For Shu Ya, this matter has had too much impact on her, if Huo Qilin had never been good to herself and had never taken care of her life, she would not have collapsed like she is now.

Now that she is facing her father-killing enemy, but she can't do anything, she also has different emotions in her heart towards Huo Qilin, no matter what, he has always been by his side to protect himself.

"Why is this happening...... Tell me it's not true! ”

The most important thing is that he used to treat Wei Chen as an enemy who killed his father, targeted him everywhere, and never spoke to him well.

It was also later that she learned how much Wei Chen had done for herself behind her, and now Shu Ya was full of self-blame for Wei Chen, but she also had complicated thoughts about the man in front of her

"You know what? I've always seen you as my savior, and no one can change your place in my heart, and if you tell me it's all fake, I'll believe it too, you know! “

This man, who was once regarded as a savior by her, stood in front of her like this, and Shu Ya's mind kept repeating the sentence "This man is the enemy who killed his father", and it was this sentence that made Shu Ya's spirit collapse again and again.

"It's my fault, I didn't think about resisting, you have to blame me, you want to scold me, it's okay, but don't hurt yourself, okay? I haven't told you for so many years, I want to protect you! ”

For Shu Ya, Huo Qilin really never wanted to hurt her, and he had never done anything to hurt her, and he also had something unspeakable about what happened at the beginning, he felt that since Shu Ya knew everything, he should also tell her the truth of the matter.

"Protect me? To protect me is to kill my father! “

Shu Ya's emotions became more and more excited, and he even hit Huo Qilin, but Huo Qilin didn't dodge, just let her beat himself, he knew that these were all his own faults, no matter what, he shouldn't have killed Shu Ya's father.

"Why don't you fight back? Why did you just let me hit you? ”

Shu Ya had a hard time controlling her emotions, she didn't know what she was doing, she only knew that there was a voice in her heart that kept telling her that the person in front of her had killed her father.

"I won't fight back, it's all my own doing, you should vent your emotions, I won't fight back no matter what, I hope I can get your forgiveness."

He killed his father with his own hands, even if Huo Qilin had given her a lot of comfort before, she couldn't easily forgive him.

There were two voices in her head that kept pulling at her, her thoughts had been completely disrupted, she had no way to restrain her emotions, she couldn't hear what Huo Qilin was saying, she just kept punching and kicking him.

Huo Qilin looked at her like this, and always felt that something was wrong, even if she was really hostile to herself on weekdays, she would not treat herself like this.

"Shuya! Shuya! What happened to you? Is there something wrong with it? ”

She had no way to control her emotions at all, she couldn't hear a sound at all, Shu Ya hugged herself tightly into a ball, and she didn't want to be disturbed by people from the outside world at all.

"You go away, you go away! You're a murderer, stay away from me! Get out! ”

Now Shu Ya is completely in chaos, she doesn't know where she is or what kind of person she is facing, her heart is full of panic, and her whole person begins to tremble.

"Don't be afraid, I'm not a bad person, look at me, don't you remember me?"

Shu Ya had no way to listen to what Huo Qilin said, she only felt that she was in the dark, even if someone was by her side, she didn't feel any sense of security.

In the current situation, I didn't know how to comfort Shu Ya, and just when Huo Qilin was thinking about what he should do, Shu Ya suddenly fainted in front of him.

Seeing Shu Ya like this now, Huo Qilin directly picked her up and drove to the hospital, Huo Qilin blamed himself all the way, if she hadn't done those things before, she wouldn't have such a result now.

"Doctor, how's she doing?"

After being sent to the hospital, Shu Ya was pushed into the ward, and Huo Qilin stood outside to ask the doctor about her condition, and he basically didn't know much about her situation.

"Are you a family member?"

The doctor looked at Huo Qilin with a serious face, he could feel that Shu Ya's condition seemed to be very serious, and now he just wanted to know how her condition was.

"If you are a family member, how can you not know about her condition, she is a sensational psychological suggestion cure patient, have you not seen her for a long time."

Listening to what the doctor said, Huo Qilin couldn't believe it, he saw Shu Ya's pale face through the glass door of the ward, and his heart chuckled.

