"What are you going to do?!Yue'er is about to come out!" Ning Ke lowered his voice and said in a solemn voice.

A complicated look flashed across Chun Yuyan's face, he gritted his teeth, and said with difficulty: "Xiao Keke, can you not mention her for the time being?" I know that we are about to get married, and if we don't say some things now, we may never have a chance in the future." ”

"But you also have to know that once some words are spoken, they are irretrievable!" How Ning Ke didn't know his thoughts, he used to say that he liked her, but she always regarded him as a friend and didn't take it to heart, but now it's different, she has a husband and a child, and he is going to get married.

There are some things that are hard to take away once they say them! She doesn't want to be friends with each other!

"Even then, I'm still going to say it. Chun Yuyan's face was firm, and her dark eyes looked at her steadily, as if she wanted to suck someone in, and she turned her head unnaturally and did not look at him.

He smiled bitterly and said in a low voice, "Little Keke, you must know my thoughts, I have never seen anyone in the past and have never been afraid to say that you are the most special and beautiful girl I have ever seen." ”

"Don't say it!" Ning Ke gritted his teeth.

"Xiao Keke, don't be afraid, I didn't confess to you today, I know you understand my intentions, so I won't say more. Chun Yuyan continued, his voice was originally deep and low, and when he lowered his voice, he spoke even more beautifully, with an inexplicable sadness, "I just wanted to ask you how you are doing today, when you were about to give birth, we left suddenly, causing you to almost die......"

Speaking of this, he wrinkled his face guiltily, "Now that I think about it, I still regret it, why didn't I wait a few days before leaving, why did I leave you alone to face those?" Really, Xiao Keke, you don't know what kind of mood I felt when I heard that you almost died. I would love to fly to you immediately, but the situation in North Vietnam at that time was ...... I'm not allowed to be so headstrong anymore. ”

Ning Ke said: "You don't have to feel guilty, I know you had no choice but at that time." ”

"yes! I always console myself with this reason. Chun Yuyan smiled bitterly: "However, I know that is just self-deception." Thankfully, you're safe and sound, otherwise I wouldn't have been able to forgive myself. ”

"Pure in the Flame ......"

"Little Keke, listen to me. ”

Chun Yuyan interrupted her again, "There are some things that I can only tell you now, I'm afraid we won't have the opportunity to talk like this in the future, please give me such a chance, okay? ”

Ning Ke is still not used to being so sad, in her heart, he has always been the heroic and honest prairie man at the beginning, he doesn't know what shyness is, he doesn't care about etiquette, he is kind and upright, concentrated, optimistic and positive.

But now, since they met again, there seemed to be an indissoluble sadness in his eyes, and he could no longer see a ray of sunshine.

What happened when he came back, what made him like this?

"I used to boast that I was straightforward and free, an eagle at ease on the grassland, and a lion with the most noble and majestic style...... I have never been shackled by the world, I just want to do what I want to do and be a happy and chic person. Chun Yuyan lowered his head, and his voice sounded a little sad, "However, I never thought that the reason why I could be so happy is because someone has borne so much difficulty for me." ”

He continued: "Little Keke, I really regret it, really! If I had been more sensible and able to take on some responsibilities, my father and queen mother might not have died, and North Vietnam would not have been in civil war, nor would it have been ruined!

"Don't say that, you really can't be blamed for all this stuff happening. Ning Ke felt a little sympathy in her heart, and she comforted him, "A country is bound to go through this, no matter what you do, wars and strife cannot be avoided. ”

Chun Yuyan shook his head, "No, it's not like that. It was I who killed my father and mother, and it was I who caused the infighting in North Vietnam......" Ning Ke opened his mouth to relieve him, but he immediately interrupted her, "Little Keke, you don't have to comfort me, I know it's all caused by my willfulness." If I had been careful when my father was seriously ill and had stayed by his side to help him defend against those who had bad intentions, my father would not have died....... When I first went to Kyoto, I escaped, and my father was sick at that time, so he didn't tell me, and I didn't know. He wanted me to get married as soon as possible, and wanted to abdicate and make me the king of North Vietnam, but I didn't want to, I didn't want to marry someone I didn't like, and I didn't want to be the emperor!

"Hehe, I'm such a stupid person!" he smiled bitterly and laughed at himself: "At that time, my father was actually seriously ill, if I had a little patience, I would have found out, and the queen mother also tactfully persuaded me, but I didn't listen." Later, when I ran out, my father found out and didn't even blame me, and gave me the title of envoy to Kyoto. Until the end, the civil strife in North Vietnam, the father was seriously ill and was angry to death, and the queen mother did not want to be insulted, so she committed suicide and went with her father. Yue'er's parents also suffered unfortunate because they supported my father...... At that time, when we got the news and rushed back, it was too late, and it was no longer the loud laughter of my father and the emperor, and the gentle hands of the queen mother, but the cold corpse, endless blood!"

