Chapter 102: Disheartened

"See the emperor!" She was lying on the couch when she heard the voice of Mama Jinyun coming from the door.

"Mama Jinyun, how is your mother's health......" She could hear that the emperor's words were full of worry, but they couldn't warm her heart at the moment.

"Your Majesty, Niangniang is not feeling well, and she has just fallen asleep now......"

"I'll go in and take a look......" As soon as the words fell, she immediately closed her eyes and turned her back.

"Your Majesty ......" was Mama Jinyun who hurriedly stopped him.

"She still doesn't want to see me, does she?" There was an unstoppable sense of loss and melancholy in his tone.

"......" Mama Jinyun didn't know how to answer.

In the palace, she lay on the bed and listened carefully to the movement outside, only to hear him sigh, and his footsteps gradually walked away, she slowly opened her eyes, but finally couldn't stop a line of tears from the corners of her eyes.

"Niangniang, why are you so bothered......" Mama Jinyun came in again to persuade her.

Since the incident in Yikun Palace, she has become even more depressed, Wei Zhongxian is gone, the emperor's affairs are not so busy, and she will go to Chengqian Palace when she is free, but she either pretends to be asleep, closes her eyes and ignores him, leaving the emperor alone to sigh in front of her bed.

Mama Jinyun didn't know how many times she persuaded her, every time she just pretended not to hear, at first she pretended to be sick and didn't want to see him, she didn't want to pay attention to all this, and the weather was getting colder and colder, so her body became more and more lazy, but she didn't expect this pretending to be really sick.

But this is also in line with her heart, the queen has lifted the grounding, if it weren't for this illness, she would have to go to ask for peace every day, then it would be better to be so sick.

"Mama Jinyun, how is the house......" she asked suddenly.

"It's still the same, since Qinghe died, she has been sitting in Qinghe's room, not talking, not crying, just stupid and stupid......" Jinyun Mama sighed incessantly.

"You help me up, I'll go see the house." As she spoke, she struggled to her feet.

"Niangniang, it was just winter a few days ago, it was cold outside, and your body was weak, I'm afraid you won't be able to stand the cold wind." Mama Jinyun persuaded gently, but when she saw that she was supporting herself, she hurriedly helped her to get up, and put the thick mink cloak on her, so she helped her out.

As soon as she arrived at the gate of the palace, she was blown cold by the cold wind, she did not hide, only raised her head to meet it, the cold and biting wind blew her brain no longer so dizzy, half-squinted to look, only to see the wind howling, the apricot tree at the door swayed in the wind, and the branches were like a wild whip whip whipped in the air.

She sighed for no reason, this day that had just been established in winter, it was so cold, just like her heart......

Mama Jinyun hurriedly tightened her cloak, and she smiled at Mama Jinyun and walked out.

As soon as she entered the door, she saw the stupid and stunned Xuan, and she couldn't bear it for a while, so she just walked over and gently hugged Xuan. But the person in her arms remained stunned and unresponsive, as if he had never seen her.

"Wanton, I know you're uncomfortable, cry when you're uncomfortable, you don't say anything, but do you want to kill me in a hurry?" She persuaded softly, she shed tears first, she knew that her temperament had always been straightforward, and now she didn't cry or make trouble, which made her even more worried.

"We are all very sad about Qinghe, I will go to ask the emperor to bury her, but I don't know what else she wants to do or unfulfilled wishes, otherwise, I can let her go with peace of mind......"

At this time, she felt the person in her arms tremble slightly, she lowered her head happily, and when she mentioned Qinghe, her face was already full of sorrow, and her eyes were a little red.

Mama Jinyun^56 Shuku Seeing this, she took the words and continued: "Xiaoyi, do you know what other wishes Qinghe has? ”

She still didn't speak, she wasn't in a hurry, she just waited patiently, and just when she was about to give up, she finally spoke: "Qinghe once said that her father died when she was very young, and her mother suffered a lot, and she wanted to save money to buy new clothes for her mother, so that her mother could live a good life......"

Speaking of this, the voice of the man had begun to choke.

Qinghe once said that she didn't want to stay in this palace, and she wanted to wait until she was 25 years old to leave the palace and marry a down-to-earth man...... She was smiling so happily that she asked me if I wanted to go out of the palace with her......"

"At that time, I said that I would follow my young lady for the rest of my life, and she smiled at me at that time, and she said that the young lady was good to her, and I was good to her, and she would also stay by my side and the young lady for the rest of her life...... But I don't understand, she's so good, how could she frame Miss, Miss, I don't understand, I really can't figure it out......"

The pain and loss that had been accumulated in his heart for so long finally found an outlet for catharsis, turning into tears gushing out of his heart.

She let out a long sigh, and her own tears bloomed, and she didn't speak, just patted the back lightly.

Thinking of Qinghe, Mama Jinyun also shed tears: "Such a good child, there must be some unavoidable hardship, don't blame her, it's good to ......."

She smiled wryly and shook her head, who could she blame at this moment? Is it the poor and helpless Qinghe? Or Nan Ruochen, who has been silently guarding herself? Or Concubine Yuan, who just lost her child?

In fact, she doesn't blame anyone, only that person doesn't trust her, if he doesn't hesitate to believe in himself, then no matter what others say or do, he doesn't believe it, so how can there be such a result......

Suddenly, she smiled bitterly, he is the most noble emperor in the world, how can he give her his true heart alone, after all, he is too naïve!

She was thinking about it, but she suddenly knelt on the ground with a thud: "Miss, it must be Concubine Yuan who forced Qinghe to frame you, Miss, you must avenge Qinghe, Miss, I beg you......"

She cried sadly, and she couldn't bear it, so she hurriedly leaned over to help her: "You, why are you like this, if you have anything to say, get up and say it quickly......"

But he refused to get up: "Miss, if you don't agree to the party, you won't ......get up."

She had no choice but to nod, she had no intention of getting involved in these disputes, so she kept putting up with it, but her retreat did not let her avoid all this, but left her with no way back......

She thought that no matter where she was, as long as that person was always around.

As long as that person keeps telling himself Xin'er as he did at the beginning, no matter what, you are my only wife, tell yourself that you must believe him, and tell yourself not to be afraid......

But she was the only one who was still there, living in the dream he had weaved, and he had already left himself behind and rushed forward vigorously, forgetting to stop and wait for himself......