Chapter 203: Doomed to Fail
Lu Nuoxin got up silently, walked to Nan Ruochen's room, raised her hand and put it down again, she couldn't bear the pain of losing anymore, Nan Ruochen, I beg you, please be good!
When he was hesitating, the door was opened, and Imperial Physician Liang looked tired, with sweat on his forehead, and bowed to Lu Nuoxin and said, "He hasn't woken up yet, but he doesn't have to worry about his life, Niangniang go in and take a look." ”
Lu Nuoxin nodded, and did not say any words of thanks, because a word of thanks was not enough to express. He glanced at him gratefully and immediately walked in.
Nan Ruochen's face was still so pale, only the lip flap had slightly recovered a little blood, and his heartbeat was much stronger. Lu Nuoxin took his hand hanging on the edge of the bed and stared at him silently, without saying a word. He's fine.
Nan Ruochen's brows moved slightly, feeling the soft touch of skin in his hands, and he didn't open his eyes. Such a moment is too precious for him, and perhaps, for the rest of his life, will never be again. So, he coveted, this moment of warmth. However, her worries were clearly transmitted to him, and he couldn't help but open his eyes, wanting to tell her that he was fine.
Seeing him wake up, Lu Nuoxin's heart was a little lighter, and he didn't let go of his hand, two lines of tears slipped down from his eyes, dripping on his hand, splashing, and now, there was only Nan Ruochen by her side.
This move set off a storm in his heart. Will she shed tears for him too? She would have shed tears for him! Nan Ruochen's eyes, which had never shed tears since Liang Meng's death, suddenly felt a sourness. With these two lines of her tears, his life, no matter what he does for her, is worth it.
Slowly raised a hand, although it was very weak, he still tried to support her delicate face, for her to wipe away the crystal tears that were so precious to him, with a gentle expression on his face that could melt everything, and the movements of his hands were also extremely gentle, for fear that his hand would scratch her skin, carefully. Softly spoke, his voice weak and hoarse, and said, "I'm fine, don't worry." ”
She nodded vigorously, trying to give him a smile, and said softly, "Well, Ruochen, thank you for being alive." I tried to laugh at her, but the tears fell unconsciously, and they raged on her face.
Ruochen ...... A change in title is enough to prove the change in her inner feelings, Nan Ruochen's heart was extremely moved, but her heart was burned by her raging tears, and she wanted to say comfort, but she stopped: "Don't talk first, close your eyes, and have a good rest, I will be here with you, waiting for you to wake up." ”
Nan Ruochen smiled weakly, but she looked so happy and happy, as if she had received the most precious gift in the world, which made her heart tremble, just like this, was he already satisfied? Nan Ruochen, what a fool.
Nan Ruochen closed his eyes and slept for most of the day, but in fact, he was not asleep. No one knows how much he cherishes this moment. Feel the warmth of her hands with her heart, remember this moment, remember her feelings for him, even if this feeling is just a friend or a relative, simple and beautiful.
However, this is a rare thing for him. Her expressions flashed in her mind one by one, heavy, worried, distressed, joyful, tired...... Tired, he opened his eyes, she must have been worried about him and didn't sleep all night, he was still lying here peacefully, enjoying her warmth, coveting her warmth at this moment.
Lu Nuoxin felt the fluctuation of his emotions, saw the look of self-blame in his eyes, and asked puzzledly, "Ruochen, what's wrong?" ”
Nan Ruochen withdrew his hand and said, "Go back quickly...... Rest. ”
Lu Nuoxin was slightly stunned, and then smiled faintly: "I don't care." Thinking of what Liuchen told her, her eyes couldn't stop turning red: "Nan Ruochen, don't do everything for me in the future, I don't deserve your life for me." ”
Nan Ruochen lowered his eyes, the most important thing is not whether he is worth it or not, but whether he is willing or not. As long as he paid more for her, he didn't complain, but suddenly felt that something was wrong with her, and asked, "Lu Nuoxin, what's wrong with you, is something wrong?" ”
She suppressed the picture of Qingchan Temple that flashed in her mind, shook her head, and said, "Nan Ruochen, I'm fine, you must live well, I can't lose anyone anymore, so I beg you, live well." ”
Nan Ruochen finally looked at the flowing dust on the side: "Miss Liu, what happened?" ”
She lifted her sleeves to wipe away the tears, looked at Lu Nuoxin, and then at Nan Ruochen, and said, "Nothing, Lu Nuoxin is just worried about your injury." You need to get better. ”
If she knew that Lu Nuoxin had such a big thing, how could Nan Ruochen recover from her injuries, she couldn't tell him. However, Nan Ruochen's questioning gaze made her uneasy, and she looked out of the door nervously, and said, "Imperial Doctor Liang's medicine should be fine, I'll go and serve it for you." ”
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was originally a straightforward woman, but she was panicked when Nan Ruochen was injured, and she was nervous when facing Nan Ruochen. Looking at the back of Liuchen leaving in a hurry, thinking of Liuchen's pious appearance under the wishing tree that day, she understood a lot in her heart.
Lu Nuoxin's gaze withdrew from Liuchen's back, and he sighed: "Nan Ruochen, Liuchen is a good woman. ”
Nan Ruochen looked at her eyes steadily, and hurriedly explained: "Lu Nuoxin, me and her are not what you think, she and I are just a friend I met in Jiangnan. ”
"I know." These liuchen told her last night, what kind of love made that woman follow him from Jiangnan to the capital? "You shouldn't do that to her." He called her a flowing girl, not a flowing dust, and his alienation and resistance were obvious, and she couldn't see it.
Hearing this, Nan Ruochen smiled helplessly: "You are always so smart, you can see through it at a glance, but since you are destined to lose her, it is better not to provoke her from the beginning." ”
She shook her head: "Why don't you try to accept her, she is very similar to you, straightforward and uninhibited, she is such a bold woman, but she is only nervous in front of you, her feelings for you must be clear in your heart, she is very suitable for you." ”
Nan Ruochen was stunned, and the warmth that had just risen in her heart because of her concern seemed to have been hit to the bottom again: "Lu Nuoxin, don't take back your warmth so quickly, and push me to others." ”
She suddenly didn't know how to answer Nan Ruochen's words, she was also destined to lose him, not to mention that now, she is still burdened with a sea of blood and hatred, this road may be a road of no return, she shouldn't involve anyone anymore, so she can't give Nan Ruochen any hope, Liuchen is indeed a woman who is suitable for him.
"Don't talk about that, now you have to take care of your injuries, don't think about anything else." She pretended to laugh easily, but it made him feel inexplicably distressed.