In fact, the question raised by Chang Jianming, Maxim has thought about it more than once, don't forget, he is also a man in the prime of life, with a strong body, and his wife has been dead for many years.

Although the longing for his deceased wife still lingers in his mind from time to time, after all, with the passage of time, the probability of this longing will gradually decrease, from strong to indifferent, and even sometimes, even what his wife looks like is blurred.

But in the dead of night, especially when you are alone, the image of your wife will be frozen at that time, and at this time, the unforgettable longing will become stronger. But that longing is no longer a flash, most of it has become regret and remorse, and it is still the same every time I think about it.

After all, people want to live, and practical problems are more important than anything else. Guarding a semi-paralyzed daughter and a governess who exudes youth, it would be a lie to say that he didn't want to say anything, what man would not be tempted?

Every time he touched Lyudmila's eyes, the coldness on the surface was like Mars meeting the wind, and with a "bang", it ignited. It was a bit overwhelming, so, in order to avoid embarrassment, Maxim rarely went home, and even when he did, it was very late.

In fact, in the two years since his wife's death, Maxim has been immersed in sorrow all day long, and all day long is revenge. When the revenge was avenged, the head of the kidnapping syndicate was tried, the shot who should have been shot, the sentence that should have been sentenced, and the prison who should have been imprisoned, drank too much vodka while he and his colleagues were celebrating the achievement.

The joy of avenging his wife, the joy of his feat, the excitement of having drunk too much wine, like a taut bowstring suddenly relaxed, and like a speeding car, he relaxed the throttle and entered the gliding state, everything relaxed, and he walked home drunk, opened the door, and wanted to tell his daughter the news as soon as possible.

Unexpectedly, as soon as I entered the door, I ran into Lyudmila who came out of the bathroom. Because Maxim was often away from home, there were only two women in the house, one was half-paralyzed in bed, and the other was busy, so Lyudmila didn't care too much, she was negligent, and there was another person who had the key to the house, and it just so happened that at this time he suddenly returned?

Lyudmila had just finished taking a shower, and because there were only two women in the house, she wore very little, and came out with a bath towel together, her hair was scattered, and her light red hair was wet and fluffy together, like a flame.

Maxim really drank too much, driven by a stomach of alcohol, so that he was confused and mistaken for his wife, this is his warm home, if this is usual, it is after work, when his wife is busy cooking, Maxim will follow the usual habit, go to the kitchen to say hello, this is a habit for many years, although sometimes Maxim will come back very late, but as long as he comes back on time, he will naturally walk over, but this time, he is mistaken, this is Lyudmila.

Although Lyudmila came to atone for her sins, and she had some vague thoughts in her heart, she didn't expect everything to come so quickly, so suddenly, she was startled, screamed, and struggled, the bath towel on her body fell off the ground, and she didn't have time to pick it up, so she hurriedly ran into her room,

"What's wrong with you"? Hearing Lyudmila's screams, her daughter Daria asked loudly. Maxim's wine seemed to wake up all of a sudden, and he realized that "home is his own home, but the person is no longer that person, the lover is not there, the thing is not the person, and he and his wife are already two worlds"!

He picked up the bath towel, walked over silently, hung it on Lyudmila's doorknob, and then muttered as if to explain, as if to apologize, "I beg your pardon, I'm damned, I'm so sorry, I recognized the wrong person", and then turned to Daria's room.

Maxim's explanation to his daughter was very reasonable, "As soon as I entered the door, she was startled, it's all right, it's all over", and as he told his daughter what happened at the police station, this embarrassing thing was covered up.

Although in the following days, Lyudmila adjusted her thoughts, made preparations, and even took the initiative to show favor a few times, but she was rejected by Maxim wordlessly, he didn't want to hurt others anymore, and the taste of rejection made him feel inferior.

Since then, he has been going home less and less often, and he is getting later and later, and if it weren't for his daughter's bonding, it is estimated that he would not have gone back. Maxim struggled desperately between loving or not loving, whether he could do it or not, whether he could or not, and as a result, the deeper he struggled, he fell into a situation where he knew it, but pretended to ignore it, and he couldn't extricate himself.

He also had several doubts about Lyudmila's background, but seeing that she was so good to her daughter, all doubts disappeared. The countryside is so big, and the work is so busy, how can there be time to investigate this? As long as she is good to her daughter, what is there to doubt about a girl? That's what he thinks.

As time passed, he even firmly believed that Lyudmila was his family, and he almost didn't even think about whether she would leave in the future. Today, Chang Jianming suddenly mentioned this question, which made him feel a little more worried, "Can I adapt to life without Lyudmila?" Can she adapt to the days when she is not in this home? Can Daria leave her? Maxim's answer was resolute - absolutely not, and even when he thought of this question, he would have a feeling of "being afraid" in his heart, in fact, it was a manifestation of his bottomless heart, and Maxim's thoughts on whether he could leave her were vague.

Listening to Chang Jianming's snoring, thinking about the question he had just asked himself, perhaps because he was infected by his sweet sleep, Maxim actually fell asleep slowly.

In his sleep, he saw the scene of that day again, Lyudmila looked like a hibiscus after bathing, a light red flame on her head seemed to be burning more vigorously, this time she took the initiative to approach him, and her gentle appearance was moving.

Lyudmila explained warmly, "Please forgive me for rejecting you at the time, because I was startled, I didn't know that you were back, and I thought it was a bad person", while speaking, Lyudmila approached him, but for some reason, her face suddenly changed, and there was an extra sharp knife in her hand, I don't know where it came from, she threatened loudly,

"Maxim, you killed my father, and I'm the only one left in this world", the sharp knife is extremely sharp, flashing with cold light, making people frightened,

"Hmph, I don't know, right? I'm here to avenge my father, I've been putting up with you for several years, and today I finally have a chance, I'm going to kill you!" As she walked step by step, she was approaching.......