He pointed to the soles of his feet, his voice painful and suppressed, and he was vaguely choked, "It's here, in this palace! I have become a murderer, and I have the blood of countless Beiyue Erlang on my hands...... If I hadn't been so willful at the beginning, and I had been able to obey my father's arrangement, all this would not have been like this! It was I who killed my father and mother, and I was the one who harmed it!"

When Ning Ke heard this, he probably knew why he was so sad, it was nothing more than that he felt that he had killed his parents and caused Beiyue to become like this!

She sighed, "Some things are destined by God, as you said, if you didn't leave at that time, you stayed to inherit the throne, but it is a fact that your father is seriously ill, and he will have to leave sooner or later." And North Vietnam's internal and external difficulties were not something that could be achieved overnight, and it must have accumulated for a long time before it broke out. Even if you stay, you can't change this objective fact. Besides, it's not all good for you to come to Kyoto, at least you know us!"

"Yes, knowing you is my only relief. Chun Yuyan raised his head, his eyes were bloodshot, but after all, there was a smile of relief on his face, he looked at her deeply, and said seriously: "Xiao Keke, even if my heart sinks in hell, but when I think of you, my heart can live." ”

"Don't say such things!" Ning Ke is most afraid of him like this, some words are really irreparable as soon as he says them, especially now that he is going to get married, where does he put her when he says this?

"If you don't like it, then I won't say it!" Chun Yuyan didn't show too sad expression, he sighed faintly, and continued, "I haven't talked so much to others for a long time since I returned to North Vietnam. Xiao Keke, I'll just say these words this time in my life. For nothing else, I just want to explain to you why I couldn't stay to help you and almost kill you. ”

"Am I not okay now? You don't need to explain to me, besides that I am already married, and my husband will protect me. Ning Ke didn't want to rub salt in his heart, but she had to make him understand that he would die of this heart.

Chun Yuyan smiled weakly, he grabbed the white tuxedo on his body, and said to her, "I understand, as long as he is good to you." You can also rest assured, I will not be willful anymore, Yue'er's parents died because of me, I will definitely take care of her for the rest of my life, North Vietnam needs me to do this, and my father and queen mother also want me to do this. Little Keke, I will be a good king, and I will be a good husband. ”

"If only you could figure it out. Ning Ke breathed a sigh of relief, she was most afraid that he would drill the tip of the horns.

Chun Yuyan laughed briefly, and suddenly took a step back, "Okay, if you need to say it, I'll finish it, and it can be regarded as an explanation for the past!"

"Well, I understand. Ning Ke saw that the time was not early, and it was about to be an auspicious time, so he hurriedly urged him, "The time is almost up, you go quickly! ”

Chun Yuyan nodded, looked at her deeply, and quickly moved away, as if he was afraid that he would be reluctant, and forced himself to turn around and leave. Ning Ke looked at his lonely back and heard him say sadly.

"If I could, I would never reincarnate in the emperor's family again in my next life. ”

Ning Ke sighed, who wants to be in the emperor's house? The appearance looks extremely glamorous, but how many intrigues, cold guns and arrows have to be faced?

When he walked away, Ning Ke came out of the corner, but as everyone knows, Helian Yue was standing in the corridor, looking at the direction where Chun Yuyan left with complicated eyes.

Ning Ke chuckled in her heart, when did she come? How much did she hear?

"Yue'er ......"

Ning Ke shouted stiffly and walked over.

Helian Yue turned her head and saw Ning Ke, her eyes flashed slightly, and she laughed, "It turns out that Sister Ke'er is here, I have been waiting for you for a long time." ”

"Yes!" Ning Ke didn't intend to hide it, and said truthfully: "Chun Yuyan came just now, and I wanted to go in to see you, but I drove him away, I was really anxious!"

Helian Yue seemed to be slightly relieved when she heard her say this, and her eyes lit up, "So that's the case, I said that I seemed to see him!"

"Yue'er, you will be husband and wife in the future, Sister Ke'er hopes that you will be happy. Ning Ke held her hand and said sincerely.

Helian Yue nodded, "Sister, don't worry, we will definitely do it." ”

"It's getting late, it's time for us to go. ”

"Good!"

Ning Ke helped Helian Yue in, and not long after, someone came to say that he was going to the ceremony.