Chapter 90: Funeral
What Chen Xueqin said was indeed right, Ren Shaoyan was also very entangled, he hugged his mother into his arms, and felt very uncomfortable watching her cry like this, so he patted his mother on the back and made her feel smooth, "Mom, don't cry, it's all sons who are not filial, who makes me like her." ”
"You can find a better one, son, can you separate from Xu Luoluo, I don't want to take revenge, but I can't accept it, she is hanging around our house, I've worked hard, I just can't accept it, I know it's not a good mother, but I really want to beg you, please let me go!"
In addition to crying helplessly, Chen Xueqin didn't know what to do to make her son understand her heart, she couldn't let go of her hatred for Xu Luoluo, and felt that recognizing such a daughter-in-law was a betrayal for her deceased daughter.
"Mom, I can promise you anything else, but I love her, I really love her."
Ren Shaoyan really had the mood of going against the whole world and getting Xu Luoluo, so he said this.
"Okay, son, I don't want to force you, I'll give you time to think about it, but you have to know that this is your mother's greatest wish." Li Xueqin muttered to herself, "This is retribution, I excluded her before, but now even if I wag my tail and beg for mercy, I can't get Xu Luoluo out of my life." ”
Ren Shaoyan felt very uncomfortable listening to his mother talk like this, but he was unwilling to give up Xu Luoluo.
Last time, Xu Luoluo said that she was thrown away like garbage, because of this sentence, Ren Shaoyan was sad for a long time, Xu Luoluo is not garbage, but his most precious treasure.
In order not to let herself be cranky, Chen Xueqin has often gone to the company in the past few days, and tried her best to help Ren Shaoyan, and a group of inspectors suddenly came to the company.
Chen Xueqin didn't want to mess up her son's work, so she went home early.
Chen Xueqin felt that her body was not very well recently, she got up in the morning and exercised, and she didn't plan to take the driver's car today, and was ready to try the life of ordinary people and take the subway once.
It is said that a new line has been opened here, and when you get off the car, you can buy some fresh seafood at the vegetable market not far from your home, and cook it for Ren Shaoyan to eat at night.
After wandering for so long, Chen Xueqin felt that only her son was the most reliable, so she reined in the precipice and became a gentle and kind mother.
After getting off the subway, it was really a farmer's market, it seemed that the information said by the nanny at home was correct, Chen Xueqin bought a lot of fresh seafood, and he didn't bring anyone with him, so he carried it alone.
I suddenly found the feeling of life, I used to live in the clouds, which is not good, and I will feel very ungrounded after a long time.
Before leaving, Chen Xueqin also picked a super big watermelon, the boss just tasted it for her, it was very sweet and sweet, presumably Ren Shaoyan would love to eat it.
Recently, the temperature has risen, and when Chen Xueqin arrived home, a thin layer of sweat had already appeared on her forehead.
After returning home, I felt unwell, and I wanted to rush to the kitchen to cook, but because I was a little dizzy, Chen Xueqin sat on the sofa and wanted to rest for a while.
How do you know that after such a break, you will faint directly.
It happened very suddenly, no one saw what the situation was at that time, and even the subordinates didn't know, Ren Shaoyan was frightened and hurried back from the company, Ren Shaoyan drove home in a flying car, and the ambulance had arrived.
Ren Shaoyan sat in the ambulance and looked at his pale mother, he had fainted at the moment, he didn't get angry all the time, Ren Shaoyan's head was blank and chaotic, and he couldn't think at all.
After arriving at the hospital, the doctor said that Chen Xueqin needed surgery, how much Ren Shaoyan hoped that this time his mother would still pretend, but no, Chen Xueqin was pushed into the operating room, and Ren Shaoyan was waiting outside the door of the operating room.
The operation takes a long time, Ren Shaoyan knows, but the longer this kind of operation is, the more complicated the situation is, and if it ends earlier, the consequences may be better.
As time passed, Ren Shaoyan's feet were soft, he couldn't stand, he could only sit on the bench, his face was pale, and he was sweating, Ren Shaoyan hadn't felt this way for a long time, it was a very big tension and fear, and in the end, it even caused physiological discomfort, and his head began to dizzy, and he would fall down at any time.
It's been three hours since the operation was carried out and it's not over yet.
Ren Shaoyan felt like it had been three centuries, he was so scared that his hands couldn't suppress the shaking, and suddenly a nauseous feeling came up, but Ren Shaoyan just retched and didn't spit out anything.
The operation was finally over, and Chen Xueqin was pushed into the intensive care unit, and she is still in a coma.
Ren Shaoyan hurriedly ran over and stopped the doctor: "Doctor, how is my mother?" “
"It's acute cerebral congestion, is she tired, otherwise it wouldn't be so serious, you must pay attention to take care of the elderly."
Hearing the doctor's words Ren Shaoyan, he realized how much he blamed himself, and this old man made Ren Shaoyan realize that although her mother was well maintained and looked much younger than her actual age, she was already an old man when she was there.
"Okay, when will my mom wake up?"
"This is not sure to depend on the patient's physical condition, in short, he is now in a coma, there is no way to breathe on his own, and he needs to rely on a machine to maintain his vital signs.
Ren Shaoyan's heart was half cold again, and he let the doctor leave.
