Jiang Jiang's question was obviously beyond Fu Siyan's expectations, because from his always calm face, Jiang Jiang could see a trace of stunned.

Really......

Jiang Jiang frowned worriedly, and couldn't help but blame himself a little.

She is still too abrupt, too, with such a private question, how could Fu Siyan not be angry.

"That, Mr. Fu, if you don't want to say it, just don't ask, I didn't mean to offend you, I'm sorry."

Jiang Jiang sincerely apologized, with guilt in her eyes, she gently pulled the corner of Fu Siyan's clothes, and said, "Let's go, it's not early today." ”

She wanted to take this stubble vaguely like this, but she didn't want to, her hand was held by Fu Siyan's backhand and clenched tightly in the palm of her hand.

"You don't have to apologize to me."

Jiang Jiang felt a light sigh from Fu Siyan above her head, she was slightly stunned for a moment, and she didn't understand what Fu Siyan meant for a while.

Was he angry, or was he not angry?

But there was no need for Jiang Jiang to entangle herself, Fu Siyan gave her the answer.

"As I said, you can ask me without scruples, and I will tell you."

Fu Siyan looked a little helpless, he took Jiang Jiang's hand, took her to the seat under the street lamp, and pulled her to sit down together.

At this time, it was almost eleven o'clock in the evening, and there were almost no pedestrians on the road, so Fu Siyan didn't have to worry about anyone hearing what he was going to say next.

The surroundings were very quiet, and Jiang Jiang could even faintly hear his heartbeat because of his nervousness.

Fu Siyan...... What's to be done?

Jiang Jiang couldn't figure him out a little, the wind at night became a little noisy, with a hint of coolness when it swept over her neck, Jiang Jiang couldn't help but shrink back, even such a small detail, but it couldn't escape Fu Siyan's gaze.

He unbuttoned his suit in silence, and gently draped the thick black suit jacket over Jiang Jiang's shoulders, his movements were so gentle, Fu Siyan did not speak at this time, but Jiang Jiang clearly saw concentration in his eyes.

Focus only on yourself.

"About my ......"

In the end, Fu Siyan spoke slowly, his voice was a little hoarse because of nervousness, he looked at Jiang Jiang for a moment, and said, "Maybe the truth is not what you think, even so, do you want to know?" ”

Fu Siyan's tone was a little dignified, Jiang Jiang couldn't help but sit up straight, his little face was tense, very firm and solemn, and he nodded slowly.

"I'll know sooner or later, won't I?"

Jiang Jiang's eyes looked at Fu Siyan seriously, she didn't know how to express her complicated feelings at this moment, so she could only tell Fu Siyan through her eyes that she didn't mind and was not afraid.

No matter what the truth about his illness was, no matter what his illness was, she wouldn't mind, let alone be scared and leave him.

She will still be her, the Jiang Jiang who loves Fu Siyan, and the Jiang Jiang who will not leave Fu Siyan.

Fortunately, Fu Siyan knew Jiang Jiang well enough, so even if it was just a look, it was enough for him to understand the mood Jiang Jiang wanted to convey.

"I see."

Fu Siyan smiled, because of Jiang Jiang's silent support, his nervousness slowly subsided.

Obviously, he had been afraid that Jiang Jiang would know the truth, and he was afraid that Jiang Jiang would leave him because of his illness, so he had been deliberately avoiding these, as if if he didn't mention it, his illness would not exist.

Fu Siyan is not sure enough to ensure that he will not lose control when he remembers the things in the past, it was the darkest time in his life, before he met Jiang Jiang, every time he thought about it, he would become irritable and gloomy, even if he was himself, he was deeply disgusted with him, let alone others?

That's why Jiang Jiang lost his mind when he asked at first glance.

It wasn't because of shock, but because of fear.

But now, he was not afraid.

Because he knows that Jiang Jiang will not leave him because of this.

Fu Siyan's heart suddenly swelled with great satisfaction, the corners of his mouth were slightly raised, and his deep and cold eyes were also full of tenderness at this moment.

"As you might have guessed, I'm not suffering from a physical illness, but from a psychological one."

Really.

Jiang Jiang's eyes flashed with a touch of clarity, but more, he was still distressed.

She really couldn't imagine that a near-perfect person like Fu Siyan would suffer from mental illness.

What had happened to him before?

Fu Siyan paused, as if she was thinking about how to speak next, Jiang Jiang didn't urge him, she just gently held Fu Siyan's hand on her knee and quietly stayed by his side.

This undoubtedly brought Fu Siyan great courage, he chuckled, lowered his eyes, and looked very calm, "It's a serious insomnia, Jiang Jiang, before I met you, I had insomnia for a full fifteen years. ”

"The cause of insomnia is not physical, but psychological, so no matter how much medication I take, there is no way to relieve the symptoms, as long as that thing keeps wrapping around me, I can't get rid of it."

Fu Siyan was smiling even when he was talking about these things, but for some reason, Jiang Jiang looked at the smile on his face, but he wanted to cry in distress.

She wanted to tell Fu Siyan not to laugh.

You know, the way you laugh now is worse than crying?

Because the smile on your face is so sad.

"Fu Siyan ......"

Jiang Jiang didn't know what to say at this moment to comfort him, but Fu Siyan shook his head and said softly, "I'm fine." ”

"Because I'm with you now, it's okay."

Fu Siyan looked at Jiang Jiang seriously and intently, as if he wanted to deeply trace Jiang Jiang's eyebrows and glances into the depths of his soul.

With the beginning, it's not hard to say what follows.

The nightmare that had tormented Fu Siyan for fifteen years originated when he was twelve years old.

Fu Siyan did not have the surname Fu from the beginning, he is not the biological son of the former president of the Fu Group, in fact, his biological parents are someone else.

It is a couple of lawyers who can almost be praised as legends in the industry, they are quite famous in the industry, many large multinational cases will even be entrusted to them, and it can be said that they are the top figures in domestic legal affairs.

Even so, their lives are like most ordinary people, ordinary daily life, happy families, and of course, a child who grew up in the love of their parents.

That is, Fu Siyan when he was a child.

When he was a child, Fu Siyan was not as taciturn as he is now, and his temperament was cold, although he was indeed precocious, but in general, he was also like most of his peers, lively and cheerful, full of curiosity about everything, and extremely friendly to the people around him.

If life goes on like this, Fu Siyan may grow into a hearty and bright adult, but unfortunately, fate always seems to like to joke with people, especially those who are born with great happiness.

That's what happened at that time......