In memory. When they met the Assassins in the grove. He also threw the reins to himself. Single-handedly blocked more than a dozen assassins. She finally knew why she had turned back and shot her bow and arrow. Nan Ruochen was so dumbfounded and incredulous. He must have thought of a cool dream. I do have a lot of similarities with Liangmeng. Isn't it?

Long. Nan Ruochen's mood stabilized slightly. He laughed self-deprecatingly, "I made you laugh." Those things he didn't want to talk about before. Now it's finally spoken. I feel a little more relaxed.

She shook her head. Smiled lightly at him.

"You have always felt that it was because you didn't teach Liangmeng martial arts that caused such a result. That's why you taught me martial arts so harshly?"

He looked at her. Embarrassed smile. Default.

Today. She has seen too many different Nan Ruochen. In the past, he was always so free and open-minded. But I never knew he had such a poignant story.

"Liangmeng is indeed a good woman......"

"You're really like her...... The same indifference as water. The same is not contested. The same sad expression and back. The same stubborn temperament. Even in times of crisis. None of them will leave alone......" Nan Ruochen looked into her eyes. Like a lake of water. rippling with warmth.

"But Nan Ruochen. You also know. I'm not her."

In a cave. Nan Ruochen thought she was asleep. Secretly kissed her. She's sentient. But she didn't say it. She knows. He must have thought of himself as a cool dream. And he entered the palace for himself. Everything you do for yourself. She knows it all. But no matter how much it looks. She's not a cool dream after all.

"I know. But Lu Nuoxin. I didn't think of you as her......"

She only laughed and said nothing.

"I used to think I was near you. It's just because you have the shadow of a cool dream. But. I don't know when it started. Your shadow is getting clearer and clearer in your heart. I ......"

"Nan Ruochen. Don't say it......" she interrupted him coldly. These words are really not suitable for words.

"Lu Nuoxin. I'm leaving. Maybe we won't see each other again. You just let me finish what is in my heart. I have to admit. After you're gone. When I recall you, it's no longer a fantasy that overlaps with a cool dream. When I realized this. I can no longer deceive my heart. You love the emperor. I know. So after you go back to Beijing with him. I forced myself to leave. But I can no longer be as free and uninhibited as I used to be. Because I already have a concern in my heart."

She was stunned. I closed my eyes. Want to go. But he couldn't move. He's right. This one. They really didn't get a chance to see each other again. She couldn't be so ruthless

"At the time. They all say that you killed Concubine Yuan's child. I just think it's funny. I thought you were such a wonderful woman. The emperor loves you so much. I will make you the queen. But he didn't. I'm thinking. Is that the prince who is willing to give up everything for you? It's the same as everyone else. Listened to the rumors. I'm not willing to do it for you. But what if you are unwilling. I've always been just a passerby. Since I can't be by your side. Then silently guard you. So I'm back in the capital. I want to be closer to you. It's also good to look at you from afar......"

"Nan Ruochen. You shouldn't be coming back......" she sighed. His love should never have come from the beginning. Isn't it?

"Who can tell whether it should be or not? I know it's you love him. The emperor was assassinated. You are a weak woman. I don't know where I got so much courage. He blocked it with his own body. Speaking of which. You're like a cool dream......" he shook his head and sighed.

"Now that you can see it yourself. You who never want to serve the court. Why do you want to enter the palace as a staff member again......" she closed her eyes. I want to keep it all hidden.

"Your life and death are uncertain. I couldn't hold it anymore. Sneaked into the palace. That's when you were wounded. and knew that he had miscarried. You're exhausted. My heart hurts. As long as you nod your head. I'll take you away. I'm afraid of anything. But you didn't hesitate to reject me. I knew it would be like this. But it's still lost. But. Your smile has always tugged at my heart. I just want to be close to you. Guarding you. Even if you look at it from a distance, it's good. But all this. And how can I tell you ............?"

"Fool......" there were tears in her eyes. This tangle she knows. She knows it all. In fact, I am not the same. Knowing that his love will not end well. But I can't put it down. Leave only your heart full of entanglements.

Nan Ruochen smiled bitterly: "Lu Nuoxin. I'll tell you this. I just don't want to regret it later. I know you love as long as the emperor. I'm not asking you to give me anything. I just wanted to tell you that I'm deeply in love with you. And this kind of love has long left behind the shadow of a cool dream."

"I know. I know it all......" She knew it for a long time. It's just that she doesn't want to face it. I'm afraid to hurt him. I am also afraid of disturbing my heart.

"You really know......" Nan Ruochen was full of joy. The impossibility between them he never knew. So he never said that. He never dared to trespass on her. I'm leaving now. That's why he dared to say all this. But she told him. She knows. She knows it all......

She tearfully nodded: "So. NAN Ruochen. I know you came to the palace for me. But the palace really doesn't belong to you. And this love should not have been there from the beginning. So please go......"

She sighed. Looking at this Qionglou Yuyu. Looking at the vermilion sleeve-colored palace wall in the distance. "This high palace wall has locked me here. I can't escape. Then please help me to live a free life. You are such an uninhibited person. It shouldn't be in this filthy palace......"

"yes. It's too filthy in this house. Lu Nuoxin. You don't belong here either. If you want. I ......" Nan Ruochen still couldn't hold back and asked what he said.

"No. Nan Ruochen ...... The people I love are here. And I still have a lot of things to do. I won't go......" She ignored Nan Ruochen's anticipation. Hurriedly interrupted Nan Ruochen's words. Woe to those who say this. Not to mention when he fled from the palace of King Xin. She didn't go away. How could it be possible to leave now?

Nan Ruochen's eyes dimmed. Shaking his head, he laughed at himself: "Actually, I knew you would answer like this. I still can't resist asking."

"Nan Ruochen. I'm sorry. I thank you for everything you've done for me for so long. You must take care of yourself from now on......"

She doesn't look at him anymore. Hurry away. for fear of seeing the sorrow in his eyes. He should have been as free and calm as before. You shouldn't be tied up in yourself. For his affection. She can only live up to it. Then that's all. Get him out of here. Leave all the disturbances. And all that goes on. Just let her face it alone.