May 15, cloudy.

Today is a good day.

Ke Yuan Zhengqi said that after the spies came to report, a large number of unknown people were found in the northwest, and asked me to take the vanguard to investigate.

Although he doubted Yuan Zhengqi, he was the coach and had to obey.

I just hope it's okay this time.

I'll kill a few more enemies and celebrate today's good day.

……

May 30, fine.

I think I'm going to die.

The brothers around him, except for Yuan Cheng, are all dead.

Died in Yuan Zhengqi's conspiracy to collude with the Chizhao royal family.

This is a shocking conspiracy, a trap, but I have no way to report this news to the emperor.

Yuan Cheng hasn't given up yet, he wants to find a way out.

But I'm in despair, we've been lost in the grotto for ten days, there's no water, there's no light, there's nothing.

Maybe tomorrow, I will be reunited with my dead brothers.

While I'm still sober, I want to leave something more, if anyone can enter this grotto and find this parchment scroll, please bring it back to Chu Feng.

Below, I am giving my daughter Xiling Blue, hoping that someone who is destined to come here can bring it to my daughter.

I, Xilingyi, have a smooth life and a proud spring breeze, but in the relict city, I met Lan'er's father.

I don't know where he's coming from or where he's going, but when I see him, I know it's him! The man I want in Xiling is this person.

He was gentle and cold.

When he looked at me, it was no different than when he looked at a stranger.

No matter how much I tried to please him, he was gentle and irresistible to turn me away.

In his eyes, he couldn't see anything but those strange drawings.

On the day my father gave me an ultimatum, I made up my mind, such an excellent man, if you can't get his heart, it's okay to get his people!

I got the top secret medicine from Yuexi, and then I excused myself to leave and toast with him one last time.

Success fascinated him and got him.

I left secretly, taking with me the booklet he likes to read and draw on weekdays, maybe looking at those familiar fonts will make me feel better.

I thought I would be happy, but I was not happy in my heart, I was still sad, and it hurt very empty.

Before leaving, I didn't give up looking for him again, he was already the same as when he came, and he didn't know when he disappeared.

No one had seen him, and no one knew where he had gone.

I went back to Kyoto, and it didn't take long for me to get pregnant, and everyone wanted me to kill this child, and I was reluctant, it was his child!

I gave birth to her, a very pink and beautiful daughter, and in my eyes, she is the cutest baby in the world.

I named her Xiling Blue because the day I met her father, the sky was blue and blue.

Lan'er is full moon, Chizhao is coming, and the relict city is trapped.

I took the initiative to ask Ying, others didn't understand me, maybe Lan'er would hate me when she grew up.

But I still want to go, I want to guard the relict city, that's where I met him, I want to guard Chu Feng, because Lan Er will grow up slowly in Chu Feng.

I will do my best to protect the country and my loved ones that I value.

I just come and go, free and uninhibited, maybe I won't be a qualified good mother, but I'm not just Lan'er's mother, I'm Xiling Yi first.

Xiling Yi, who was born to shine on the battlefield and bask in blood on the battlefield.

It's not Xiling Yi who will be trapped in the back house and give up his dream for the sake of a man.

Lan'er, mother also wants you to live for yourself like your mother.

away from home,