Chapter 40 Man will become, and the past is just the past

The faint morning light spilled into the dormitory.

Lin Nian opened his eyes and found that his roommates had left for class, and he took out the sewing box from under the pillow and began to weave the scarf stitch by stitch.

In order to keep her, he intends to make a final struggle.

Because she once said that the meaning of giving away scarves is to entangle others for a lifetime, he didn't think there was anything special about this sentence before, but now that he thinks about it, he thinks that the meaning of the scarf is very good, so he wants to knit a scarf to Xie Qimin by hand, let her know that he wants to entangle her for a lifetime.

However, while he was knitting the scarf, the door of the dormitory suddenly opened, and Lin Nian hid the scarf and needlework behind him as if he had been clicked.

But Rao was very fast, and he was still seen by Chen Shichao, who had just entered the door.

Chen Shichao didn't seem to believe his eyes, and he grew his mouth in surprise: "Lin Nian, you ...... You ......"

"What are you!" Lin Nian pretended to be calm and said, "Why don't you go to class?" ”

"I, hehe, I'm sleepy today, so I want to skip class. Catch up on sleep. With that, Chen Shichao changed his slippers and put the breakfast he brought back on the desk, "Let's have some breakfast." ”

"No, thank you." Lin Nian said very stiffly.

It seemed that Lin Nian's expression was wrong first, Chen Shichao suddenly went around Lin Nian's side, his sharp eyes looked behind Lin Nian, and when he saw Lin Nian's hidden needle and thread, and the half-woven scarf, the whole person couldn't help laughing: "You are really knitting a scarf, my God, am I hallucinating, you are a high-achieving student in the physical education department, refusing to attend classes, refusing to participate in competitions, and actually hiding in the dormitory to weave a scarf." ”

His face turned red, Lin Nian immediately did not hide it, and immediately took the scarf to him, and in front of Chen Shichao, he knitted the scarf openly, "What's wrong with weaving a scarf." ”

He began to knit scarves skillfully, and he didn't know how to knit scarves before, but he was still smart, and he only watched the tutorial once in Baidu.

Chen Shichao squeezed his eyebrows at Lin Nian and said, "Hey, let's say, do you want to give it to Qi Min." ”

"Who else is it not her?" Lin Nian didn't even look at Chen Shichao, and said coldly.

Oh...... Yes, who else is she, since she was with Xie Yumin, she seems to have completely ignored the rest of the female animals.

However, Chen Shichao was still very puzzled, he scratched his head: "But you all broke up." ”

"It's because we broke up that I want to give her a gift."

"Huh?" Chen Shichao, who has never been in love, doesn't understand at all, "What kind of routine is this?" ”

"There are no routines, I have always been the heart of walking." Lin Nian said, but the movements in his hands did not stop.

"Well, can you tell me why you broke up?" Chen Shichao said with a gossipy face, "I'm curious." ”

Lin Nian paused, in fact, he didn't know why Xie Qimin broke up with him, anyway, they were everywhere.

After thinking for a long time, Lin Nian slowly spoke: "Perhaps, it's because of a different place." ”

"Yes, long-distance relationships have killed too many beautiful feelings, but I didn't expect you to be able to escape." Chen Shichao couldn't help but regret, "However, maybe it's really your fault, generally speaking, girls in long-distance relationships are insecure." Did you snub her? That's why she was disheartened. ”

Chen Shichao's words completely stunned Lin Nian, he suddenly thought that when he was hospitalized a few years ago, Luo Min called him several times but did not reply in time, it seems that from that time, they began to drift apart.

Maybe it's like Chen Shichao said, people are sensitive animals and are prone to lack of security, so was her own snub at that time that disappointed her?

But he was hospitalized for surgery those days, because he was worried that she would be worried about being in a different place, so he concealed this matter.

Seeing that Lin Nian fell into deep thought, Chen Shichao said, "Then between you, is it still possible?" ”

"I don't know." Lin Nian replied lightly.

That night, Lin Nian skipped class for another whole day, and finally knitted the scarf.

He carefully placed the scarf in the gift box as if it were a rare treasure, took out his mobile phone and took a photo, and then closed the box.

Open WeChat to chat with Xie Qimin.

Sure enough, as he expected, she didn't reply to the message.

Seeing that the chat interface was full of her own wishful thinking and active greetings, and her reply was almost non-existent, Lin Nian's heart throbbed violently again.

He originally wanted to send her a photo of the scarf, but when he saw this interface, he suddenly hesitated again.

Now his relationship with Xie Qimin is walking on thin ice, but if he says a little wrong or does something wrong, Xie Qimin will completely blacklist him and will never be able to turn over, in that case, he will probably not be able to breathe.

Fingers scrubbing the WeChat avatar, Lin Nian finally couldn't bear to close the phone.

This night, he lost sleep again.

A man sneaked out of the dormitory and came to the playground, where he began to peel melon seeds.

Mao Min likes this kind of boiled melon seeds the most, and he used to peel them for her often.

Because he was worried that the WeChat he sent in the past would be ignored by her, he decided to write her a retention letter, and at the same time sent the melon seeds he peeled for her and the scarf he knitted.

I hope she can see her confession and change her mind.

He still kept a chat record with her on WeChat, and he didn't dare to touch it, because he was worried that he would find out that he had blocked a message when he sent it.

It was a little cold, Lin Nian shivered in the cold wind, Rao was like this, he didn't want to go back to the dormitory.

In this way, he stayed in the playground until dawn, and then set off to mail things for Xie Qimin.

Things do not turn out the way you want.

It's been two weeks since the things were mailed out, and he has never received any response from Xie Qimin.

humbly expected her to reply to his WeChat messages, but Xie Qimin never replied to him again.

She seemed to have completely disappeared from his life like this, no matter how much he struggled and recovered, it seemed to be useless.

Later, he couldn't bear it anymore and sent a WeChat message to Ji Min.

【Us...... Can we go back to the way things were? 】。

The news was sent, he was not blocked, he was overjoyed, and secretly looked forward to Xie Qimin's reply.

He was accustomed to Xie Qimin's non-reply, and the moment his mobile phone clicked, the whole person seemed to have ascended from hell to heaven, but when he saw the content of the message, he fell into hell in an instant.

[Let's leave it like this, don't send me anything in the future, if it's okay, don't contact me, I'm blocked on WeChat, let's keep QQ friends.] Just leave a commemorative memory for so many years].

Lin Nian pinched his mobile phone, and the green tendons on his forehead burst out.

After all, he couldn't keep this feeling.

When he replied with "I don't want to lose you", he found that he had been blocked by the other party.

Looking at the red exclamation mark, his heart felt as if it had been torn apart, and it hurt.

Hot tears slipped from the corners of his eyes, he hadn't cried since he was sensible, but today, he cried.