Li Siyan's car was parked in a vacant lot in the suburbs, Xu Yihan wanted to go to a place with a wide view, which should be a good choice, not only with a wide view, but also with beautiful scenery.

Li Siyan opened the car door, got out of the car, took out a cigarette in his pocket, lit it, took a deep breath, spit out shallowly, and the wisps of smoke disappeared in the wind in an instant.

The spring breeze is blowing, and it feels very comfortable.

"Come down and breathe." Xu Yihan sat in the passenger seat, just took off the seat belt, and did not mean to get out of the car.

"I don't want to get down, this door is open and ventilated." Li Siyan bypassed the front of the car and opened the passenger door.

"Adjust the seat for you, adjust it to a comfortable angle." Li Siyan is careful and warm-hearted.

Along the way, Xu Yihan was silent, Li Siyan accompanied her silently, and the music they liked to listen to when they were in the United States was playing in the car.

When Xu Yihan wants to say it, she doesn't need him to ask, she will say it, if she doesn't say it, there must be something unspeakable.

Li Siyan opened the trunk, took out two bottles of drinks, opened one bottle, and handed it to Xu Yihan.

"Thank you......" Xu Yihan finally said two words.

"Be so polite with me!" Li Siyan took a sip of the drink, screwed the lid on, and looked at Xu Yihan, his eyes full of questions: "Tell me, what's wrong?" ”

"It's okay, I haven't been to work lately, I think, it's time for me to go to work." Xu Yihan looked into the distance.

"That's it, how can a strong woman who was once a powerful woman be willing to give up her job?" Li Siyan got into the car, sat in the driver's seat, the angle was the same as Xu Yihan's, turned his face sideways, and looked at Xu Yihan: "I'll go to work tomorrow, besides, can you leave the company?" ”

"That's what I thought, I'm going to work tomorrow." Xu Yihan let out a long breath for his decision.

"Can you tell me why you're so unhappy?"

"There are many reasons to be unhappy, and I don't know where to start."

"You should be happy to marry the person you have in mind, shouldn't you?"

"It's true that you're marrying the person you're thinking, but the person you're marrying isn't the person you're thinking about!"

"Since it is as you say, why did he marry?"

"Am I wrong? Now I keep questioning myself, am I wrong? But now that I have my sons, what should I do? Man's desires are never satisfied. In the beginning, as long as you can see him, as long as he is by your side, it doesn't matter how much love you have. When he is really by your side, you need pain and love, and this married life without temperature is unacceptable. ”

"What do you mean, he doesn't love you?"

"Never loved!" Xu Yihan said, two lines of tears, left along the corners of his eyes.

Li Siyan never expected that the goddess in his mind would be such a marriage. In his mind, Xu Yihan should be the kind of woman who is held in the palm of her husband's hand.

"Don't talk about me, let's talk about you, how is that little cutie in your company doing?" Xu Yihan wiped her tears and cheered up.

"Too young, simple as a blank sheet of paper, desperate to love."

"Then you don't let down the little girl."

"The age difference is more than ten years, immature, and the variables are too big, so let's take one step at a time."

Li Siyan's mobile phone rang, and his little girlfriend sent a WeChat message.

Li Siyan turned on his phone and replied.

Xu Yihan looked at the sky, the sky was blue and high, and the wisps of white clouds, like marshmallows when I was a child, made people yearn for it.

"What do you want to eat at noon?" Li Siyan put down his phone.

"I just saw a farmhouse, let's eat nearby." Xu Yihan retracted his thoughts.

"Okay."

Soon, I came to the small courtyard of the farmhouse.

The courtyard was clean and tidy, and the hostess heard someone coming in, lifted the curtain, and walked out.

"Two of you, sit inside."

"Boss, can you move a table and sit in the yard?" Xu Yihan stood at the door, she didn't want to sit in a place with walls on all sides.

"You can sit upstairs on the rooftop."

"This place is really nice." Li Siyan looked around and sat down: "Do you want to drink?" ”

"Aren't you driving?"

"There is a substitute driver, I will drink with you today."

Xu Yihan really suppressed it for too long, and after a few glasses of wine, all the grievances came to his heart.

"Si Yan, what do you think I should do? I, Xu Yihan, what a proud and successful person, for the so-called true love, humble to the dust, is it really wrong? ”

"There's nothing wrong with pursuing your true love, but if you're unhappy and unhappy in the process, then you have to adjust yourself."

"How? Divorced? I never thought about this, let alone have a son now. ”

"Of course, divorce is not the first choice, you can't change your heart, and you're not happy if you're divorced."

"How do I change?"

"In the past two years, your focus has been on your husband, you have neglected everything, your company, has been handed over to others to take care of, neglected your friends, and even ignored yourself.

"It's like this, give up everything for love."

"Actually, at the beginning, I was happy for you in my heart, Xu Yihan has become a little woman, and finally someone to rely on, the way you worked hard before is really distressing!"

"However, although I was tired at that time, I was happy and full of a sense of accomplishment, and now I am ......."

"Now you are not wrong, getting married and having children is something that every woman should experience, the fault is that you married someone who doesn't love you, and you love too much!"

"I thought he was going to fall in love with me all over again! Now it seems that I was really wrong. ”

"Don't blame yourself, what you have to do now is to shift your focus, your work, and your son, there is no mother who does not love her child."

"Indeed, I neglected everything, even my son."

Thinking of her son, Xu Yihan felt faint guilt in her heart, her son was almost a hundred days old, but she never took her son to heart, and never felt her son with her heart. Immersed in your own world all day long, wrestling with love.

Xu Yihan returned home and went directly to his son's room.

The mother-in-law and the wet nurse are changing their son's diaper.

"Mom, I'll come." Xu Yihan put down the bag.

"Are you okay?" The mother-in-law grabbed her son's two little feet with one hand and lifted them up: "You watch first, learn to learn." ”

Xu Yihan stood in front of the stroller, watching her son under the fiddling of her mother-in-law, silent, her eyes wide open, looking at Xu Yihan.

After changing the diaper and getting wet, the little one was comfortable, he grinned and kicked his two little legs around on the bed.

All kinds of toys hanging on the crib, with the shaking of his legs, make the sound of jingling bells, listening to the pleasant sound, the little one kicked his legs more happily.

It was the first time Xu Yihan was so serious, looking at her son wholeheartedly, her heart was as soft as sand......