Chu Zimo froze in place, his ears buzzing, and his ears rang. She turned around slowly and stiffly, looked at her mother with a determined expression, and suddenly realized that the other party was not joking...

Moreover, Liu Ruyu would never make such jokes.

"Divorced, divorced?" Chu Zimo's voice was hoarse, tears were already rolling in her eyes, she sniffed, showed a smile that loved to cry and was sad, and said in a trembling voice:

"Since... It's been a long time since I've been divorced, so why didn't you tell me sooner? Why lie to me? ”

Liu Ruyu stepped forward and grabbed Chu Zimo's hand, and said anxiously:

"Because you were in your third year of junior high school at that time, it was a time of great pressure to study! Originally, my parents should have told you earlier, and they were ready for you to study down and let you study abroad... However, in the third year of junior high school, your grades suddenly improved. ”

"Is this the reason why you are hiding from me and lying to me?" The girl's eyes were red, and her shoulders were trembling with anger: "The improvement of my academic performance is my business, why do you use this as an excuse?" It's you adults who are escaping from reality! ”

Liu Ruyu lowered her eyes and acquiesced in her daughter's words, her eyes looked at the fine lines on the concrete floor, and said softly: "This kind of thing is not so easy to say." If your dad and I hadn't paid attention to the bad influence from the beginning, we might have told you the truth a long time ago. ”

But in fact, because they were worried that Momo's studies and physical and mental health would be affected and hurt, even if Liu Ruyu and Chu Dingtian had a broken relationship, they pretended to be affectionate in front of their daughter, and the family was harmonious, warm and happy.

How can a daughter who grew up in such a false environment withstand the cruelty and blows of reality?

Chu Zimo seemed to understand the second half of what Liu Ruyu didn't say, her face turned pale suddenly, she took half a step back, and her face was full of tears.

"So, you're acting right in front of me... Pretending to be affectionate? Then it's an excuse that you're busy with work or something? Have you each found a new partner and started a new family? ”

Liu Ruyu took a deep breath and replied: "Yes, we don't want to return to that hypocritical home because we are busy with work, and in addition, it is also because we have a new family, in this case, you are ignored by us." ”

I was deliberately ignored.

Because when you see her, you can't help but think of the marriage that came to an end, and the withered love.

"Momo, it's my mother who can't stand you."

Chu Zimo used to read books and said that sometimes, the closest ones are the ones who hurt your heart the most.

At that time, she didn't quite understand what this sentence meant, and felt that the loved ones were different from strangers after all, and they wouldn't hurt you, so how could it be the most hurtful?

Now, she vaguely understood.

It's not that our loved ones have done anything excessive and unforgivable, but that we have no defense against our loved ones.

paid 100% trust, but got a resounding slap in the face.

She was caught off guard, and her loved ones were saying to her, I'm sorry, this slap on you is for your good.

It's so ironic...

"Your divorce is already a hurt to me, although it will be difficult for me to accept this fact, but as long as you are okay after the divorce, I will admit it!" Chu Zimo cried as he spoke, tears falling down, and his eyes blurred.

"But you have further increased this damage, in the name of my good, you touch your conscience, is all this really just for me? Isn't it a means for the two of you to escape reality? ”

Liu Ruyu's expression was tense, and the hands hanging on his sides quietly tightened, and he said coldly:

"We're right to lie to you, but if you kill everything and call me and your dad selfish people, it will be a bit excessive! If we told you in the beginning that we were divorced, your love

Isn't Xu Neng excited? Can you still go to school and do your homework? ”

"Surely not at first, but you're going to have to tell me that, don't you? If you have a kind of hide, you will hide it for the rest of your life, and don't let me know that you are divorced for the rest of your life! You and your dad are so good at acting, and you are still pretending to be in front of me after you divorced early, you are so powerful, why do you tell me this fact? ”

Syllable!

Liu Ruyu gave the girl a slap in the face, her eyes were cold and solemn: "You're right, your father and I should continue to hide from you and let you continue to live in a hypocritical world!" You just don't say anything tonight, as long as you are willing, your dad and I can continue to play the fake couple, and you can continue to deceive yourself! ”

After speaking, Liu Ruyu turned around and left, leaving Chu Zimo crying alone in place.

She covered her eyes with her hands, as if to slow down the tears.

I don't know how long I cried, but there was a sound of footsteps behind Chu Zimo, from far to near.

"Don't cry, let's go back first." Lu Ran looked at her worriedly, wanted to get closer and was worried about something, stopped a step or so away from the girl, and said in a low voice:

"Auntie asked me to take you home."

"Is she gone?" Chu Zimo asked silently, "Did she drive the car away?" ”

"Hmm." Shikayuki nodded, and said, "But I drove the car over, so..."

