Chapter 183: Unsteady
At that time, although the time she spent with Guerjia Fang Fujin was short, she never forgot it.
She even thought that it would be nice if she was really born to Guerjia Fang Fujin.
At least Guerjia side Fujin will not ignore her like Eniang, and will definitely be as gentle as he treats Sister Yingyue.
However, this is ultimately impractical.
Da Gege retracted his mind and walked away.
Ni Chuhe went to Geng's place to look at the fifth elder brother.
Because she knew that the fifth elder brother was very likely to be Hongday, she was very curious about the fifth elder brother.
Geng was flattered by her arrival, and when he learned that he was coming to see the fifth elder brother, he couldn't help but be a little nervous, but still brought her to the fifth elder brother.
Ni Chuhe looked at the fifth elder brother looking around with a pair of clear eyes, and he was very clever and liking.
She reached out to hold the fifth elder brother's white and tender little hand, and one finger was immediately tightly grasped by his two tender hands.
The fifth elder brother looked at him, blinked curiously, and there was a burst of snorting in his mouth, and saliva was left out.
Yingyue grabbed the edge of the small bed with both hands, looked at it curiously, stretched out her fingers and gently touched the face of the fifth elder brother.
I didn't dare to pinch it, but I touched it, and a pit immediately appeared in the place where it was touched.
Yingyue immediately withdrew her hand and looked at Ni Chuhe excitedly, "Auntie, Fifth Elder Brother's face is so soft and tender, like tofu." ”
Nichuhe smiled, "Children are like this, and you were the same when you were a child. ”
Ying Yue looked surprised, and looked at the fifth elder brother in front of her who was holding Ni Chuhe's finger and didn't let go.
Geng couldn't help but breathe a sigh of relief when he saw this scene.
She was really worried that this little girl's hands were heavy and hurt the fifth elder brother.
Fortunately, the other party didn't make any other moves, just watched obediently.
When Guerjia's aunt and nephew left, Geng's tense mind relaxed.
It seems that Guerjia side Fujin just likes children.
Back in the courtyard, Yingyue looked up at Ni Chuhe, "Auntie, you can also give birth to a little brother." ”
Ni Chuhe smiled and pinched her little face, "Why my brother?" ”
Yingyue's eyes lit up, "Because my brother is so cute, and my aunt has a younger brother, the prince will be happy." ”
Ni Chuhe was stunned, he didn't expect Yingyue to understand these things at such a young age, it was really amazing.
She groaned and said, "But my aunt has a son, and my aunt really wants a lovely daughter like Yingyue." ”
Yingyue: "Huh? His eyes were wide open, and he was very cute.
Nichuhe sneered.
If it was up to her to choose, she would definitely want to give birth to a little Gege, and she didn't plan to let her son be the emperor anyway.
It would be nice to have those few to fight for.
The position of emperor is a chore, and if you don't get it, you haven't become an emperor yet, just like the emperor and the crown prince today, it's difficult to even father and son.
Giving birth to a daughter is well-behaved and very caring, so you don't have to worry about the father and daughter centrifugation.
The only deficiency is that the daughters of the emperors of the Qing Dynasty are all to be cared for, which she resolutely does not allow.
Of course, if the fourth master likes her enough, loves the house and Wu, and loves her daughter very much, maybe she can ask for a result of avoiding harmony.
In this way, it is still necessary to give birth to a personality.
However, as the favorite concubine of the future emperor, it seems inappropriate for her not to have a son by her side, in case the fourth master is gone, who will she rely on?
Don't say anything about being strong and independent, relying on yourself, not relying on men.
This era is already unfair to women, and there are too many constraints.
Is a person free and independent considered a hairy happiness? It's lonely and cold, and it's not that it's lively when the house is full of children and grandchildren.
It's better to have your own home than anything else.
With a son, she can follow her son out of the palace to be a concubine after the fourth master leaves, and she is the master of the house, without having to be trapped in the palace and support the elderly with a group of women.
Maybe you can quietly go out to play in the mountains and rivers under the cover of your son, how wonderful.
The Queen Mother did not have such freedom.
If she becomes the queen mother, she can only be used as a golden bird in the golden cage of the palace, and she can't leave for a moment.
If the history remains unchanged, the fourth master will be gone after a short reign, and she will die in middle age, and she will still be in her prime at that time.
You can't bury yourself in that boring and indifferent palace.
Hongyun is not her biological after all, and now it's okay to say, if Hongyun knows in the future, who knows if he will be as filial to her as he is now?
It's still reliable to have a son.
Of course, there is another possibility, in case the emperor after the fourth master is a cautious person, the queen mother is also not generous and holds a grudge against her.
After all, she is favored, and few women will be willing to treat her well, right?
If the Fujin Wulanala clan lived a long life, with Fujin's generous heart and the face that he had never disrespected her, maybe Fujin would treat her and her children well.
But is it possible?
The Ulanala clan died earlier than the fourth master.
Alas, it's still troublesome.
She was unwilling to be bullied by the later emperor and queen mother, so she swallowed her anger.
Nichuhe held his cheeks and looked out the window at the scenery, his thoughts racing.
Until a hand was placed on her shoulder, and a deep, familiar voice came from her ears, "What are you thinking?" ”
Alas, the fourth master came in without letting anyone report it.
Shocking.
Nichuhe denied, "I didn't think about anything, but my mind was empty for a while." ”
She couldn't tell him what she was thinking.
Otherwise, the man wouldn't have skinned her alive.
This is after his death.
Isn't that a curse on him?
The fourth master lowered his eyes to look at her calm face, didn't ask again, and sighed in his heart.
What kind of nonsense is this woman thinking, he can't understand her more and more.
Sometimes looking at her absent-minded appearance, he even has an inexplicable sense of unsteadiness, as if she is far away from him.
This made him very unhappy.
She is obedient and obedient on the surface, and occasionally has a temper tantrum, which is harmless, and he even likes the way she loses her temper.
This shows that her heart is in him.
But if she was quiet, it was as if that heart had left him.
He never cared if the hearts of those women in the backyard were on him.
After all, it is for their own purposes to please and cling to him.
Even the woman in front of her was just because she became her own side blessing at the beginning, so she tried her best to please her.
As far as he is concerned, if he likes it, he will pet it, and if he doesn't like it, he will put it aside.
The love between men and women was never in his consideration.
If you think too much, you will inevitably ask for trouble.
But I don't know when he started to think about it.
Annoyed that she didn't really treat him like other women.
On the other hand, he couldn't bear to touch her intentions, so he pretended not to know.
He couldn't help but believe that maybe she was also a little sincere, so she would lose her temper with him again and again and worry about the Li family.
He realized that this woman might be different, and he became more and more intrigued.
In the past, she has a grudge in her heart, she understands it, and she doesn't break it, she can make trouble as much as she likes, as long as she can dissipate her anger.
But no matter how much trouble she makes, she is not allowed to stay away.