Chapter 22: It doesn't take any effort to die, so why not live well?
Ning Daohe really never thought that the first hurdle after his daughter entered the society was how to deal with people. This level almost couldn't be passed, leaving her daughter bruised all over her body and bleeding from her head. He and his lover have always taught their children: between people, be sincere, he has always believed that his daughter is to be spoiled and hurt, and all the wind and rain outside should be sheltered by him.
Some helpless fathers touched Ning Qian's head and said, "Yes, blame Mom and Dad, it's not good for us, and we haven't even taught you the heart of guarding against people." It's because our living environment is too simple, and we didn't expect to encounter such a thing, it's because our parents are not good. ”
"Mom, Dad, I don't want to stay in the platinum boat anymore, I'm so tired!"
"Well, understand, baby girl, understand!" Dad touched Ning Qian's natural curls like his own, and he was very distressed.
"So where do you most want to go? No matter what you want to do, Mom and Dad have your back! Dad said firmly.
"I want to be a village teacher, like Jane Eyre, and run away."
"Well, it's good, brave as Jane Eyre!" Dad gave a thumbs up.
"However, you don't have to be exactly like Jane Eyre, it's too troublesome to go to England to be a rural teacher, why don't you go to northern Guangdong? It's a little more practical. "Dad is already planning.
"And what are you going to teach?" Dad continued to ask.
"Teach the kids there to read, learn math, learn English." Ning Qian had already begun to have a picture in her mind. She can imagine that with such a simple life, she will be very happy and comfortable.
"With your intelligence, you will definitely become a good teacher, and the children will learn very quickly!" Dad's tone became more and more enthusiastic, and he seemed to be proud of Ning Qian, a female teacher in the countryside.
"What happens to the best children you teach?" Dad asked curiously.
"I'll go to university." Ning Qian said.
"Then after graduating from university, do you expect them to stay in the big city to work, or will they return to the small village without hesitation?" Dad took Ning Qian to imagine together.
"They'd probably prefer to stay in the big cities." Ning Qian didn't think much about it and blurted out.
Then they may be like you, meet things they have never experienced, people they have never met, and they may also be bullied like you. Do you think they, like you, will flee back to the small villages? ”
"If they fled back and asked Teacher Ning, what should we do, how would you answer them?"
"Do you think teachers just teach children to read and count? If you can't face it yourself, what do you teach those children? ”
Dad's series of questions made Ning Qian completely understand: yes, why should I run away? Life is not only about learning and working, but also about knowing people, treating people, and being a person. Dealing with people is an inescapable and necessary ability, and I didn't have it before, so why should I choose to destroy and escape?
Any living species, only death, will definitely be achieved without any effort, so what am I anxious about? Why not live your life in your own way?
Ning Qian didn't speak again for a night, and when her parents saw that she was becoming more and more peaceful and thinking seriously, one of them took one of her hands and fell asleep with peace of mind.
Ning Qian silently said goodbye to the people who had hurt her one by one in her heart, telling them: "I don't care about you anymore!" "Only, when it comes to daylight, she just can't tell him that she will never see him again. She always felt that this was not the real him, and she always felt that he was also facing difficulties. Is it true that only when he is strong first can he see hope?
Ning Qian looked at the moon outside the window, as if he had seen the glowing day again, his face was not injured, and he was no longer expressionless, he was smiling and walking towards himself, his eyes were full of joy and yearning...... Tears slid down the corners of Ning Qian's eyes, but this time, she was no longer afraid, no longer aggrieved, she told herself that she must climb out of the mire......
In the moonlight day, the hand holding the wine glass was trembling, Hong Xuantao touched the glass with him, but did not speak.
Bai Xi was in Luo Xia's car, and when he heard what she said to Ning Qian, he suddenly understood why Peng Jun would start beating people, although in Bai Day's dictionary, there was no word for hands. This woman's city government and unscrupulous means are really beyond imagination!
