141 The Quest for Human Self-Consciousness

Xin Zhongling and the twins seemed to be inspired, and they ate unceremoniously, and deliberately splashed some grease out, making a gurgling sound in their mouths.

Li Mingqi and Qu Ningjiao were encouraged and let go after trying two bites.

Several people ate everything with an extremely strange attitude, and without wiping their mouths, they stuck out their tongues and licked their lips and left.

This action shocked the other customers in the store to swallow their saliva.

Coming out of the restaurant, he looked up at the sky slightly, and said to a few people: "It's so beautiful tonight, I'm going to see the night view, you can get ready for tomorrow, just notify me." ”

didn't give her a chance to leave, the twins and Xin Zhongling pulled her up together: "You think it's so beautiful, there are so many things tomorrow, now come with us to check if there is any problem in the broadcast studio." ”

hugged the pole tightly and replied to the three of them: "No, I don't understand the things in the broadcast studio, just go and see them." ”

The twins let go of her, Xin Zhongling went over and gently grabbed her and said, "Don't struggle, you are the student president, without you taking the lead, how dare we go to a military aircraft like the broadcast studio." ”

made an aggrieved expression, and said unhappily: "Speaking of this, I haven't settled accounts with you yet, so many people, why did you name me to take over." ”

Xin Zhongling shook her head vigorously: "Ten thousand wrongs, I didn't name them, you were voted for by everyone." ”

stared at her viciously: "If you hadn't said that 'I suggest Xiaoyu to take over as the student president, she has enough ability to lead everyone to a better place', would I have been pushed to the throne so unexplained?" ”

"I'm just doing it to be safe, and even if I don't say so, there's a good chance that people will choose you."

"Then why do you want me to take this position?"

I don't know if it's the first time I've asked this question, but Xin Zhongling's answer is the same every time: "Oh, because I took a lot of effort to get to the current scale and situation, if I don't hand it over to my own people, I'm always worried that it will disappear that day." ”

It's a very real problem, even if you argue with her again, the result will not change.

Reluctantly, I went to the broadcasting studio with them, looked at the various equipment inside, and said to Xin Zhongling: "But then again, now you are doing all this, and I don't understand, I really can't find a suitable person to do this after you leave." ”

Xin Zhongling was checking the equipment in her hand: "Don't worry, as your best assistant, I won't let you be blind, I have already selected a good person among the freshmen, and she will help you do these jobs." ”

Sure enough, Xin Zhongling will always be reliable: "It seems that you have already arranged the future, thank you." ”

"You really don't like what you say, what do you mean by arranging the future, my sister is in good health, and it will not be a problem to live for another five hundred years."

"You have to borrow another five hundred years from heaven, he said, don't borrow."

When it was noisy, the work was almost done: "It's no problem, it's just too long to be useless, it's a little dirty, arrange someone to come and clean it up before the flag is raised tomorrow." ”

sat on the chair and didn't look up: "You can arrange this matter, anyway, so far, I am your puppet to support God's throne." ”

Mu Xiaoyu's attitude is as if he is really an emperor who has no real power.

Xin Zhongling was very unhappy and said to her: "You have to talk about your conscience, I am so good to you, so serious and responsible, where is your conscience." ”

"Conscience, it was a long time ago."

It's noisy, and time slips through your fingertips before you know it.

The pen in Li Shu's hand moved, and after writing a few love words, he stopped, and his mind was full of Mu Xiaoyu's appearance.

Sichun's appearance made the other people very curious, but she was too withdrawn, so no one asked.

When the lights out bell rang out, she woke up from her dream, and tomorrow's speech has not yet been written.

But with only ten minutes left, it will definitely not be finished.

Thinking of Mu Xiaoyu's explanation, there was no choice but to get into the quilt and fight at night.

Seeing Li Shu's appearance, the girl who slept with her clinical was curious, and couldn't help asking, "Li Shu, why are you suddenly so serious?" ”

In fact, several people have their own answers to this question, that is, because the head teacher praised her, she wants to be angry.

Li Shu was in a very good mood tonight and replied to her: "No." ”

Li Shu's answer was too simple, and the girl didn't want to let her go like this, so she asked, "Is it writing love letters, who is the handsome guy you like?" ”

Thinking about it, the messy brain received the bell of the lights out.

When I woke up from my dream, I still had a speech for tomorrow that I hadn't written, and if I picked up a pen, I wouldn't be able to write it in ten minutes.

Prepare pen and paper, climb into bed and take out a small lamp, tonight, it seems that you are going to stay up all night and fight.

Seeing Li write something, her roommates felt incredible, she didn't even bother to write at school, why was she suddenly so diligent today.

