As soon as Su Qing left the ward, she saw Xin Chujian, who had a lost face, floating over like a ghost in front of her.

Su Qing suddenly thought of Li Qian, who had been with Xin Chujian all the time, and Meng was not detached from Meng, and with Xin Chujian's expression and demeanor now, she was startled and hurriedly chased after her.

"Xin Chujian, Xin Chujian, what's wrong with you? Why is it like this, is there something wrong with Li Qian? ”

Xin Chujian looked at Su Qing expressionlessly.

"You know what?"

Su Qing was confused.

"Know what?"

"Her illness?"

Su Qing swallowed a mouthful of saliva fiercely, she looked at the man in front of her, opened her mouth and wanted to speak, but she didn't know what she was going to say.

said that he knew this before, but it was just because Li Qian was unwilling, so he began to hide it?

In any case, for Xin Chujian, it is a kind of deception and concealment, even if this deception and concealment are well-intentioned.

Xin Chujian looked at Su Qing's expression, slowly turned his head, and continued to walk forward.

Su Qing was worried, so she followed Xin Chujian until Xin Chujian entered a ward, and Su Qing naturally followed.

It's just that when she saw the woman lying on the hospital bed, Su Qing sighed softly.

This day has come in the end.

Xin Chujian took a basin, drew hot water, and took a handkerchief to wipe Li Qian's face, hands, and body.

It was especially clumsy, and it didn't look like someone who had done it.

However, he is very focused, as focused as there is only such a woman in this world.

Su Qing's eyes flashed, I don't know why, at this moment, she suddenly wanted to cry.

Maybe it's because of the current situation of the two people, or maybe it's because of the love between the two of them.

She wanted to speak to persuade Xin Chujian not to feel guilty, but Li Qian took so much effort to hide this matter, she was doing it for Xin Chujian.

But no one is Xin Chujian, and no one understands that you can't make a decision for another person at all, especially this kind of decision.

Do you know that people won't agree to your request after knowing your true situation? Do you know that he can still be happy after going through this? Instead of letting guilt and self-blame engulf you?

Su Qing watched Xin Chujian's movements silently and slowly exited the room.

She stayed here, obviously disturbing the couple.

It's just that when Su Qing returned to the ward, the scene of Xin Chujian silently wiping Li Qian's body was still in her mind.

So, this is true love, right?

Maybe it's a short-term infatuation with Huo Long?

Thinking of Huo Long again, Su Qing couldn't help frowning.

I have to say that even if there is no love between himself and Huo Long, Huo Long still stands a large proportion in his heart.

Su Qing, who felt a headache when she thought of Huo Long, could only find something to do for herself.

Anyway, she had already told the magazine about the situation before, and Su Qing decided to make good use of her time and do something meaningful.

She went to borrow a camera, wanting to take some photos of Li Qian, take some photos of Li Qian and Xin Chujian, but her photography skills were not up to par, so she could only go to the previous wedding photography studio to negotiate with other photographers.

The photographer is a good person, and when he listened to Su Qing explain the particularity of Xin Chujian and Li Qian, he was also moved by the love between the two people, so he happily agreed to take pictures of the two of them for free.

But he was rejected by Xin Chujian.

"No, no need to take pictures, she is the most beautiful in my heart."

Li Qian grabbed Xin Chujian's hand and glanced at him.

"Why don't you shoot? I'm going to shoot, and when we have a child in the future, we can let the child take a good look at how beautiful her mother was. ”

Li Qian said with a smile, but when she finished speaking, there was silence in the whole room.

Su Qing smiled stiffly.

"Yes! Hurry up, shoot quickly. And you gave money before, and the exterior scenes haven't been filmed yet, so you don't have to change your clothes anyway, just play cosplay, why not? ”

Li Qian immediately became interested.

Xin Chujian likes Li Qian, and he really indulges her, seeing that Li Qian is really willing, he will let her come. 59 Books

It's just that after a set of photos were taken, Li Qian spit out a mouthful of blood, Xin Chujian's face changed, and he couldn't care about anything else, so he quickly rushed into the ward with Li Qian, put the person behind the hospital bed, and quickly shouted to come over to see Li Qian.

After a chaotic inspection, Li Qian inserted countless tubes into her body and lay back down.

Seeing Xin Chujian silently holding a knife to peel an apple, his angry appearance was as if he had a grudge against apples.

"Chu Jian......"

Xin Chujian ignored it.

"Xin Chujian, let's bring the wedding forward, right? It's only three days in advance, is that okay? ”

She worries that if she doesn't hold it again, she may not be able to wait for that day.

