When he was with Li Ke'er, he was thinking about Dong Mu, which was an act of disloyalty to Li Ke'er, and it was also a humiliation for Dong Mu, Mu Sen knew this, he knew that he shouldn't do it, he knew how dirty and unbearable his behavior was, but he just couldn't stop this behavior.

He would always ask himself in his heart, "Was it right to agree to be with Li Keer at the beginning?" Mu Sen thought about it for a long time, but unfortunately he didn't find the answer. Later, Li Keer told him: "It's okay, you have liked her for so long, how can you forget it all at once." ”

Li Keer said to Mu Sen: "It's okay to remember, anyway, now you are my boyfriend, as long as you promise me that you won't lie to me." As for the rest, I'll squeeze her out of your heart little by little, knowing to occupy all of you. ”

When he heard such words, Mu Sen's heartache was very difficult to breathe, but he still smiled hard: "I must have saved the galaxy in my last life, otherwise how could I find such a lovely girlfriend." ”

Mu Sen said this, but he was clearly laughing, but it was uglier than crying.

Li Keer couldn't laugh, she said: "It's okay, you don't have to have such a heavy psychological burden." For me, if I like you, I am very happy. ”

Mu Sen can understand that if you like someone, you will be very happy if you like you.

For many days before, he had come over like this, silently liking the girl; But liking her makes people feel very happy.

Happiness is something that everyone is pursuing, so when Mu Sen felt that he was very happy to like Dongmu, he felt that he had always liked her. Of course, in fact, whether he likes it or not is not something he can control.

Like someone, but actually like an impossible person. As deep as the happiness of liking, as deep as the pain of not being liked.

To this day, Mu Sen still feels that it is precisely because he knows how sad this feeling is, so he will respond to Li Keer's pursuit.

Of course, it didn't matter what it was like at first, because now, he has fallen in love with this naughty girl.

's liking for her is no less than his liking for Dongmu.

These made Mu Sen very sad, because he didn't dislike Dong Mu either. He was in pain when he liked two girls at the same time, and he himself felt that his nature was too bad.

But what can be done, for Mu Sen, he can't let go of Dong Mu, and then he likes Li Ke'er again.

As for why he fell in love with Li Keer, Mu Sen himself couldn't say.

Is it because Li Keer is very active? No, Mu Sen is not the kind of boy who is moved by her because she is very active.

At the beginning, he had a good impression of Li Keer, and maybe Bi had a better impression. So when Li Keer confessed to him, he said that it was not a good feeling, it was not a special joy, nor could it be said that it was unhappy, nor was it insensitive.

Probably a mixture of joy and sorrow, between joy and sorrow.

Happily, the girl he had a good impression of saw him in the eyes, and sadly, when he saw this girl, his mind was not entirely thinking about this girl.

The most painful thing in Mu Sen's heart was that he couldn't help but compare Li Ke'er with Dong Mu. It's not that I'm comparing them to their badness, I'm just comparing their differences.

He clearly knew that Dong Mu and Li Keer were completely different girls.

Li Keer is a genius, and she is the kind of ghost who takes the edge of the sword, she will not be like others, proud like other geniuses, and will not show off like other geniuses, she likes to pretend to be stupid, making herself look very easy to bully, but when you feel that you have won, she will not hesitate to eat all of you, even the belt and bones, not a little left.

Although Dong Mu is also known as a genius, if she is compared to Li Ke'er, she is much inferior, she can only be regarded as very smart, but definitely not a genius. Dong Mu is a very heroic woman, different from Li Keer's introverted and insidious, Dong Mu is upright and sassy, and is the opposite of Li Keer.

So, what is it about these two women that fascinates him so much?

Mu Sen thought about it, but he didn't have a clue at all.

It's better to say that he only thought of it: "What's so great about you that you dare to like Dongmu, and what's so great about you that you can win Li Keer's love?" In short, Mu Sen wanted to break his head, but the answer he got was not what should happen, but that he was worthless.

Of course, he is definitely not worthless, at least, Mu Sen is also a genius, a ghost like Li Keer. At this point, Mu Sen and Li Keer should be the same kind of person, although he is not as naughty as Li Keer, but he is definitely not a real sassy hero like Dong Mu.

