What is it like to die, everyone may have different thoughts. Pen, fun, pavilion www. biquge。 Some people think that death is an endless emptiness, while others think that death is eternal tranquility. There are always different understandings of death in one way or another.

However, this kind of thinking can only be considered conjecture, because not everyone has ever been exposed to death. Not everyone can survive after being in close contact with death and share their senses.

Most people's experience of death comes from their own analysis, from books and words, or from what they have seen and heard. But Jill, unlike Jill, her current experience is a real feeling that comes entirely from herself.

Liberated, unwilling. This is her truest experience and feeling about death. What death brought to her was a sense of relief from all grievances and hatreds. But when she embraced death, she found that in the depths of her soul, she still had the emotions of living in this world as a human being. Although some emotions have dissipated with death. But there are others, but after death comes, they become more profound and unforgettable.

When she was alive, she buried this feeling that could not lead to anything deep in the deepest part of her heart, so that it would never see the light of day again. But when she stepped into death, this kind of feeling that she had been buried deep in her heart accompanied her to the world of death, and then entangled her soul like a maggot on the tarsal bone, making her taste unwilling little by little.

This is the most painful of all, because the unwillingness of a dead soul will not lead to anything. And the most ridiculous thing is that all this was originally her own choice. He gave up his life because of a moment of despair, only to be reduced to such a situation, and enjoy the taste of regret forever. This made the only consciousness in her soul start to go berserk.

And just when her soul began to go berserk, and even began to change because of it. A light suddenly appeared beside her, like a warm stream of water, enveloping her entirely.

It was a very magical feeling that could not be described in words. For Jill, who now has only a soul left, she even feels a warmth that has returned to her mother's arms. And as this light intensifies, this feeling of warmth becomes urgent. Jill began to gasp involuntarily.

Strange hallucinations also seem to begin to appear in front of her eyes. From the darkness of death and the warm light that changed, more and more vivid colors began to appear in her vision little by little. She saw more, just like she had when she was alive.

Or rather, she is indeed alive now. She was rescued from the world of death. The source of all this is Zhou Yi, who is standing in front of her at the moment, pressing her chest and constantly transmitting strength to her.

Jill who had just returned to the world naturally saw Zhou Yi beside him. At this moment, she did not ask what was going on, like someone who suddenly woke up from a coma. Death is not the same as being in a coma, she naturally knows what is happening to her.

So she could only glance at Zhou Yi in a complicated manner, and then made a hoarse voice from her mouth.

"You saved me? Why did you save me? ”

"That's what I'm asking you! Why are you killing yourself, what the hell is going on in your head! ”

Hearing Jill's question, Zhou Yi immediately couldn't help but ask angrily. You know, if he came two more minutes in the evening, it wouldn't be so easy to revive her.

Once the Grim Reaper has taken her soul from the world, the only way to resurrect Gil is to enter the realm of death and find her existence among the countless people of the goddess of death. And for him, who has lost the power of the gods, how difficult it is to enter the realm of death. That may well be the end of the end of the past, never to return.

Maybe it was after dying that I felt afraid. Maybe discovering death didn't solve her problem. So at this time, in the face of Zhou Yi's questioning, Jill lowered his head unexpectedly.

"Sorry, I was too impulsive. Because I didn't think about it for a while, I did this stupid thing. I promise, it won't happen again. ”

"It's better not to happen again, because I can't be by your side at any time." Jill's bowing made Zhou Yi barely have a reason to extinguish the fire, and he still said this mercilessly, but he gradually increased the life force in his hand. "You see, your life has been given by me when I was a god. You are immortal, blessed by God. Is it really worth it to give up such a life because you can't think about it for a while? ”

"A blessed life?" Hearing this, a miserable smile appeared on Jill's face. "I didn't really know my life was blessed. If I've been blessed, why do I always lose what matters most? Zhou Yi, you are a god, can you tell me the answer to this question? Why the hell is that! ”

"That's enough, Jill. Do you think you're miserable? ”

Listening to Jill's words, Zhou Yi immediately shouted angrily. He grabbed Jill by the collar and lifted her up.

"Look at the land where you stand. How many people have died here, do you remember? You feel miserable and have you ever thought about them. Wondered what these dead people had lost, and whether they were miserable. Remember to me that you are alive, but they are dead. Compared to you, they are miserable lives. ”

"Ha, haha!" At this time, Jill couldn't make any explanation to Zhou Yi at all. She didn't have the courage to tell him what she thought was lost. The unwillingness after death still lingers in her heart, and the emotions she suppressed are frantically stirring. However, her status as a living person restricts her, so that she can only laugh, silently shed tears in the laughter, and in this way hides the existence of that emotion.