In fact, Xin Chujian has also received news from the doctor that Li Qian used illegal drugs when she went home from the hospital for treatment before, so the condition that has been controlled has deteriorated a lot, and at most there is only one month to live.

As long as he thought of this, Xin Chujian hated himself for being too stupid.

If I could have found it earlier, wouldn't I have been able to prevent the condition from getting worse so much?

Xin Chujian still didn't speak, still silently holding a knife and unconsciously writing and drawing on the apple.

Li Qian was helpless, so she could only lean over and stretch out her hand towards Xin Chujian to hold the other party's wrist.

"Chu Jian, you know, it's only a matter of time before I do this. I don't blame you for going home to live before, it's my own insistence. Don't complain about Su Qing, I asked her. From lying in a hospital bed, I didn't feel like a human being, like an animal to be slaughtered, watching myself with tubes all over my body, watching myself eat and drink Lazar all over you for help, my freedom, my self-esteem, everything I had was gone. Chu Jian, I want to die with dignity, do you understand? ”

Xin Chujian was like someone had pressed the clockwork, and roared frantically at Li Qian.

"I won't tell you, I'm not allowed you to say it. Don't say that word, don't say ......"

It is said that men don't flick when they have tears, but they just haven't reached the sad place.

Xin Chujian covered Li Qian's mouth like crazy, but when his fingers touched the cool oxygen mask, his fingers quickly retracted as if they were burned.

Don't you have self-esteem?

He looked at Li Qian, who was lying on the hospital bed now, obviously with makeup on, but still angry and completely unlooking, as if something had been hit hard in his heart.

In the past, when he was sick, when he looked at the eyes of everyone looking at him, didn't he feel like monkeys in a zoo? So, is Li Qian the same idea today?

Xin Chujian felt inexplicably a little sad, for himself at the beginning, and for Li Qian today.

"Good!"

He heard himself speak.

Why didn't he know that he was appeasing and conniving at Li Qian by doing this? But in the face of the doctor's conclusion that Li Qian would not live for more than a month, he was a little broken and broken, anyway, it was already like this, how bad could it be?

Li Qian didn't expect Xin Chujian to really agree to her request, and was taken aback, but after this incident, she curled the corners of her lips and stretched out her arms towards Xin Chujian, asking Xin Chujian to carry her home.

Xin Chujian didn't take Li Qian back to the apartment next to Huo Long, but found a sanatorium with beautiful mountains and rivers and good conditions and facilities, and even moved over with Su Qing.

Su Qing originally had some concerns about moving away, after all, James was still in the hospital, and she had been involved with James before, so she felt a little guilty in her heart.

Unexpectedly, James woke up one morning and disappeared.

just left a message for Su Qing saying sorry, and didn't say anything else.

Su Qing originally thought that what James said was that she was sorry to separate her from Huo Long because of him, because he injured Su Qing, and Su Qing felt more and more that James was a good person.

Li Qian didn't say anything about this matter, but felt that according to James's previous style of acting, as a doctor, he didn't drink often, after all, he often said that alcohol has a strong interference with people's brains, and it is easiest for people to make not very good judgments, so this kind of thing is driving after drinking, in her opinion, it is completely impossible for James to appear.

James is not the kind of man who can do this kind of thing casually, but thinking about it now, because of Su Qing, James has no job, and maybe he has been stimulated too much.

Seeing that Su Qing was still a little worried because of James, he could only comfort Su Qing beside him not to think too much.

"I'm just guilty. If James can live better in his hometown, maybe I can live a little better, but if James is not doing well......"

Li Qian is helpless, this kind of thing can only be debugged by herself.

But soon, Su Qing lost this opportunity to feel sorry for herself, because Li Qian's body began to decay day by day, and all organs in her body seemed to be clamouring pain, and she couldn't sleep every day.

Su Qing couldn't bear to be a bystander, let alone her lover who was standing next to her and watching coldly?

But Li Qian knew it very well in her heart.

This kind of Xin Chujian is not normal.

"Why? I think he's normal, huh? Moreover, in the past few days, he has been busy with weddings every day, what is abnormal? ”

"No, you don't understand. The more he behaves like a normal person, the more abnormal he becomes. Preparing for the wedding was just a pretense, and I think the reason why he promised me to leave the hospital in the first place may have already thought about dying with me, right? ”

Li Qian smiled reluctantly.

"If I'm not mistaken, Xin Chujian may already be preparing the tomb of the two of us by now. Perhaps, it was buried together. He doesn't have many friends, and his family isn't very close to him, so I think he'll come to you either today or tomorrow. ”