It suddenly occurred to Mu Sen that maybe this was the reason why he liked them. Dongmu is honest and kind, he is a hero in the hearts of countless people, just ask the boy, who doesn't want to be called a hero! Li Keer is naughty and cute, and she will be more suspicious of people with bad intentions, but she will not achieve her goals through proper means like Dong Mu, he will design a trap and wait for the other party to get in, and then watch the other party die in the trap.

The enemy's desperate expression is her best meal, the enemy is not desperate, she tries to add fuel and vinegar to make him desperate, this is Li Keer.

This kind of behavior really makes people applaud, and it really makes people feel that bad people deserve such punishment. Although there is only a line between light and dark, this line is really scary. If you are not careful, you will never recover. In the midst of such tension and danger. People will love the light, and they will yearn for the darkness. Therefore, whether it is Li Keer or Dong Mu, they are all people worth caring about for Mu Sen.

At the beginning, maybe I just thought this girl was very special, or maybe I just thought this class was very handsome. But the human heart is fickle, and the boundary between friend and love is infinitely hard and very weak. It is often crossed by the slightest carelessness.

Friendship and love, in the final analysis, are love.

Love and hate are still a pair of mutual restraint only a thin line of existence, not to mention the same friendship of love and friendship. This line between each other so far will pass without even crossing it.

It's just that when Mu Sen understood this truth, it was already too late, and Li Keer's crazy pursuit made him moved. The positions that I once thought I could hold on to are now being lost.

And it was such a loss, but he didn't feel any discomfort, but felt that it was very good, and all of this was taken for granted. What a terrible thing that is! Mu Sen was deeply afraid.

This kind of fear is not such a bad thing. Because Mu Sen is not afraid of the matter itself, what Mu Sen is afraid of is that he accepts his own changes. Mu Sen was wondering, was this change in himself because he accepted the world, or did he compromise with the world?

But he soon felt that the question was meaningless, no matter what the answer was, no matter what the result was, it was doomed that he was not the same person anyway.

Mu Sen said to Shi Youyou: "I would never have dreamed that I would become like this. It's not good or bad, but I don't hate myself like that. ”

Shi Liang looked at Mu Sen and smiled, he smiled very obscenely, it could be called dirty. Shi Youliang said: "I said a long time ago, we will all become what we hate, but you don't believe it." Should I say it was me now, or did you not escape the arrangement of fate after all? In short, we all lost, lost to time, lost to this bleak world. ”

Mu Sen was stunned for a while, and then finally smiled, and he asked, "So, what is your answer?" Are we losing to time, or are we losing to this bleak world? ”

"Time, isn't this bleak world?"

This sentence, Shi Youliang said lightly, but Mu Sen couldn't let go of it for a long time.

He is different from Shi Liang, Mu Sen does not go back to think about the question of what this world is, this kind of profound and meaningless question, Mu Sen feels that he does not need to know.

But just now, he suddenly felt that 'what is this world' is a question that everyone should know, because everyone will encounter such and such problems that are closely related to this world. But when these problems come, being able to solve them rationally and appropriately rationally is something that everyone should learn, at least that's what Mu Sen thinks.

Mu Sen said: "Is time the bleakest thing in this world? So what is this world? ”

Shi Youliang didn't say what this world was, which was exactly what he was thinking about, but he hadn't come up with an answer yet. For Shi You, thinking about this problem clearly is basically his ideal, and it takes a lifetime to achieve it.

Mu Sen and Li Keer walked down the street, and at the momentum of the fashion street, Mu Sen looked back at this pedestrian street about 600 meters long, and suddenly smiled. Mu Sen said: "I thought you would walk into a certain store, and it was really surprising that you walked through it without wind or waves." ”

Li Ke'er looked at Mu Sen: "Do you mean that you are actually ready to pay for me?" Paying for a girlfriend as a boyfriend? ”

Li Keer specifically identified two things, the first is that Mu Sen pays the bill, and the second is to pay for his girlfriend as a boyfriend. These two things are very important to her, although Mu Sen pays most of them when they are together, but Mu Sen has never said that he pays for his girlfriend as a boyfriend.

Because they were like this when they weren't together, Li Keer saw that Mu Sen paid the bill more from the perspective of a boy than from a boyfriend's perspective.