Chapter 39: Drama
Lin Xian lowered her voice: "I had a boyfriend before, I have been with him for three years, and the pain is far more than happiness, but I have been selectively amnesiac and forget all his badness." Our stories are all trivial things, and I am not afraid of laughing at people when I say it, he is not good, but I will always be his foil.
Because of his machismo, he did not allow my light to overshadow him.
When we play games together, I can only play support, and if I win, he is great, and if I lose, I am pitted. In reality, whenever he needs me, I must be, and when he doesn't need me, I have to stay away. In order to please him, I got up at five o'clock in the winter to buy him breakfast, and I would save a few months of pocket money to hold a birthday party for him.
I've been thinking about why I unconsciously put myself in the lowest position in a relationship, why I forgave him after he scolded me and coaxed me a few more words.
Until one day, I saw my parents.
That day, my father and mother had a conflict, my father kept scolding my mother, they quarreled fiercely, to the point of divorce, but not long after, when my father was angry, he went back to coax my mother.
disappointed everyone, my mother is not as decisive as the big heroine in the TV series, but like most people, she chooses to forgive. This drama has been repeated many times in my life.
So that time, it was the first time I seriously considered breaking up with my boyfriend. Because I saw the pattern of getting along with my boyfriend from the shadow of my parents.
I hated my mother's endless flattery, but I found myself unconsciously becoming more and more like her. ”
When Lin Shu heard this, goosebumps rose all over her body, because why shouldn't she?
Every time the father forces the mother, the mother hates it, but still passively accepts it. This is very similar to Lin Shu's reaction every time her parents force Lin Shu: she is helpless while struggling.
Lin Xian continued to record: "I remember that my sister once said something to me, she said that the upper limit of life may be life, but not surprisingly, the lower limit is basically artificial. Now, I give this sentence to "Flying Pigs" as they are. ”
When Lin Shu heard this, she covered her mouth and shook her head and smiled, this is what she said many years ago, I didn't expect Lin Xian to remember it for so long.
When she said this, she was still young, and she had that ruthlessness in her heart, but now that she listens to it, she is quite a bit of a standing and talking without backache.
Lin Shu's mobile phone rang, she hurriedly took off her headphones and left the wiring room, probably because of the drama, it was Liao Tingye who called.
Liao Tingye's voice sounded a little hesitant: "I just got the drama ticket, and the time on the ticket shows that it is half past seven tonight." My brother didn't tell me in advance, if you don't have time in the evening, it's okay to miss the appointment. ”
In Liao Tingye's concept, he has always believed that everyone has their own life, so when asking a girl to come out, you have to make an appointment a few days in advance, otherwise it will be impolite to make an appointment on the same day.
Lin Shu smiled: "I'm free." ”
Lin Shu hung up the phone and still held the phone for a long time. Because Liao Tingye respects her very much, she feels that this boy is too cute.
Lin Shu returned to the wiring room, and Lin Xian waited for the show to end before she walked out of the broadcast studio.
Lin Xian flashed her starry eyes and asked expectantly: "Sister, it's okay!" ”
Lin Shu gave a thumbs up: "The flying pig will be your number one fan in the future." ”
Lin Shu and Lin Xian went home together, and after dinner in the evening, Lin Shu drove to the theater.
Liao Tingye was still standing at the door of the theater in a handsome manner, his posture was upright, and Lin Shu saw him from a long distance. Lin Shu parked the car and walked in front of Liao Tingye.
Liao Tingye didn't react at first, but when he saw Lin Shu, he showed his signature toothy grin, his hands in his pockets, and his hair swaying in the air.
Lin Shu had to sigh, this toothy smile...... The white teeth and the curvature of the corners of the mouth are too poking. She looked up at the sky, obviously it was dark now, and it was not in the sun, why did Liao Tingye have a sparkling aura.
The male version of the first love face is a little more extravagant, it is Liao Tingye, so that Lin Shu looked at him in a trance, and it took a while to come to his senses.
Lin Shu shook her head and sobered up: "Why did you think about watching this show?" I've never seen a man and a woman come together to see this, aren't you afraid to doubt love after watching it? ”
Liao Tingye tilted his head and expressed helplessness: "I searched it today, and I found out that this drama is not suitable for dating, but there is a saying that only if you don't believe in love, you can have true love." ”
Lin Shu smiled: "Suffix, by Liao Tingye." What kind of fallacy is this, don't mislead me. ”
Liao Tingye: "Your three views are so sound, if I can mislead you, then you should give me an award." ”
The two entered the theater and sat in the first row. Lin Shu has never sat in the first row to watch the play, she remembers that when she first watched this play, she was still young, and she cried a lot at the time, so this time she specially prepared a lot of tissues to avoid being too ugly when she went out of the theater.
Lin Yizhou finished the exam very early, but he didn't go home, but took the bus around the city again and again.
He watched as the sky grew dark, and his heart was empty. Maybe he should go to the hospital to see his father, or maybe he should go home and brush up on two more questions.
But he didn't want to do anything, he just wanted to wander around the city quietly. That's right, he felt that he had failed the exam, and he felt that he had studied in vain for a month.
Lin Yizhou has always admired the kind of person who can cry, because he always feels that he is a little stressed, but he can't vent it, I don't know if it's because he was taught since he was a child to tell him that boys don't flick when they have tears, he only feels that boys crying is a gaffe.
Before he knew it, it was almost ten o'clock at night, Lin Yizhou still didn't want to go home, he turned on his mobile phone, only to find that the mobile phone was out of battery.
Lin Shu and Liao Tingye walked out of the theater, and Liao Tingye watched the drama and doubted his life.
Lin Shu took out her mobile phone and saw several missed calls from Lin Xian, and couldn't help but feel suspicious.
When she was in the theater, she turned her mobile phone to silent, so she didn't see Lin Xian's call, but according to Lin Xian's character, if something big didn't happen, she wouldn't call continuously.
Lin Shu called the phone back to Lin Xian.
Lin Xian looked at her watch at home, it was almost ten o'clock, and Lin Yizhou hadn't gone home yet. Lin Yizhou is usually very obedient, and this will never happen for no reason, and his phone can't get through.
If it was just these, Lin Xian wouldn't think too much, after all, Lin Yizhou was also an adult, not a child, but today happened to be the end of the exam.
Approaching the college entrance examination, Lin Xian received many parents to the radio, saying that their children were under pressure and did a lot of unbelievable behaviors, Lin Xian couldn't help it, so she went to Lin Yizhou's room to take a look, and found that there were many red exclamation marks written on the pieces of paper on his desk.
With Lin Xian's brain replenishment ability, can she still sit still?