Chu Zimo suddenly sneered and mocked: "I know... She's always been like that. ”

Tonight, Liu Ruyu did not discuss with her, but unilaterally informed her, nothing more.

Whether she can accept it or not, and no matter what she thinks, anyway, the notice has arrived, and she will follow.

"Today's parents are really too selfish, they just say that they are good for themselves, and they still want to use the high-sounding banner for the good of their children, don't you think it's hypocritical?" Hot Spot Library

Chu Zimo took a deep breath, raised his hand to wipe away the tears on his face, and his eyes gradually became cold.

"Anyway, for my parents, when they want to hide it, they will play with the spirit, all kinds of acts, they will confess if they want to confess, no matter whether it will cause me secondary damage, and whether I can accept it or not!"

Shikazenzhi didn't know how to comfort him, and as an outsider, he was pale in everything he said.

Because in this world, there is no empathy at all.

Even if her parents are divorced, the situation is different from hers.

Lu Ranzhi understands that all the grievances and anger that Chu Zimo is now are not because he does not accept the divorce of his parents, but because he can't understand that he has already divorced and is still acting in front of her, under the banner of being good for her, escaping reality in a bright light.

I'm afraid that if I talk about it tonight, it is also because one of Chu Zimo's parents wants to develop further, such as remarriage or something else, so I chose to confess everything.

No, not so much a confession as an announcement of a new directive.

I guess even an apology is a distracting word...

I don't know how long I was silent, but Lu Ran said in a dumb voice:

"Some parents never feel like they've done something wrong and don't apologize sincerely. Because they think that giving birth to you and raising you is your heaven, is it wrong? If it doesn't exist, how can they be wrong, it's all because you are not sensible enough. ”

"yes... That's the reason. Chu Zimo smiled bitterly, turned around and looked at the young man with a pair of red rabbit eyes, and said softly: "I want to indulge in depravity tonight... Will you come with me? ”

This is a proposition.

Lu Ran Zhi stood up straight and said with a serious face: "No matter where you want to go tonight, I will accompany you." ”

Companionship + protection, this is the obligation and responsibility of his personal bodyguard.

Chu Zimo hummed in a low voice and said, "Is there a quiet bar nearby, I want to go and sit in the quiet bar." ”

"Quiet, huh? I know there's a family around here, let's go, I'll take you. ”

The quiet bar is different from the bar, the latter is too noisy, the former is relatively clean, and the house music is mostly relaxed and soothing.

And, most importantly, the bar sells not only alcohol, but also other beverages.

At least, the Jing Bar where Lu Ranzhi took Chu Zimo had juice, milk and other drinks.

After entering, the two men found an inconspicuous seat in the far corner.

Chu Zimo flipped through the menu, ordered a pizza, asked for a bottle of whiskey, and asked for a cup of black coffee.

When he heard the black coffee, Shika-dyed immediately threw a slightly complicated and subtle look at the girl.

The surrounding light was dim, but Chu Zimo was still aware of it, looked up at him, and asked, "What's wrong, why are you looking at me like this?" ”

"I thought you'd get drunk tonight..."

"It's my parents who did the wrong thing, why should I torture myself? Drinking hurts a lot, and I don't want to have a splitting headache the next day. Chu Zimo looked down on everything in the world, and the vicissitudes of life in his eyes were sad:

"No matter how much I drink and cry, my parents will never be together again."

So, she didn't want to do something that didn't make sense.

"Don't be afraid, I'm just here tonight to relax, feel the environment and atmosphere here, and I don't want to really indulge in depravity."

The meal was served quickly, Chu Zimo took the lead in picking up the wine and poured himself a glass, took it and shook it towards Lu Ranzhi, and said:

"I'll only drink this one cup, and if I'm drunk after drinking, you're responsible for carrying me back."

Lu Ranzhi was slightly stunned, and then said, "Okay." ”

It's just a small glass, so you shouldn't get drunk, right?

The fierce beast boy with such a simple and innocent idea was slapped in the face in the next minute, well, his face was swollen.

Chu Zimo is the legendary... Pour a cup and concede.

"There is only a mother in the world, and a child with a horse is like a treasure..."

"Arise, you who do not want to be slaves! Take our flesh and blood..."

"Little Swallow, wearing flower clothes, comes here every spring..."

At half past two in the morning, there was a staccato singing in the silent community, which seemed particularly clear and abrupt in the night.

Chu Zimo lay on Lu Ranzhi's back and sang loudly, singing all the classic songs that her mother taught her when she was a child, she only sang one or two sentences of each song, and then followed another one after singing.

From the gate of the community all the way to the vicinity of the apartment, she sang dozens of songs in different ways, and the amazing thing is that none of them were repeated.