He was like a trapped beast in a trap, watching the wolf tearing the rabbit at the mouth of the trap, he wanted to roar, he wanted to struggle, he wanted to pounce on the rabbit to protect it, but he found that "photo, photo......" was like a spell, tying his hands and feet. He had never looked down on himself so much, hated himself for being cowardly and powerless.
The more he resented himself, the less courage he had to get close to Ning Qian again. If he hadn't made a mistake or a wrong step, how could he harm Ning Qian to what he is now? He wanted to protect her, but he didn't even have the ability to protect himself......
"Do you feel like a slave who has lost his freedom and dignity?" Hong Xuantao asked after pouring a large sip of beer into his mouth.
Daylight looked up. Hong Xuantao looked at him - younger than himself back then, and suddenly felt a little distressed, I don't know whether I feel sorry for him or my former self.
"Let me tell you, what are you worried about?" Hong Xuantao said firmly.
"First: ruined." The daytime glass was lowered.
"Second: Lost my job." Daylight's hand picked up the glass again.
"Third: hurting a loved one." Drink all the wine during the day.
"If I'm right, you're going to listen to me from today onwards, cheer up, okay?" Hong Xuantao stared at the daylight, his gaze firm.
Although what he said was piercing to the heart, how could he easily trust this man who suddenly sat across from him and drank in the day, which was already a frightened bird.
Hong Xuantao saw his indifference, hesitated for a long time, and suddenly said: "What if I tell you that I used to be like you?" ”
Two people, looking at each other.
In order not to delay her parents' work, Ning Qian sent them to the train station the next day. She arranged their tickets, pick-up and drop-off in an orderly manner, and repeatedly told them to be at ease with themselves and separate, and when they were separated, she hugged and hugged them as usual, and Mom and Dad knew: The healthy and cheerful little daughter is back!
Back at the company, Ning Qian looked at the computer and began to sort out her thoughts: What should I do next? Do you want to stay in the General Office? During this period of time, rumors are rife, no matter how strong your work ability is, you will inevitably be pointed at, and continuing to stay in this position on the cusp will only affect you worse, affect more and consume yourself.
The general office seems to be at the center of power in the group, but the main job is coordination, and it does not give the impression of real expertise. Ning Qian thought about it and typed it in the computer: Application - I, Ning Qian, apply to be transferred to the group's finance department...... It's better for a girl to have professional skills.
Director Xu saw Ning Qian's application, and although he was reluctant to let her leave the general office, he was still very happy. She said to Ning Qian: "I also think girls are suitable for finance. Several managers in the finance department have a good relationship with me, and when I greet them, they will definitely take care of you very much. ”
Yes, He Yunjuan, the manager of the finance department, came to visit and chat with Director Xu almost every day when Ning Qian was hospitalized. After Ning Qian was discharged from the hospital, Manager He specially invited Director Xu to take Ning Qian to her house to eat the desserts she made. Usually when I see Ning Qian, I also hold her hand, Xiao Ning Xiaoning is very affectionate. Ning Qian applied to go to the finance department, in addition to professional considerations, she really felt that there should be no resistance to going to this department.
Director Xu thought that Ning Qian's transfer to the Finance Department was a sure thing, but this appointment lying on the desk of the general manager was made a big cross.
"This Xiao Ning, does she treat our platinum boat as her family's vegetable garden? Go wherever you want? After Mr. Chu finished playing this big fork, he said angrily to Manager He.
"If you don't accept me, I don't have an opinion, I obey the leader's arrangement." He Yunjuan said seriously.
"However, Mr. Chu, Xiao Ning has always been Xu Pan and Mr. Shi's confidant, they forced her into the finance department at this time, are they not at ease with your charge?" Manager He analyzed rigorously.
Mr. Chu felt that it was very reasonable, Mr. Shi's strength was not in finance, although he placed his wife in the finance department, but Mr. Chu set her in dealing with the bank and being responsible for loans, which seemed to be very beautiful, but in fact, he was using Mr. Shi's own resources. All of Mrs. Shi's efforts are also to get more benefits for the platinum boat, rather than knowing the internal details of the finance department.