Now he finally understands why Shu Ya is so abnormal today, and it is at this time that he realizes that he really cares about and understands Shu Ya very little, and the self-blame in his heart is getting stronger and stronger, and he really wants to get Shu Ya's forgiveness.

"I knew she was sick, but I didn't know how sick she was now? Aren't they all cured? Why such a strong reaction? Is it because of the sequelae? ”

Huo Qilin had also heard the news about psychological suggestion diseases before, and knew that after taking medicine, it was very likely that there would be sequelae, looking at her now, Huo Qilin also boldly guessed.

"That's right, you must know that it takes a lot of time and energy to cure this disease, and it was not easy to develop a drug, Miss Shu Ya was eager to recover as soon as possible, and she was left with sequelae after eating, so you, as a family member, shouldn't always stimulate her, you know?"

Listening to what the doctor said was exactly the same as what he had heard at the beginning, he realized that he had really done too little.

Now he only hopes that she can wake up as soon as possible, as long as she can wake up, he will definitely apologize to her and get her forgiveness.

"I understand, doctor, today was an accident, the two of us quarreled because of some trivial things, I originally thought that her condition had improved, so she would do such a thing, I will definitely not in the future."

The doctor nodded at Huo Qilin and said, "It's good to pay attention in the future, if you need to get along with Miss Shu for a long time, you must pay attention to her situation at all times, don't let her faint again, this situation has been more than once." ”

The matter of studying drugs is Huo Qilin's blind spot, his subordinates really have nothing to help him, and he can do things now, there are really very few.

"More than once? Is there anything else that can be done to treat her other than staying with her all the time? ”

He really hasn't been by Shu Ya's side for a long time, and he doesn't know as much about her condition as he used to, and he doesn't remember what kind of changes she has had over the years.

"She is still taking medicine to control it, but the medicine is not very good for the body, so it is best not to take medicine until the last resort, like her current situation, she must take medicine."

Huo Qilin nodded and said, "Thank you, doctor, I will accompany her well, and I won't let her find out about today's events again." ”

The doctor handed over all the medicine to Huo Qilin, and the doctor always thought that it was much better to be accompanied by friends and family than to simply take medicine.

Huo Qilin stayed by Shu Ya's side like this, waiting for her to wake up, and he was also thinking in his heart about how to apologize to her when she woke up.

Shu Ya slowly woke up, looked at Huo Qilin, and said slowly, "Why are you here?" ”

"You're awake, take the medicine first."

Looking at Huo Qilin's gentle appearance now, Shu Ya even forgot what happened to Lin before, but she didn't forget what the person in front of her had done to her father.

"Shu Ya, I want to sincerely apologize to you, I know that I did things badly before, I will definitely not hurt you like this in the future, if I can get your forgiveness, I can feel at ease."

This kind of thing, Shu Ya doesn't know how to forgive at all, he is not hurting himself, he killed the person he cares about the most, she has no way to forget it.

"If it were you, would you forgive me?"

Now Shu Ya has no strength at all, and her weak voice makes Huo Qilin very distressed, and he also decided in his heart that he must be by Shu Ya's side until her illness improves.

"I will, no matter what you do, I will forgive you, you should understand my feelings for you, I have been by your side all these years and have been good to you, you won't feel it, right?"

Shu Ya sighed deeply and said, "I can feel it, but aren't you really atoning for your sins?" Aren't you really asking me for what you've done? ”

Huo Qilin guessed that she would say this, he shook his head and replied: "No, I really hope that you are well, I hope that you will never be hurt, why don't you understand." ”

Now Shu Ya's mood has slowly stabilized, Huo Qilin also feels that he can have a good talk with Shu Ya, if she is really unwilling to forgive herself, he will always be by her side, this time it is atoning for his sins, this time he wants to get Shu Ya's forgiveness.

"I know, but I don't understand why you never told me, and if no one told me, I'd always be in the dark, right?"

Seeing that Shu Ya's mood began to rise again, Huo Qilin immediately changed the topic and continued: "Let's talk about these things later, you need to rest well after taking medicine, I am here with you, if you have anything to call me, I will always be there." ”