Chapter 470: Remorse
It would be good to tell Xiao Shengyuan about this later, and Jian Shuyi decided to talk to Xiao Shengyuan about it later.
After Jian Shuyi went upstairs, Xiao Shengyuan looked coldly at Lin Yan who was standing at the interrogation and said, "Lin Yan, you also saw it, what I like now is Jian Shuyi, not you!" Please don't disturb my life again, okay? ”
Lin Yan was stunned, did he disturb him?
Tears gushed out again, and Lin Yan said loudly:
"Xiao Shengyuan, it's because I love you too much, can you forgive me? I disappeared for a reason, and I came back because I truly love you! ”
Xiao Shengyuan heard Lin Yan deceive himself with the words of love for himself again, his face was very disdainful, was she killing the only remaining connection between each other little by little?
Lin Yan looked at Xiao Shengyuan's disdainful expression, and chuckled in his heart, did he still not believe it after all?
Thinking of why she was separated from Xiao Shengyuan, how she survived those miserable days, these things, if he didn't tell Xiao Shengyuan, he would never know.
"Xiao Shengyuan, you know I have a heart attack! I can't stand the stimulation, why are you stimulating me so much? Lin Yan was disappointed in Xiao Sheng.
Is it true that he doesn't care about himself anymore?
Lin Yan still can't convince himself that Xiao Shengyuan is completely out of love, so let's tell the reason!
Lin Yan stood up straight from the door in pain and slowly approached Xiao Shengyuan, "Xiao Shengyuan, do you know what is more painful than heart disease?" Is it a person's physical or mental destruction? ”
Looking at Lin Yan's serious expression, Xiao Shengyuan didn't know what to say, he wanted to hear Lin Yan's next words!
He already knew that Lin Yan was pretending, and he didn't believe that Lin Yan could make up anything that could move him!
Because he didn't believe it, Lin Yan had been deceiving him all along, deceiving him like a fool.
"I don't understand, Xiao Shengyuan, it's obvious that you pulled me up from the mud puddle and wanted to put me back in!" Lin Yan thought of his encounter with Xiao Shengyuan, and like all the good things in the world, he brought himself into the bright world.
And the same him, now give up on himself and let himself go back to that time! How could Lin Yan be willing!
Everything in the Lin family, Lin Yan didn't want to bear it anymore.
"Xiao Shengyuan, in the past few years without you, it's not just you who are uncomfortable, but also me, okay? I've been living in pain, tormented, and you know! ”
Lin Yan complained bitterly, Xiao Shengyuan didn't know anything!
Xiao Shengyuan looked at Lin Yan's appearance, and he couldn't bear it in his heart after all, but what could he do if he couldn't bear it, he didn't want Lin Yan to recognize the facts!
If you have been good to Lin Yan and let Lin Yan feel that she and her are still possible, it will hurt her!
Long pain is better than short pain, Xiao Shengyuan had to refuse Lin Yan!
I have fallen in love with Jian Shuyi, so there is no need to break the connection with Lin Yanlian again!
"Lin Yan, do you know the biggest difference between you and Jian Shuyi?" Xiao Shengyuan asked Lin Yan rhetorically, wanting her to understand why he fell in love with Jian Shuyi instead of her!
The biggest difference? Lin Yan thought for a while, she knew the same, but if she wanted to say that it was different...
Lin Yan was silent! looked at Xiao Shengyuan in confusion.
"You've probably never seen your sister in perspective!" Seeing Lin Yan's silence, Xiao Shengyuan was a little indescribable, Jian Shuyi could give up everything for her sister, but Lin Yan was different, she couldn't even say what her sister was good about!
"The biggest difference between you and your sister is that she sees people full of advantages, unlike you, who sees her own advantages!"
After Xiao Shengyuan finished speaking, he left indifferently, regardless of what Lin Yan behind him thought.
Seeing Xiao Shengyuan leave indifferently after saying his last words, Lin Yan seemed to have fallen into an ice cave.
Yes, how can my sister's good self not know? She can give up the person she loves the most for herself! But he couldn't give up Xiao Shengyuan for Jian Shuyi.
Lin Yan walked towards the door in despair, she didn't know where she was going, she only knew that she didn't want to stay here, and it was the same wherever she went.
Xiao Sheng didn't pay attention to Lin Yan going out, and came directly to the room, looking at Jian Shuyi on the bed.
Seeing her fall asleep peacefully, Xiao Shengyuan's heart was very satisfied, as if looking at her like this, for a lifetime, it was enough.
As if she was not used to being stared at, Jian Shuyi turned over and turned her back to Xiao Shengyuan.
Don't want to see yourself even when you sleep?
Xiao Sheng was far from happy, he took off his shoes and went to bed, he wanted Jian Shuyi to watch him all the time, even if he was sleeping.
He was really frightened by her just now, Xiao Shengyuan was still quite scared when he thought about it now, he was worried that because of Jian Shuyi's thoughts, he would be given to others by Jian Shuyi one day sooner or later.
Xiao Shengyuan was very unhappy! I want to have Jian Shuyi for the rest of my life, not someone else!
Domineeringly stopped Jian Shuyi in her arms, Jian Shuyi's head rubbed into Xiao Shengyuan's arms, as if she was looking for a warm place, and then her whole person was attached to Xiao Shengyuan's body.
