Chapter 268: Pushing the other party away
"Why are you so surprised? Aren't I welcome? ”
"How is that possible? You know, my parents said that you wouldn't come over, and I was quite disappointed~" Yuzhen also said bluntly.
"Won't you invite me in and sit down?"
Hearing this, Yuzhen was even more surprised, "Please come in~"
Entered Yuzhen's bedroom, and sure enough, these girl-style outfits made Zhanyi look very uncomfortable, but they all came, so they couldn't just choose to go out, right?
"You take a look around first, I'll ask someone to bring you something to drink!"
"No need! And I'm not thirsty, I just want to come up and see you~"
Although Yuzhen is very indifferent on the surface, she is still a little shy and flustered in her heart.
"Do you really want to come and see me? Or is it because your uncle and aunt have to ask you to come here, and you have to come here? ”
Zhan Yi sat on the chair next to him, "If it's something I don't want to do, even my parents can't force me, so I'm willing to come here to find you!" ”
I didn't expect Zhanyi to say so plainly, "Did you encounter something?" I don't think you look good? ”
"It's a bit tricky to deal with, but I have the ability to handle it all, so you don't have to worry!"
"Ah Yi, although we are not completely clear about that kind of relationship now, but in my heart I have long regarded you as my real other half, I know, although you will not accept me immediately if I say this, but I also said, I will give you time, and I will definitely not embarrass you, in this case, we can also start with good friends, this relationship can be cultivated slowly, no matter what kind of tricky things you encounter, you can tell me, if I can't help you, I can also go and ask my father to help you! ”
"Not really! It's my own business, so how can I bother you? And don't worry too much, I'll be fine! ”
"It's different, you know that your business is my business, I want to help you willingly, and I will never manage to ask for anything in return! If you want to repay me any favors because I helped you, then I can make it clear to you now, I don't need you to repay me any favors! I just want you to be happy! ”
In fact, sometimes Zhanyi didn't think about it, he knew that she was a good woman from the time he came into contact with Yuzhen, but the more he did this, the more he seemed to feel guilty, to put it bluntly, what the private doctor said didn't seem to be wrong at all, if he really chose to get together with Yuzhen, one day Yuzhen would understand that she chose a man who didn't love her, and this man chose to cheat on her.
"What are you thinking, Ah Yi? If you really feel unwell, then go to bed and lie down for a while, I promise it will never bother you! ”
Zhan Yi shook his head, "No need, how can you talk about a girl's room?" I'm already a little out of place when I come in now, so how can I take your bed? ”
"Don't think about it, besides, we're good friends now, aren't we? Although this is my home, I also want you to be at ease, I don't want you to have any pressure, and I just lend you the bed, and I don't have any other ideas, if you really want to rest, I can go out now, so you don't have to worry about anything at all, okay? ”
"Yuzhen I know you're a good girl, and I also believe you deserve a better man! Let's always be good friends, don't develop that kind of relationship, because I ......"
"I don't listen! I don't listen! I've already identified you anyway, so no matter what you say now, there's no way to change my mind! I know you still have that child in your heart, but I also believe that over time, you will definitely forget about the other person! Of course, even if you can't forget him, I don't mind, as long as I can be with you, I can promise you anything! ”
"Yuzhen, this in itself is very unfair to you, and you know my situation, why are you so persistent? It is precisely because I know that you are indeed a kind girl that I can't deceive you, especially not hurt your feelings! ”
"If you are afraid that I will be hurt as you say, then you must learn to respond to my love for you! No matter what you look like, I will always be there for you, and I believe that I will be the last person to stay with you! ”
"Why bother? Even if you say that, I won't agree, because I don't want to give you any hope, and I won't be able to forget anything even if time goes by! ”
"But I said, I don't mind! All I want is for you to live happily, and I am also the one who can really bring you happiness, I know that you don't have the heart to fall in love with me now, but I will wait patiently, waiting for the day when you are completely willing to accept me, you can't just deny me now, you don't even give me a chance, it's the most unfair to me! ”
"Yuzhen, I can't accept you! If you say that again, I'm afraid the two of us really don't even have to be friends! ”
As soon as Zhanyi's words fell, Yuzhen walked in front of him, and kissed Zhanyi directly on the mouth without even giving him a chance to react.
Zhan Yi suddenly felt a little dizzy, knowing that this was something he had never done before, so he was also flustered now.