That night, he had already informed people that it was no longer possible, and Ren Shaoyan's father had already taken a plane to rush here.
When Ren Shaoyan held his mother's hand, Chen Xueqin was already dying: "Baby, promise Mom, don't forget your sister's hatred, if you can promise me, then I will die." ”
"Mom......" Ren Shaoyan cried helplessly, but his biological mother, recalling that when he was a child, although his mother was very strict, there were times when she was gentle.
When Ren Shaoyan was a toddler, she was also very patient, they were the deepest blood entanglement in the world, and Ren Shaoyan's heart was broken.
"Promise Mom, okay? Yanyan, you are the person your mother loves in the world! Chen Xueqin touched her son's face and made a final explanation.
No matter how ruthless Ren Shaoyan is, it is impossible for his mother to die blindly, he nodded and agreed extremely painfully, "Well, I promise you." ”
"Yanyan, my mother knows that she can't do it, and she will ...... in the next life If I have an afterlife, you must remember to come to my mother, I am afraid of being lonely. ”
Ren Shaoyan was already crying so much that his snot came out, there will always be life and death partings in the world, but he never thought that this day would come so quickly, obviously his mother was still young.
Chen Xueqin didn't wait for anyone, and when the others came, she had already left.
Ren Shaoyan's heart was empty all of a sudden, he blamed himself very much, feeling that it was his willfulness that made his mother unhappy, so he made her angry and left so early.
After Chen Xueqin's death, there will be a series of things next, the issue of testamentary inheritance, the choice of cemetery, too busy, Ren Shaoyan's company didn't go much.
This matter has been hidden, and it was only when Xu Luoluo had a holiday on Friday that he heard the news from Xiao Qi, after all, Xiao Qi also has a lot of connections in the Ren family.
Xu Luoluo didn't expect this kind of thing to happen, she was at a loss, but at the same time she wanted to be by Ren Shaoyan's side, because she knew that Ren Shaoyan was thousands of times more painful than herself.
He needs himself at this time.
Ren Shaoyan hasn't closed his eyes much in the past few days, insomnia is pestering him, tomorrow is the funeral, Ren Shaoyan looked stupidly at the scarf that his mother had knitted for him, in a daze.
Thinking of the warm pictures of the mother and son getting along, although there are very few, it is enough to make Ren Shaoyan remember it for the rest of his life.
Xu Luoluo came, and when he saw Ren Shaoyan, he looked very tired, as if he hadn't shaved for a few days, his chin was green, and even his hair was long.
Ren Shaoyan was such a delicate person before, he would never appear in such an image, Xu Luoluo knew at a glance what kind of torture he was going through.
"Ren Shaoyan, I'm here."
Xu Luoluo stood there in a regular manner, still carrying a schoolbag, completely like a student, well-behaved and cautious, afraid of provoking Ren Shaoyan upset.
Ren Shaoyan didn't look up at her, but Xu Luoluo could see that Ren Shaoyan was in a bad mood, his eyes were dark, his cheeks were very thin, and the whole person looked a little gloomy, but he didn't look like he was in high spirits before.
"Let's go."
Xu Luoluo didn't dare to question him at this time, although he had a heavy emotion in his heart, as if he was about to be half abandoned by Ren Shaoyan again, and he couldn't breathe.
But Xu Luoluo is still hiding, because Ren Shaoyan needs to be quiet now, and she has to be a sensible person.
"I'll let you go, didn't you hear." Ren Shaoyan said it again.
Xu Luoluo didn't dare to stay here anymore: "Ren Shaoyan, promise me, take care of yourself, you know how much I love you, I don't want you to get hurt." ”
"You stay." Ren Shaoyan suddenly spoke again.
Tomorrow, Ren Shaoyan wants to send his mother away with a good mental outlook, but if he loses sleep again, the situation will be worse than now.
"Okay, I'll stay with you, I won't speak." Being able to be by Ren Shaoyan's side, Xu Luoluo was already very satisfied, how dare he talk to annoy him anymore.
Being able to stay is like a concubine flopped by the emperor, Xu Luoluo was humbled and felt that he was particularly lucky.
The two slept together at night, they hadn't been like this for a long time, and when Ren Shaoyan hugged Xu Luoluo, his eyes were also cold, and he couldn't give Xu Luoluo any more love.
Just because of his obsessive love, he killed his mother, where did Ren Shaoyan dare to connive.
felt Ren Shaoyan's abnormality, but Xu Luoluo still didn't dare to move, no matter what role he played, Ren Shaoyan was happy.
Soon, Xu Luoluo heard Ren Shaoyan's steady breathing, and he fell asleep.
Xu Luoluo began to lose sleep instead, looking at Ren Shaoyan's attitude, is it to be separated from herself again, she has no time to think about it, as long as he is still by her side at this moment, Xu Luoluo is already satisfied in her heart.
At this moment, at least he is still there, he has not left.
When he woke up the next morning, Ren Shaoyan had already left, and he sent someone to send Xu Luoluo away.
Xu Luoluo is resting today, and he also knows that it is Chen Xueqin's funeral, and he wants to accompany Ren Shaoyan, although he knows that he should not go, but he still thinks, that feeling is very strong.