It's still honest when you sleep, Xiao Shengyuan thought to himself.
didn't push Jian Shuyi away, Xiao Shengyuan felt that this kind of Jian Shuyi was even more cute, and filled his heart.
After sleeping for a while, Jian Shuyi felt that he had touched a big hot stove, which was a little hot, so he went to the cool ground, regardless of Xiao Shengyuan's face at the bottom of the pot at the moment.
Seeing her like this, Xiao Shengyuan took the initiative to get up and turn down the air conditioner, so that she should take the initiative to come to herself, Xiao Shengyuan thought expectantly.
Sure enough, Jian Shuyi felt really cold, and just as Xiao Shengyuan wished, he drilled into his arms.
This can make Xiao Shengyuan happy, and he feels very useful in his heart, and he feels that the weather has changed for the better now.
Sure enough, as soon as the mood is good, some people become more and more presumptuous.
Just like the current Xiao Shengyuan, he is teasing Jian Shuyi in every possible way, without the slightest consciousness of thinking that Jian Shuyi is sleeping.
Jian Shuyi's sleep was very unstable, and she always felt that there was a hand moving around her face, which was particularly annoying.
As soon as I opened my eyes, I saw the enlarged face in front of me, Xiao Shengyuan?
Jian Shuyi hurriedly sat up, he, don't you go to the hospital?
Just now he let himself come to the house to rest, and he thought he was going to deal with Grandpa Xiao's funeral!
"Grandpa Xiao, how is he?" Jian Shuyi paused and asked, "It's all my fault!" It's all my fault for killing my grandfather! ”
Xiao Shengyuan felt puzzled: "What do you blame you for?" ”
Jian Shuyi briefly said about her experience: "I said a lot about my life experience in front of Grandpa Xiao's bedside, and then my grandfather woke up and told me what to do, housekeeper or something, and then grandpa collapsed." ”
After speaking, Jian Shuyi shed tears of remorse, knowing that his grandfather was conscious, he wouldn't say so much.
Xiao Shengyuan hugged Jian Shuyi and comforted, "Then grandpa is sick and I'm still by his side!" It's not our fault, grandpa is old and will leave us one day! ”
Listening to Xiao Shengyuan's explanation to himself, he felt much better, and remembered his grandfather now, he didn't know where he was, and hurriedly asked, "Xiao Shengyuan, where is grandpa?" Why are you here? ”
Xiao Shengyuan knew that Jian Shuyi was going to ask this, and hurriedly said: "Grandpa has Xiao Qingfeng here, he can still do a good job, I see that you are gone, I am afraid that something will happen to you, so I will come to you in a hurry." ”
Hearing that Xiao Qingfeng was by Grandpa Xiao's side, Jian Shuyi felt much better, at least, Grandpa Xiao was not alone.
After finishing, he hurriedly urged Xiao Shengyuan to get up and prepare to go to his grandfather.
Xiao Shengyuan always felt that he had just missed some information, housekeeper? What a housekeeper...
Xiao Shengyuan kept thinking in his mind that the old housekeeper of the Xiao family had been sent back to his hometown by his grandfather, and he had never been a housekeeper again!
Could it be that Jian Shuyi's life experience has something to do with him?
Xiao Shengyuan hurriedly called the assistant and asked him to do this, control the old housekeeper and wait for him to finish the Xiao family's funeral.
Jian Shuyi didn't know that Xiao Shengyuan had arranged all this, and now she was only worried about her grandfather, the elder who cared for herself in the world!
When the two came to the hospital, Xiao Qingfeng had already arranged for Grandpa Xiao to enter the morgue and queue up for cremation.
Xiao Shengyuan frowned, cremated?
Looking at Xiao Qingfeng's work, he really doesn't think about it!
"Qingfeng, you can't cremate grandpa first! I have to wait for grandpa to clean his body, grandpa can't just go like this! ”
Grandpa's achievements in life, even if he won't handle his own funeral in a big way, but for his children and grandchildren, it is very important to give grandpa a decent go!
Xiao Qingfeng was a little annoyed when he saw Xiao Shengyuan refute his approach, what do you do with him to arrange?
Obviously, he went to find his daughter-in-law at a critical moment, and now he comes back and tells himself that he did something wrong, is there such a person?
"This matter has been arranged, and I also did it to cleanse my grandfather, so you don't have to worry!" Xiao Qingfeng said angrily.
Seeing Xiao Qingfeng so bent on going his own way, Xiao Shengyuan felt that it was understandable, he originally just cared about his grandfather, but he didn't expect to be misunderstood by Xiao Qingfeng.
Grandpa has this kind of thing, no one wants it, and now the two have a disagreement about grandpa's future, so who has the final say?
Xiao Shengyuan couldn't do anything, Jian Shuyi knew Xiao Shengyuan's thoughts: "It's okay, Grandpa Xiao will know your love for him!" ”
Jian Shuyi didn't know if her words were useful to him, and she didn't know what to say about this kind of thing.
At this time, Jian Yina came running.
Seeing Xiao Qingfeng who was huffing, Jian Yina felt very unhappy! said to Xiao Qingfeng: "What do you think is good, just do it!" ”
Xiao Qingfeng saw that Jian Yina supported him, and he was a little inexplicable, he was full of words to Jian Yina, why did Jian Yina still run to command him with interest.
Xiao Qingfeng originally listened to his own decision, but because of Jian Yina's encouragement, Xiao Qingfeng didn't want to be embarrassed.
Her thoughts, are they not clear?