And Yuzhen here found that Zhanyi was not disgusted by this matter and did not immediately push her away, so the kiss was a little more serious.
After Zhanyi reacted, he raised his hand and pushed the other party away.
"Yuzhen, don't go too far! You're a girl and you shouldn't be like this! ”
"Yes, I'm a girl, but the boy I like doesn't take the initiative, so I can only take the initiative first! Don't tell me that you don't feel anything about me, because you can't fool me anymore, in fact, I know that in your heart it's not that you don't like me at all, but that you obviously like me but don't want to admit it! But that's okay, I can give you enough time to think about what is going on between me and you, and even if you still have that kid in mind, it's a big deal that I'll be as good to him as you are! ”
Zhan Yi was really surprised when he heard this, "Do you know what you're talking about?" Why should you be nice to him? ”
"Of course it's because you care about him, and since you care, how can I not be nice to him? You know, only by doing this can you really feel at ease, right? ”
In fact, this kind of Yuzhen is really beyond Zhanyi's imagination, you must know that it is impossible for ordinary girls to tolerate this kind of thing, but I don't want to know too much about how deep Yuzhen's feelings are for him now, because even if I really understand, what can I do? It's also true that I still can't respond to her!
"Zhen'er, don't do this! I couldn't possibly like anyone but him! You know, I don't want to deceive you about anything! ”
"Ah Yi! I know you're not telling the truth now, it's not that you can't like someone else, it's that you haven't met the person you like even more! Also, I know that you are not cheating on me, and it is because of your honesty that I know that you are such a good man, in that case, how can I let go so easily? Anyway, no matter what you say? No matter how much you push me away, I believe this is temporary, as long as the two of us get along for a long time, you will definitely open the door of your heart again! ”
"Why bother, Zhen'er? I don't believe that there are any people who don't mind this kind of thing and want to be with each other, because if it were me, I wouldn't be able to accept it! ”
"If you really think so, then I really feel very lucky, since you know how I feel, then you should give me a chance, know that he is definitely not the only person who can bring you happiness! Besides, since he doesn't plan to be with you anymore, why do you insist on doing this for him? I know it's a bit excessive, but it's true, I don't want you to be in pain all the time, and I don't want you to close yourself in your previous memories, knowing that this is very unfair to the people who love you! You can't stop the current people from giving their current ones a chance just because of the people who came before you! ”
At this time, Zhanyi's heart was really confused, because he had to admit that what Yuzhen said was very reasonable.
But he himself knows better that if he agrees to the other party, I am afraid that not only will there be no way to make the other party happy, but he may even harm the other party.
"Zhen'er, I can only be friends with you, if this is not the case, I'm afraid we really don't even have to be friends!"
Yuzhen's eyes were full of anticipation, but her eyes dimmed in an instant, "I understand, and I can really understand you, you must know that you must have been seriously injured by that child, so if I have to force you to accept me now, then the person who is too much is me!" Don't worry, I said that I would give you time, I will not choose to force you now, if I can, let me be by your side during this time, I don't want you to be alone always cranky, it's really not good, we can go abroad, at least leave this sad place first, and then when you clean up your mood, it's not too late to decide the relationship between us! ”
"You are a girl's family, if you really go abroad with me, there are many places that are inconvenient, right? Besides, how could my uncle and aunt let you let a girl go with me? ”
"I'll talk to mom and dad, but only if you promise me first!"
In fact, to put it bluntly, Zhanyi really wanted to go out for a walk, because he was really depressed now, but he suddenly remembered that there was a very important matter that had not been resolved.
"I'm sorry Zhen'er, I'm afraid that the matter of going abroad can only be lost, I just said, I still have very tricky things to deal with now, and I can't leave until this matter is resolved!"
"Then tell me what is the matter? If you really need help, I'm not hesitating! ”
Zhan Yi shook her head, "What a stupid girl, knowing that with someone like me, there will be no results, why do you want to do this?" You know, depending on your conditions, it's so easy to find someone who loves you! ”
"So what? I don't just want to find someone who loves me, I want to find someone I love, and if I find him, it's good to him! Cherish him! Won't let him get hurt again! ”
"He'll be very happy then!" Zhanyi said.
Yuzhen looked at Zhanyi affectionately again, "Then are you willing to be that very happy person?" ”
Zhanyi really didn't dare to respond, and he didn't look at Yuzhen like this.
