Chapter 215: Memories
Zhuying was a little clumsy and put the meal in front of Zhao Yun and said, "Lord, let's eat first." ”
Zhao Yun's stiff action on the bed finally changed, he turned his head to look at the few dishes brought over by Zhuying, and suddenly remembered that Lin Yuan would boil porridge and make various flavors of side dishes for him in the morning in the past, thinking of this, Zhao Yun, who had never shed tears when he grew so big, suddenly felt a sour nose and had an urge to cry.
He looked at the food, he didn't move for a long time, and called out to him cautiously: "Lord? ”
Zhao Yun came back to his senses, he turned his head and looked at the shadow for a while, and suddenly stood up violently, because the leg injury was not healed, he stood up too violently, so he fell back and sat back.
Zhuying was startled by Zhao Yun's this, and hurriedly went over to help him: "Lord, what are you doing here?" ”
Zhao Yun grabbed his sleeve and said incoherently: "I'm going to see the kite, I'm going to see the cliff, I'm going to find her......"
Looking at Zhao Yun's current appearance, his heart ached and shocked - where had he seen Zhao Yun look so out of shape? Lin Yuan's death was too big a blow to Zhao Yun, at this moment he is not an emperor, nor is he the regent who once stood up to the sky, now he is just a sad man who has lost his beloved wife and wants to hide alone and lick his wounds.
Chasing Ying sighed helplessly, he said to Zhao Yun: "Lord, if you don't eat now, the housewife will definitely be angry if she knows." ”
Speaking of Lin Kite, sure enough, Zhao Yun instantly quieted down, and after a while, he muttered to himself: "You're right, Kite She knows she will be angry, I should eat, I can't make Kite angry." ”
Before Zhuying could breathe a sigh of relief, he saw Zhao Yun suddenly cover his face and bow his head, only to hear him say in pain: "No, no, Iris, she is no longer here, how can she be angry with me?" I'd rather she be mad at me now! ”
Chaser Shadow: "............" how do you want him to persuade you! It's just embarrassing for him! He hasn't even touched his sister's hand now, how can he know what to do in this situation?
He really had no choice but to close the door and walk out, and the Wind Shadow was carving a wooden seal with the shadow blade at the door, and when he saw him come out, he asked, "How is it?" Have you eaten it? ”
Chaseige took the seal from Kazekage's hand and played with it in his hand, and said distressedly: "What to eat, now as long as you see something related to the young lady, the lord will not be able to stand it." I've never even participated in a lantern festival, and I have no experience in this kind of thing, so I don't know how to persuade it. ”
The Lantern Festival is their tradition here, every year during the Lantern Festival, men and women who have not been married will go to the streets, and the girls will hand their sachet embroidery prepared in advance to their favorite son, if the son takes it, then they can develop further.
Kazekage looked at the wooden seal that was being held in his hand by Chaying, his eyes flashed, he clubbed Chaying's elbow, unceremoniously took the seal back and said, "How many times have I told you, don't snatch my seal, why don't you listen?" ”
Chaying covered his teeth near his chest and grinned: "Stingy, it wasn't sent by your lover, why are you so stingy?" The two of us have been friends for so many years! ”
Hearing this, Fengying's hand that was about to push open Zhao Yun's door paused, he turned his face slightly sideways, half of his face was hidden in the shadows, so that people couldn't see his expression clearly, Zhuying heard him say, "How do you know, it wasn't sent by my lover?" ”
The hand that rubbed his chest paused: "............" What is the situation??! Ignoring the stunned shadow of Kazekage, he pushed open the door and walked in.
When he entered, Zhao Yun was still covering his face, motionless, like a sculpture. Kazekage opened the window, letting in the noise outside, driving away the almost suffocating silence in the room.
Kazekage leaned against the window and said, "Lord, I'll tell you a story." ”
Once upon a time, there was a little boy who was very rich, and he had a neighbor who was very poor, but he had a very beautiful little girl. In order to make the little girl laugh, the little boy tried every day to hide from his family to bring food to the little girl, and the little girl was very happy, and she said to the boy, "You are really a good person, if you grow up so good, then I will definitely marry you as a daughter-in-law." ”
The boy was pleasantly surprised when he heard this: "Then remember what you said!" I won't be bad, so be ready to be my daughter-in-law when the time comes! ”
In order to keep the girl's words, the boy was naughty and mischievous, and he never did anything too much, and he was even very kind all the time, and reciprocated his greatest kindness to the people around him.
When the two grew up, they really fell in love, the man proposed to the woman's family, and the two tied the knot naturally, and they lived happily together, but the story is not over here.