Thinking about it, only the boys could make the girls so diligent, and the girl she was assigned to do the clinic and crawled over and asked, "What are you doing?" Writing love letters? ”

Li Shu's loneliness is known to everyone, and she is also used to the atmosphere of no one talking to her in the dormitory, and she was suddenly a little flattered by the sudden greeting, and stammered and replied, "No, no, no." ”

This look confirmed the conjecture of other people, and they were all curious about what kind of boy Li Shu liked, so they got out of bed and came over to her side and asked, "Who is the handsome guy you fancie?" ”

Li Shu was a little nervous, not worried that these people would misunderstand her, but worried about knowing that he was gay, and this matter was still related to Mu Xiaoyu, and she didn't want Mu Xiaoyu to be hurt.

No, how could Mu Xiaoyu be hurt, she has always been the only one who hurts others, and she doesn't want to cause trouble for Mu Xiaoyu.

Thinking so, he shook his head vigorously and said to a few people: "No, really not, I don't have a boy I like, I only like it." ”

Several people affirmed that she was shy, and enlightened her:

"It's nothing, liking someone is not an unsightly thing, even if you confess that you can't be together, you can still be friends, as long as you are friends, then there is still a chance."

"Yes, love is selfish, unscrupulous, just get it."

"How can you all think this way, I think love should be consensual."

"You don't understand this, boys are all, what wishful thinking, it's just a matter of whether the hue is good or not."

Listening to their discussion, Chu Qushu blushed to the root of his ears, and the shadow of Mu Xiaoyu appeared in his mind, gritted his teeth, and said to a few people: "This is really not a love letter. ”

Of course, a few people didn't believe it, and asked, "Then what did you write, show me." ”

Chu Qushu handed them the manuscript paper and said, "It's tomorrow's speech, and I haven't written a few words yet." ”

Seeing that these words written by Chu Qu really didn't look like a love letter, the other people asked suspiciously: "What script?" ”

"Xiaoyu......, the squad leader asked me to give a speech under the national flag tomorrow, so I have to write a speech."

Several people cast envious glances and said, "Really, you are really lucky, but yes, your composition is so good, it is natural for you to make a speech." ”

Li Shu was not embarrassed by this false praise, and replied to her: "It's not that I'm lucky, it's just that you are all busy with that volume tonight, and it just so happened that I had something to find her, so she told me about it." ”

This answer made several people regret it a little, compared with the glory of the speech under the national flag, what is the momentary fun!

Li Shu continued to be busy, and the other people felt crawling back into their beds when they heard the sound of the teacher checking the bed, worried that the teacher would find out, and Li Shu also quickly hid the lamp in the quilt.

Continuing with the unfinished manuscript.

Things in this world are like this, some people want it but can't get it, and some people don't want it, but they are stuffed over.

So many people want this opportunity, but Li Mingqi and these people treat it as a hot potato, you throw it over, I throw it over.

Things in the world are often like this, and what you regard as a treasure may be worthless in the eyes of others. What you discarded may be precious to that person.

The joys and sorrows of human beings are not the same, and gaining or losing is different for everyone. However, one thing is certain, and that is the weakness of human nature.

Whether sad or joyful, gain or loss, the only thing that is certain is that human beings will always not value what they already have and what is within their reach.

It is better to say that it is human nature than to say that it is human inertia. Beautiful or ugly, good or bad, are just momentary opinions.

And what really makes people care is always those things that are ethereal and invisible, so human beings will pursue the origin of life and many things in this world that should not exist.

Because of the pursuit of human self-consciousness, many things that should not appear appear in this world have appeared, and many disasters have been created out of nothing. The process of human pursuit is actually a process of human self-destruction and self-creation.

Under the premise of predictability and scope, and under the premise that the consequences can be bearable, human beings will use their own abilities without limits: the search for self-consciousness.

The pursuit of human self-consciousness is a process of starting from nothing. The first is the mimetic word of self-consciousness: the system of God. In their self-consciousness, human beings attribute natural phenomena to God's creations.

And the argument of God's creation soon hit a bottleneck. Because no one has really seen God. Therefore, the existence of this nothingness was quickly abandoned by people. After all, no one has really seen God, and there are too many things in this world that cannot be explained by the word "God".

After the decline of God's creation, man's own creation finally arrived.

Many people say that the age of science is an important period for human beings to move out of the pursuit of self-consciousness. But is humanity really moving out of the quest for self-consciousness? Throughout this era, what we are pursuing is still the unknown world.

Unknown elements are created, unknown spaces are discovered, and unknown areas are developed.

Human beings say: The true face of this world is unfolding before our eyes little by little. In fact, in my opinion, this so-called true face is only an extension of human self-consciousness.