I'm sorry, but after all, he doesn't deserve to be by her side.

He had tens of thousands of suicidal impulses as a child, and the one he remembered the most, when he cut a blood vessel and lost the fastest blood, he thought he could be liberated.

But in his sleep, he saw a distant light flickering in front of the darkness.

The light wanted to save him, so he said to him, "Wait for me, I'll come to you." ”

He knew that it was a hallucination that he had lived too painfully, and he longed for freedom too much, but he couldn't escape the shackles, so he schizophrenia created an illusion to share the pain for his cowardice.

He has been able to live to this day entirely because his imaginary sister gave him hope to live.

He was afraid that he would die, that no one would remember his sister, that no one would protect his sister, that he would have a sister who would come and not find him.

"Sister" is his salvation, his light, the only way to the sun in his painful past, the sun he once vowed to hold onto.

But now, the pillar of his life has collapsed.

When he couldn't stop his mother's behavior of hurting Fu Ting and couldn't protect Fu Ting, it was equivalent to insulting his light, and he had been deprived of his soul.

So he's leaving, and maybe only by dying can he get true salvation.

Seeing Fu Yu'an open his eyes, Fu Nanyan, who was showing off Fu Ting who had bought him a tie, suddenly turned around and asked casually, "By the way, fourth brother, I didn't buy you cuffs as a birthday gift, why don't you wear them?" ”

Fu Yu'an lowered his head and hooked the corners of his lips, his eyes were thick, and when he raised his eyes to look at his family, his eyes were clean and beautiful.

Everyone heard his voice very soft, "I'm going abroad tonight." ”

The family was stunned.

Mrs. Fu was the first to ask, "Good betting, why do you want to go abroad?" ”

And it's tonight, it's too sudden!

Fu Ting also looked at Fu Yu'an very curiously.

Fu Yu'an didn't dare to look at Fu Ting at all, he only tilted his head, his long eyelashes hung down quietly, and his voice was soft, "I took a Chinese painting competition, I need to prepare in advance, and the notice is sudden, and I can't help it." ”

Mrs. Fu expressed her understanding and was pleased, "It is right for a man to fight for his career, you can go and get busy, you don't have to worry about the things in the company." ”

Fu Yu'an nodded, glanced at Fu Ting, and pursed his lips, "I'm sorry, I promised to celebrate your birthday, but it seems that it won't work." ”

Fu Ting's birthday didn't take long to get it,

Mingzhi smiled, "Oh, what's this, you can spend your birthday every year, and you will have a chance in the future." ”

Fu Yu'an felt uncomfortable for a while, yes, everyone had the opportunity to celebrate Fu's birthday, and he would have had a chance.

But he lost the qualification to protect her, and there was no chance.

Fu Ting had a bad premonition in his heart, and took the initiative to say to Fu Yu'an, "Uncle Yu'an, what time is your plane at night, I'll send you~"

Fu Yu'an raised his eyes and smiled at her, "Like." ”

Fu Ting remembered this point in time and stayed in the old mansion without leaving.

At night, she knocked on Fu Yu'an's door, but found that there was no one inside.

The servant followed her, "Fu Sishao drove away alone at seven o'clock." ”

Fu Ting frowned, catching the key word, "Alone? ”

It stands to reason that Fu Yu'an will definitely bring his luggage if he wants to go abroad......