Mr. Chu has always been proud that he can move this chess piece so delicately. Madame Shi is docile and easy to fool. This Ning Qian is different: even if she is allowed to sit at the door and take out the garbage, she is the kind of person who can dig out gold from the garbage can, how can she put it in her own sphere of influence?
But if you oppose this, you certainly can't say it yourself. So Mr. Chu took this appointment to Mr. Cheng's office next door. When Mr. Cheng saw this, he felt that he was not transferred to his own business department, so he didn't think so, but he was more curious about the big fork above, and asked with a smile who made this fork. Mr. Chu smiled and said, "What do you say? I definitely didn't hit it. ”
"Who's that hit?" Mr. Cheng's curiosity was ignited.
"Isn't that obvious? made a fork, which means that Xiao Ning is not allowed to go to the Finance Department, not to the Finance Department, with the attention that Mr. Shi and Xu Pan attach to Xiao Ning, as well as her level, which department do you think will be arranged in? "Mr. Chu began to inspire.
"The easiest thing is to stuff a business unit into an assistant manager." As soon as Mr. Cheng's words came out, he felt that something was wrong:
"What are you doing, stuffed with me, is it overseeing me?"
"That is to say, whether it is stuffed in you or me, isn't it just that we are not worried?"
"Okay, you Xu Pan, okay, you Shi Jianqi, calculate us!" Mr. Cheng drew a big fork on that order, and ran to Mr. Shi's office angrily, and expressed his heart, Mr. Shi's head was hurt by him, in short, he repeated one sentence: You can't put Xiao Ning in the department that he and Mr. Chu are responsible for!
It's not the general office, it's not the finance department, it's not the business department, and Jian Tong can't go there, so the only ones left are the party office, discipline inspection, general affairs, security and other functional departments that Secretary Huang is responsible for, and the trade union that Chairman Li is responsible for. Even Secretary Huang and Chairman Li thought that it was inappropriate for Xiao Ning to go to these departments.
The transfer to the finance department was so unsmooth, which Director Xu never expected. She inquired about He Yunjuan in private, He Yunjuan took Xu Pan's hand, and said from the bottom of her heart: "Xu Pan, you know, the two of us have been friends for so many years, you treat Xiao Ning as much as you do to your daughter, I see it in my heart." You are willing to hand over Xiao Ning to me, I am 10,000 moved! ”
"But, you also know, my immediate boss is Mr. Chu, what kind of person he is, you also know in your heart. Of course, Mr. Chu is also under pressure, Mr. Cheng ran to his office to make trouble, saying that he wanted Mr. Chu to stand up to him together, if Mr. Chu dared to agree, he would work against Mr. Chu in the future. You say, how can this business department work against the finance department, right? ”
"I really want to pull Xiao Ning to our finance department, I'm really embarrassed, I can't eat or sleep well these days, you see, I have a lot of white hair!" She scratched at her sideburns, which she hadn't bothered with dyed hair lately.
Xu Pan shook her hand gratefully, and said repeatedly: "I know, I really didn't understand your difficulties and made you embarrassed." ”
"Look at what you said politely, what kind of relationship are the two of us, like sisters! Your business is my business! He Yunjuan was tall and strong, and hugged Xu Pan hard, and Director Xu was so moved that he almost didn't cry.
Xu Pan is Xu Pan, and she found the other two deputy managers of the finance department to privately inquire about the attitude of the finance department, Manager He and Mr. Chu. They said: It is really not clear, Manager He and Mr. Chu have never mentioned in the Finance Department that Xiao Ning is going to be transferred.
Director Xu thought about it, and let Ning Qian go to the financial department that made the dark energy, it was really better to put her on the bright side.
However, where is the bright side suitable for Xiao Ning?