Chapter 231: Lived in vain
After Zhao Ziyi became an adult, Uncle Cheng could only mention one or two sentences from the side, he was tired of listening to Uncle Cheng's teachings, and he wanted to rebel, how could Uncle Cheng manage it? To put it bluntly, Uncle Cheng is just a subordinate.
The rebellious Zhao Ziyi finally went out and got into trouble and fell to the point of being closely monitored by the emperor.
Cheng Bo believes that Zhao Ziyi should also learn to be obedient after this incident, so he will put on a mask for himself and learn to restrain himself.
Sometimes showing weakness is also a way to protect yourself!
Watching Zhao Ziyi use his own way to live a peaceful and stable life in the royal family, Cheng Bo felt quite comforted, he finally learned the way to survive in the royal family.
Cheng Bo originally thought that he could no longer worry about Zhao Ziyi, and was ready to stay in the Yong'an Mansion to retire with peace of mind, but he didn't expect a princess who pretended to be a "jade flute".
This seems to have made Zhao Ziyi's heart, which had finally settled down, become restless, and also made Cheng Bo start to become anxious again.
Is it better to live well than anything else? The fate of being in the royal family? Zhao Ziyi is not as optimistic as Cheng Bo.
Think about it before, pretending to be cowardly and pretending to be romantic, for whom? Isn't it just to reassure the emperor? Even if he has no father or mother since he was a child, the emperor is too strict with him!
Uncle Cheng is too, he has been constantly hinting to him since he was a child how much the emperor attaches importance to him, so that he has to please the emperor and take into account the emperor's opinions, so that he will become what he is today.
If you can't be your true self, it's called real cowardice for him!
In the past, he always seemed to live for others, and there was never anything that made him happy, and he finally found a little fun, but he was instantly killed by the emperor!
Then he was like a mountain eagle that could not open its wings, locked in the cage of fate forever.
If he hasn't tasted happiness, he won't be so eager to do so, in fact, he is very grateful to the emperor and gave him Xiang Jin!
Xiang Jin is completely unbound by any worldly vision and lives in his own world, which gives Zhao Ziyi a revelation and allows him to see a free world.
In fact, he is very envious of Xiang Jin, he knows that the kind of life that can be himself and be unrestrained is the real happiness, and the way he lived before was simply a life in vain!
It's a pity that he understood too late, once or twice rebellion is nothing, if he had understood these earlier, maybe he would have been more rebellious, and then his life might have been more meaningful!
But what is the meaning of life now? A person who has never had anything dares to ask for the meaning of life?
"Dead heart? I feel like my heart is already dead! ”
Zhao Ziyi felt that his voice sounded very ethereal, as if he had broken free from the body that bound him.
Uncle Cheng sighed: "Alas, the old slave knows why the prince is so desperate, although the old slave doesn't know why the prince and the princess are having an unpleasant quarrel, but the old slave believes that the princess will definitely return to the prince if she figures it out!" ”
Although Zhao Ziyi claimed to the public that Princess Yongan would leave angrily because she was jealous and awkward, Cheng Bo knew that it was not the real reason for their quarrel, because in his heart, the princess was not a cautious person at all.
"Uncle Cheng, you are wrong, Jin'er, she will never come back!"
Zhao Ziyi felt bitter in his heart, and was about to raise his head and pour all the wine into his throat, but when the wine came to his mouth, he paused hesitantly, and finally just took a small sip gently.
He kept reminding himself in his mind that he couldn't get drunk tonight!
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