, the inheritance left by her father, and the movable and real estate that fell on her Ye Tang's head, to put it bluntly, all rely on Cheng Mo's right to speak in front of her father.

Many people and many things are like this, and they may have been intoxicated by certain situations and do not know the way back. But if you wake up, you can't pretend to be asleep again.

If you don't take a closer look, you don't know how the emotions come up. Ye Tang always felt that he was just being taken away by Jin Xiaoqiao's deliberately guided words, and if he took a closer look, he might calm down and find that it was not like that.

Who is she Ye Tang, she has grown so big, and she doesn't seem to like anyone.

My father has always felt that she has no heart, and she is a cold-hearted person, and it is not without reason. Indeed, it is difficult and slow for her to value someone, whether it is a friend or something else.

Slow heating is like a turtle.

A heart that has been cold and empty for so many years, if it weren't for Xiao Qiao's words, she would have been encircled in it. As for this journey, aren't you so calm? My ears are numb when I hear his voice, as for it?

Thinking about it like this, Ye Tang breathed a sigh of relief, so he didn't even get out of the car, nor did he turn off the engine, just sat in the driver's seat and slowly stroked it.

It's okay if you don't pick it up.

After a careful look at this, it's over. There's no way to put it down.

is a very good person, except for a bad mouth, there is really nothing wrong with him, to say that he is picky...... Of course, Ye Tang deliberately accommodated his taste, but in fact, he really just gave what he ate.

As for his illness...... It seems that there is really no way to make people disgusted by this, but they will feel, sympathy? Or pity, I want to be kind to this person even more. Wouldn't he hate the world so much?

Ye Tang sighed lightly and lay on the steering wheel. Tilted his head to look at the position of the co-pilot, where Cheng Mo was sitting before. Now that it was empty, Ye Tang didn't care, as if he was still sitting there, and said, "You killed someone, do you know?" ”

Then I turned off the fire and got out of the car to go home.

first went upstairs to take a bath, and when he took a bath, he couldn't let go of his heart, always thinking about Cheng Mo's previous footsteps and walking into his house.

So after taking a shower, blowing your hair, and your skin care is over, it's time to go to bed, read, and go to bed.

She thought about it like a cat scratching in her heart, and went downstairs to the kitchen to put tomorrow morning's hangover soup in a saucepan and stew it first.

This is how she can follow her habits and go to bed to read and then go to bed.

On the other side, Cheng Mo returned home, tore off his tie, went to the bathroom, put a tank of water and immersed it. After taking a bath, the wine gradually woke up.

After his mind gradually cleared up, many details began to emerge in his mind, such as Ye Tang's big flickering eyes that couldn't take his eyes off.

For another example, after she was casually broken by him, she tightened her neck in order not to look at him.

Or maybe maybe he leaned into her ear and spoke, her ears were so red that they were dripping blood.

At that time, I was slow and dull and didn't pay much attention to it, but now that the wine is sober, I think about many details exactly right.

Cheng Mo's gaze was deep, his lips were tightly pursed, because of the force, the lip color was a little pale, and the small pale mole on the lower lip line was even more obvious.

His body sank slowly, sinking himself into the water, and his eyes were open in the water, and there were thin bubbles on his eyelashes and eyebrows, and the bubbles shook open with the movement of his blinking, and then floated up, and his eyes did not know if they were a little red from the water.

The reddened eyes, those floating bubbles, like crystal tears.

Cheng Mo's reddened eyes suddenly swelled with a fierce look of self-loathing, and then his hands were clenched into fists, and he smashed the wall of the tank again and again, and the water sounded.

His phalanges were worn apart by the violent movements, and the blood that oozed out fused with the water of the bathtub the moment it oozed.

For a while, until the oxygen in his lungs ran out, he did not get up from the water.

He sank to the bottom of the water with his eyes open.

When the lack of oxygen is extreme, it feels like there is a fire burning in the chest, and in addition, there will be that kind of dark spots in the field of vision, as if you will lose consciousness at any time.

What I heard was the sound of sinking to the bottom of the water.

It's as if you are no longer yourself, no longer a living person, but a dead thing, like ...... Pebbles at the bottom of the river.

Until, a voice from memory suddenly sounded in my head.

A voice that has not been heard in so many years, and has not been recalled.

"Brother Chenchen!"

Boom! It's like lightning tearing through the cloudy night sky, like dawn tearing apart the night.

The sudden sound in his head also tore apart the despair and desolation that spread in him at that moment.

Cheng Mo broke out of the water, his arm hanging on the edge of the bathtub, and the water droplets fell to the ground along his fingers.

His eyes were red, his breathing was rapid, he made some kind of gasping sound that was on the verge of breaking, and his lips were bloodless.

I have a man who owes a lot.

In an instant, Cheng Mo suddenly understood, he pulled his lips and smiled sadly. In the future, he may not even have the right not to live. He opened the door of his heart and released the little person who had been hiding in his heart.

Originally, I thought it would be just like that. I just remembered her.

No, that's just the beginning. And the box with the lid opened will not be closed again, and what he once hid in the box will continue to pop up.

For example, what Cheng Mo remembered at this moment was the black and thin little man, with big black and bright eyes, looking at him for a moment, with his mouth curled as if he was about to cry.

His voice trembled, but he still tried to hold back his tears and asked him, Brother Chenchen, when will you come to see me next time?