"I'd better go to another room and get some rest!"
After saying this, Zhan Yi got up directly and was about to go to the door.
But Yuzhen suddenly hugged him from behind.
"Don't run away, okay? No matter what happens, I'll be there for you! There are some things that need to be faced and solved, and just escaping is not a solution! ”
"Don't do this, Zhen'er! How many times you have asked me to say it is the same answer, I have no way to accept you, because my heart has been filled with him, and there is really no place left for you! Besides, loving someone is selfish, although you say so now, but how can I not understand that this kind of thing is intolerable to anyone! And I don't want you to sacrifice anything for me, because it's not worth it! ”
"How do you know if it's worth it? And the main thing is that I think it's worth it, so that's fine, isn't it? Don't always think about pushing me away, do you really want to hurt someone who will always care about you? Even if you haven't fallen in love with me yet, it doesn't affect me to be good to you! Even as your good friend, I can be a listener when you have something on your mind or when you are unhappy, and I can guarantee that I will always be by your side silently, and you will not be able to drive me away! ”
"Zhen'er, you are indeed a good girl, the more I say that, the more I can't let you stay by my side!"
"So what? Are you really scared when you say that? You're scared you're really going to fall in love with me, aren't you? ”
"Enough Zhen'er, let's stop this matter, I don't want to mention it again, and like I said, I can only be friends with you at most, and I can't do anything else!"
"Good! As you said, let's start with friends, since it's a friend, what taboo do you have? Rest here, and if you need anything, just tell the servants here! I've said hello to all of them before that! ”
Yuzhen let go of the arm that circled Zhanyi's waist, "You rest first!" I'm not going to bother you here! ”
After Yuzhen went out, Zhanyi raised his hand to support his forehead, you must know that this kind of thing is really not easy to get rid of, in fact, he really admits that Yuzhen is different from the women he met before, and as a daughter, he can't see any pampered appearance in Yuzhen, which is really rare.
Yuzhen, who was standing in the corridor when she went out, lowered her head, fortunately this is her home, and no one is allowed to come up on this floor without her own order, if anyone sees her tears now, it will really be a shameful thing.
went to the room on the side, Yuzhen endured the crying and chose to bear it silently, knowing that she had made up her mind before, and she also thought about being with each other no matter what, although she knew that the two of them still had a long way to go, and there were still many things to face, but she really liked Zhanyi, and she knew that she had also met many men, but no one had ever given her this feeling that made her heart beat faster, and it was not an exaggeration to say that it was love at first sight for Zhanyi. It's not very easy to meet a man who makes her tempted, so this is also the reason why she doesn't want to let go once she meets it, you have to know that she doesn't have such a big tolerance, but if she can tolerate this kind of thing, it can only really prove one thing, that is, she is indeed in love with Zhanyi, although she knows that such grievances will often appear in the future, but no matter what, she must start to learn to become strong.
Zhanyi didn't really go to a girl's bed, but just sat on the chair next to him for a while.
After all, it is impossible for him to rest well in a different place all of a sudden, in fact, he can leave from this side completely, but the reason why he didn't do this is that he doesn't want to go back to his home so soon, you must know that the child will never appear in the house again, so this is also the reason why he doesn't want to go back.
At this time, the second cake was also temporarily asleep and passed because of the sedative.
The private doctor was also anxious enough, but no one answered the phone from the eldest young master.
In fact, Zhan Yi deliberately turned on his phone on silent because he didn't want to know anything about the child.
But when he was alone, he couldn't control such emotions, so he took out his mobile phone and looked at it, and there were indeed many missed calls from private doctors.
Originally, he really didn't want to care about that kid's affairs anymore, but he couldn't help but worry when he saw so many missed calls.
I called my personal doctor and soon he picked up.
"Young Master, you can be regarded as answering the phone! The second master has fallen asleep now on tranquilizers, and I still want the eldest young master to come over and accompany the second master soon! ”
Hearing the personal doctor say this, Zhan Yi immediately frowned, "I'll tell you!" Don't report anything about him to me in the future! He's fine! It has nothing to do with me! Also, don't call me again, hear? ”
The private doctor was also helpless, "Young Master, I know I shouldn't make trouble for you now, but there are some things on my own side that I can't stay here to accompany the second master, if I leave, then there will really be no one to care about the second master!" ”
"What if I'm not allowed? You're not allowed to go anywhere! Zhan Yi said solemnly.