The man's birthday is approaching, and the woman wants to take the news of her pregnancy as his birthday surprise, but before she can say the news, the war broke out, and the man was full of blood, and he went to the battlefield without hesitation for the country.
Before he left, the woman gave him a seal, and she said to her husband gently, "Take it with you, so that I will recognize you no matter what you become!" ”
But the woman did not wait for the news of her husband's return, two months later, she waited for the news of his death on the battlefield from the front, at this time, the woman's belly had just appeared, in order not to cause trouble to everyone, she wore loose clothes to cover up, and wanted to finish her husband's funeral first.
But in the end, it was still not hidden, everyone was shocked and thought that the woman couldn't bear the loneliness and fornication, and the parents-in-law who had just lost her son and couldn't bear the blow even regarded her as a broom star, thinking that her son was killed by her.
They forced her to death with the greatest malice, and when they asked for an autopsy and burial, they calculated the child's time, and at that time, the man had not yet gone to war.
The matter is clear, but the woman is dead, one corpse and two lives, and she will never come back. The man came back, he didn't die at all, he was just wounded, but he was saved by Orion, and he went back again, won the battle, and came back with a military victory.
But he was greeted by two news of the death of his wife and his unborn child, and his parents apologized to him, for the sake of filial piety, he could not forgive, but that night, with the war knife that accompanied him to the battlefield, he slaughtered the entire village.
Eventually, his father went crazy when he saw his son covered in blood, and his mother died of fright. The man cut off all the heads of the villagers and used them to pay tribute to the woman, but it was useless, and the woman could never come back.
The man also wanted to die, but when he saw the seal she had given him with her own hand, he suddenly remembered that the woman had said that no matter what happened, he hoped that he could live well with her wish.
The man didn't dare to die, he was afraid that she would blame him. He could only carry the woman's wishes together, carry everything and live, and since then, that seal has become his everything.
After the story was told, the wind shadow by the window moved his eyes back from the outside, and looked at the seal in his hand gently, he gently stroked the seal, and his voice was soft, as if he was afraid of disturbing someone. He said: "Your Majesty, you are the lord of the world, thousands of people are relying on you, even if you don't say this, I don't think the master mother wants you to go on like this, right?" I think she should also want you to live well, not like the walking dead now. ”
After saying that, Feng Ying didn't look at Zhao Yun, he went straight out of the window and disappeared.
He is not afraid of Zhao Yun's disrespect for him, anyway, he should be a dying person, he has lived for so many years, he is already tired, and now he is dead, it should be considered a relief, right? Thinking of this, Kazekage smiled slightly.
Zhao Yun had already sat up halfway through the story of the Wind Shadow, he didn't know what the Wind Shadow said, how could he tolerate a person he didn't know the details of staying by his side?
It's just that he didn't expect that he would think that the wind shadow would hide things in his heart for a lifetime, and he would just say it.
After sitting in place for a long time, Zhao Yun finally picked up the chopsticks, he stuffed the food on the table into his mouth, he didn't want to eat it anymore, the body's function still had to be maintained, he could only force himself to eat it now, even if he wanted Lin Kite again, he had to hold on.
Kazekage is right, he is the lord of the world, thousands of people are relying on him, he can't fall, as soon as he falls, the country will be finished.
When Zhuying was called in by Zhao Yun, he found that Zhao Yun had already packed up, and when he saw him come in, Zhao Yun said to him: "Let's go, take me to the place where the kite jumped off the cliff." ”
Chai Ying was stunned for a moment, and didn't want to take him there.
Zhao Yun took a deep breath and said, "You have to give me a little motivation, I really don't want to do anything without her." ”
This is the first time Zhao Yun has revealed his heart so much in front of others, and he was stunned, and finally couldn't bear to refuse this man.
The two of them rushed to the place where Lin Kite jumped off the cliff in the sun, Zhao Yun walked to the edge step by step, and under the frightened gaze of the shadow, he slowly sat down and propped up one leg.
Zhao Yun sat there quietly feeling the wind brought up from the bottom of the cliff, and in this sunny season, the wind actually seemed a little cold.
He narrowed his eyes slightly, and slowly looked down, this mountain cliff was bottomless, he didn't dare to imagine what it would be like when Lin Kite jumped down.
It took a long time for him to open his eyes and look at the abyss below, because the sun couldn't shine, it looked a little dark underneath, just like the dark emotion in Zhao Yun's eyes, so that people could never see through.
Zhao Yun was extremely desperate, he thought, his kite is the only one in the world, and there will be no one in the world who can pull his heartstrings like her.