Chapter Seventy-Three: Accepting Loss and Facing Reality

The next afternoon, Luo Yichen returned home.

Luo's mother came up and took the bag from her son's hand.

"If you don't come home at night and your phone is turned off, you know how worried your mother is!"

"I'm not coming back." Luo Yichen changed his shoes, looking tired.

"Son, Xu Yihan came home yesterday afternoon." Luo's mother followed behind her son.

Luo Yichen sat on the sofa, picked up the water on the coffee table and drank it.

"Cool, mom will pour you a cup of hot water." Luo's mother said as she took the cup from her son's hand.

"Happy?" Luo Yichen didn't see her daughter when she entered the door.

"Chu Chu took it out." Luo's mother poured a cup of hot water and handed it to her son.

"It's inconvenient for her to go out with fun!"

"Yang Siyuan followed." Luo's mother sat beside her son and looked at her son distressedly: "Xu Yihan told me, you tell your mother, what do you think?" If you really don't like it, your mother won't force you, it's a big deal to sell villas and cars at home, not to mention your parents' pension money. ”

Luo Yichen leaned on the sofa, put his hand on his forehead, closed his eyes, frowned, listening to what his mother said, he felt a sour and sad feeling in his heart.

"Mom, the villa is sold, where do you live? No matter how difficult it is for me, I will not use your and my father's pension money! Luo Yichen sat up: "Mom, don't worry about it, I'll figure it out myself." ”

"Actually, my mother likes Xu Yihan a lot, but you don't like it."

"What do you like about her?" Luo Yichen looked at his mother.

"Mom feels that this child is really well-intentioned to you, and she is so persistent, which shows that she really loves you, otherwise she wouldn't have paid so much for you."

"Because of that, you like her?"

"Isn't that enough? Here's what she does for you, ordinary people can't do. ”

"Mom knows that you can't let go of Lin Chuxia, because Lin Chuxia fills your heart, so others can't enter your heart, marriage and love are different."

"Mom, I'm tired...... Luo Yichen stood up and prepared to go upstairs.

"Okay, mom won't talk about it, you think about it, don't be too embarrassed yourself."

Luo Yichen went upstairs, entered the room, and lay directly on the bed, feeling so tired, physically tired, and mentally tired, but his brain couldn't stop.

He really wanted to get a good night's sleep.

……

Luo Chuchu entered the door, although he was already pregnant, but he still acted freely.

Yang Siyuan followed behind with Luo Xingxing, who was holding a colorful balloon in his hand.

"Mom, is my brother back?"

"I'm back, just upstairs."

"I'm looking for Baba......" Yang Siyuan just put down Luo Xingxing, and Luo Xingxing was ready to go upstairs.

"Happy and good, you play with your uncle first, and your aunt and father will say a few words." Luo Chuchu tugged at the hat behind Happy Clothes.

"Happy, uncle is playing games with you." Yang Siyuan shook his phone.

"Okay." Luo happily pouted and went to find his uncle.

Luo Chuchu went upstairs and came to his brother's room.

"Brother, you should start over, don't wait for Lin Chuxia." Luo Chuchu gets straight to the point.

Luo Yichen's frowning brows moved slightly.

"Lin Chuxia got married at the end of last year, and Wen Jinghao."

Luo Yichen was motionless, his eyes closed, but his chest rose and fell, as if he was suppressing, suppressing the small universe that was about to explode.

The air condenses in an instant...... Luo Chuchu saw the corners of his brother's eyes and burst into tears.

"Brother, I haven't told you all the time, I'm afraid you won't be able to bear it, but the facts already exist, you can't escape it, you can only accept it."

Luo Yichen was still motionless, knowing that this day would always come, and he couldn't hide.

Luo Chuchu left, and the moment she turned around, she burst into tears, for her brother and best friend......

Luo Chuchu went downstairs, Yang Siyuan looked up and saw her with tears on her face, and walked quickly to her.

Luo Chuchu hugged Yang Siyuan and cried.

"Baby, don't cry, it's not good for the fetus." Yang Siyuan stroked her hair.

Luo Xingxing's eyes widened, looking at her aunt, she seemed to understand something, threw down her phone, went upstairs, and looked for her father.

"My aunt is crying, and Baba is definitely not happy."

Luo Xingxing stood in front of the bed, looked at the tears on his father's face, stretched out his little hand, wiped it on his father's face, and helped his father wipe his tears.

"Baba doesn't cry, I'm happy."

Luo Yichen grabbed her daughter's hand, buried her head deep in the quilt, and kept sobbing.

"Baba be strong! Happiness will always be with you. Luo Xingxing climbed onto the bed and touched his father's head like a little adult.

Finally, Luo Yichen stopped, he got up, walked to the bathroom, turned on the faucet, and kept rinsing his face with water.

Luo Xingxing stood beside his father, with tears in his eyes, and he couldn't help himself from crying.

Luo Yichen took the towel, wiped the water droplets on his face, looked at himself in the mirror, and said to himself in his heart: "It's okay, I'm happy with Luo!" ”

He picked up Luo Xingxing and walked to the bedside: "Happy sleeping with Dad tonight!" ”

"Really?" Luo laughed happily, tears welling up in his eyes.

"Really, when did Daddy lie to you?"

Luo Xingxing climbed onto the bed and turned into the bed.

"Baba's quilt is so warm, Baba is lying next to happiness!"

"Good!" Luo Yichen took off his coat and pants and lay next to his daughter.

My daughter came back from the insulation room, and she has been sleeping with her nurse, and today I am lying with my daughter for the first time, and I feel so steady.

"Baba, can you tell me, Ma Ma looks beautiful?"

Luo Yichen's eyes were moist again, he had to face it and accept it after all. At this moment, the daughter, when it comes to her mother, is no longer crying.

"Mom is beautiful, big eyes, long hair, your mom is the most beautiful mom in the world."

"Then why isn't Ma Ma happy?"

"It's not that Mom doesn't want you, it's just that Mom is sick, she has amnesia, she doesn't remember being happy, and when she gets better, she will remember being happy and will come to find happiness."

"Where's Ma Ma? Can I go to her? ”

"Mom is far, far away, and when she grows up, she can go to Mom."

……

From today on, Luo Yichen put Lin Chuxia in the deepest part of his heart, hidden it deeply, and did not touch it. and his heart, sealed together.

In a person's life, sometimes you will meet a person, in a certain situation, spend a good time, unforgettable love, however, lost, past, become irreversible facts, you can only accept, continue to move forward, repair in pain, rebuild in pain.

To rebuild one's heart, one must first accept the reality of loss, acknowledge one's pain, and acknowledge its irreversibility.

In this process, the most difficult thing to control are those self-righteous delusions, which only take away our strength and cannot focus on self-healing.

The healing process is long, and one day, you will face reality with a smile.

Luo Yichen finally walked through this day......