In the midst of the blood, Jill laughed madly and hoarsely, tears rolling down her cheeks with laughter, making her look as miserable as a swan with folded wings.

Zhou Yi couldn't understand her mood at this moment, but he could feel the sadness and pain in her heart. In this unclear situation, he could not give her any verbal comfort. So he could only sigh and pick her up and send her into her bedroom.

As he had done before, he put Jill on the bed, changed into her pajamas, and found a hot towel to wipe the stains off her little by little.

In the process, Jill was at his mercy like a delicate doll, and she didn't even say a word other than staring at him with wide eyes.

This may be a good thing for Zhou Yi, because it can make them a lot less unnecessary embarrassment between them. And in this silent tacit understanding, Zhou Yi quickly completed all this. When he had tucked the corners of the quilt, he opened his mouth and admonished Jill.

"Take a good rest. If you really feel that this city is not for you, I give you permission to leave. You don't need to put such a heavy burden on yourself, rest assured, I won't blame you for this. You have the right to choose the life you want, I have no right to stop you, and no one has the right to stop you. It's just that I hope you can still be my friend if you can. ”

Friend? This word made the pain in Jill's heart a little more intense. And when she watched Zhou Yi get up and wanted to leave, she could no longer control her behavior. She stretched out her hand violently and grabbed the corner of Zhou Yi's clothes, causing his movements to stop.

"Can you have a drink with me?"

Looking at Zhou Yi's suspended body, Jill couldn't find any reason to do so, so he could only find such an excuse.

And Zhou Yi, who originally wanted to refuse, softened his heart again after seeing the pleading in her eyes. Jill is not a sick person, and she is even healthier when she has just been resurrected by him. In this case, he really had no reason not to let her drink.

And Zhou Yi can also see that she has heart disease. Alcohol may be the only cure for this condition. So he nodded, said "Wait a minute" to Jill, and walked straight out.

A moment later, when he returned. He already had two wine glasses in his hands, and a bottle of whiskey that had not yet been opened. Putting the wine glass on the head of the bed, Zhou Yi had just poured the wine, and Jill couldn't wait to stretch out his hand, picked up a glass of wine and poured it directly into his mouth.

The liquor turned into a flowing line of fire and burrowed into her throat, making her whole body become a little foggy. But she was not satisfied, but put the cup down and said to Zhou Yi.

"One more drink!"

Zhou Yi didn't stop her, but poured her another glass of wine while holding his own wine glass. Just like last time, Jill immediately drank the spirit, and then immediately repeated the same thing. Zhou Yi also cooperated with her silently, allowing her to express her inner anguish in this way.

Until the bottle ran out of wine and Jill was lying on the bed like a ball of water. Zhou Yicai sighed and stood up.

As a friend, there is only so much he can do, and as for the rest, it can only be up to Jill to think about it. After covering the quilt for Jill, Zhou Yi was already planning to turn around and leave. At this moment, Jill grabbed his hand so violently that he couldn't take the step of leaving.

"Stay, stay with me. Just this one night! ”

Jill was full of the smell of wine and uttered these words, which sounded completely meaningless and misty to Zhou Yi. So he replied without even thinking about it.

"Jill, you've drunk too much!"

"I didn't, Zhou Yi. I know what I'm doing! Listen bastard, only this one night, I just want this one night. After tonight, you act as if none of this happened. ”

"How is that possible!" Zhou Yi really couldn't tell if Jill was talking drunk or if it was really this idea. So he could only reply with a wry smile. "Jill, you should know that I have women I love, and I can't betray them!"

"I know I didn't let you betray them. I didn't expect anything from them! Jill, who was already like a beautiful snake without bones under the impetus of alcohol, quietly hugged him from behind Zhou Yi and whispered to him in his ear. All I want is this one night, only this one night, you belong to me. That's enough for me. Bastard, it doesn't matter if you love me or not, I just want you for one night, understand? ”

"I don't want your love, I just want you to give me a child so that I can have some sustenance in the future. This is the only request that a woman who may have loved you for you, can't you give her something to answer? ”

Jill's words made Zhou Yi's body suddenly stiffen, and his brain suddenly became numb. At this moment, Jill was already smiling and fell on the bed with him in his arms.

It was the only night she could have him, and the only night she needed. Because of this, tonight has become very different. (To be continued.) )