A month later.

Honolia Hospital, Japan.

Nozomi Sasayama, a new nurse, pushes a cart full of medical equipment back to the injection room.

She is a little sleepy, there are many patients recently, she has worked several night shifts, she is seriously sleepy, and she is sleepy when she walks.

"Crack, bang, bang!" The cart veered off course and slammed into the door of the ward, causing the instruments to fall to the ground, making her almost stunned as loud as she sounded in the hallway at night.

The door of the ward was opened, and a pale hand picked up something on the ground, which was pitifully thin, almost skinny, and the naked eye could see the clearly raised green tendons on it.

"I'm sorry! I'm sorry! Nozomi Sasama apologized again and again, she was so careless, and she was still in the internship period, if she was complained by a patient, she would definitely be finished.

The patient said in Japanese, which he was not very proficient in, "It's okay, be careful, don't bump into yourself by dozing off." ”

The patient's throat was hoarse, as if he had a bad cold.

Sasayama remembered that this patient was the special Chinese patient that the other nurses had said.

I heard that it was a policeman who was poisoned, and it was not cured, and there was no formula for that poison everywhere, and there was no antidote to it.

I also heard that it was a friend of Dr. Ruan, who kept her in order to facilitate her treatment, and he worked day and night to study the antidote so that he could develop it for her as soon as possible.

Nozomi Sasama was even more sorry, and she quickly continued to apologize in broken Chinese: "I'm really sorry for you, are you better?" ”

Li Baibai stood up with her hands on the door, and she also recognized the little nurse coming.

A few days ago, when she was ill, the little nurse passed by her ward and scared the tray in her hand.

"Do you know Chinese?" Li Baibai was very happy, except for Ruan Yixiu, almost no one in this hospital could understand Chinese, and no one chatted with her, and she was so bored that she was going crazy.

In fact, she's been mad several times.

Real madness.

Nozomi Sasama made a gesture: "A little." ”

She looked at the patient, and when she passed by the ward that day, she was so frightened by the movement inside that she didn't dare to look at her face closely.

That day, the patient became ill, frantically banging his head against the wall, pulling his hair desperately, and biting his arm.

There were also hysterical cries and shouts.

Like a madman.

Her room is specially made, and the walls around her are covered with sponges, just for fear that she will hurt herself.

Only then did Nozomi Sasayama see that this madman patient was so beautiful.

It's not just an ordinary good-looking, it's an extremely beautiful type.

Because she was a little out of shape, her eyes were very large, and when she looked at her, Nozomi Sasayama felt as if a deer in Nara Park had run out.

The feeling of still looking at her.

There is cleanliness and indifference in the bottom of the eyes.

They also said that the patient seemed to have run out of time, and that she might not be able to wait for the antidote to be developed, starting with the poison affecting the nervous system and attacking her body's immune organs.

Nozomi Sasama felt very sorry for such a young girl.

"Can you come and talk to me when you're resting?" Li Baibai looked at her with longing eyes, "Five minutes, no, it's good to chat for two minutes." ”

She really wanted to talk to someone.

Ruan Yixiu came to see her except for some necessary examinations, and spent most of her time in the laboratory.

She knew his painstaking efforts.

He wanted to buy time and get her life back.

When the poison is issued, it is actually very sad, and the pain is very painful. She had never felt this kind of pain, it was like a blender, constantly spinning and stirring in her head, shattering all her sanity, calmness, restraint and persistence.

It is then ground into powder.

Her poisonous hair looked like the addicts she'd seen before.

Undignified, insane, dehumanized.

She hated herself for being like that.

Yi Sen wasn't here, and she drove him back.

She said she didn't want her ugly and crazy appearance to be seen by acquaintances.

Even if she dies, she will leave a beautiful little fairy image in the hearts of others.

But how did she know that Yi Sen had actually come secretly several times, and had seen her out of control several times.

Nozomi Sasama agreed.

Although she has little time to rest, this girl is a policeman and a good person, how can she bear to refuse such a small request.

So the next day during her lunch break or after work in the evening, she would come to chat with her.

Li Baibai asked her to buy herself some snacks.

The first time Sasama Xi heard that Li Baibai was going to eat melon seeds, she was startled by the boss, it was sunflower melon seeds, they didn't sell them in the store here, she ran to several convenience stores after work and didn't buy it, and people told her that only pet stores would sell this if they fed birds, but it was raw.

Nozomi Sasama went to the Chugoku product store again and finally got it.

When Nozomi Sasayama brought it to her the next day, there was a look on her face that Nozomi Sasama had never seen before.

It's like a little girl who has finally received a gift from her beloved.

Li Baibai pulled her to sit down with her, she handed her a small handful of melon seeds, and taught her to eat melon seeds.

Nozomi Sasama saw a hard melon seed being put in her mouth and the flesh separated when she took it out in a second.

"Oh! It's amazing! ”

As a result, Nozomi Sasayama fell in love with the verbal sport of knocking melon seeds.

The two often get together to compete and knock melon seeds.

Li Baibai always won before, and she always lost, but gradually another month passed, and Nozomi Sasama was able to win almost every time.

Because Li Baibai has more and more seizures, and the time is getting longer and longer. Nozomi Sasama went to see her many times, but for fear that she would hurt herself again, she fell into a deep sleep with a tranquilizer.

Nozomi Sasama didn't like the way she was asleep.

She was so thin and small, lying on the hospital bed, and the hospital gown was empty, and she looked bigger and bigger.

The face is pale, and the lips are pale.

The long eyelashes covered her cheeks without the slightest flutter, indicating that she had slept deeply.

It was so heavy that it seemed like she didn't wake up every time she fell asleep.

Nozomi Sasama still brings melon seeds to her every two days, and she would eat them all before, but then there are more and more untouched melon seeds piled up on the cabinet.

On this day, she got off work early in the afternoon, carrying snacks and fruits to see her, and she was in good spirits today, and she could even walk around under the bed.

Nozomi Sasama asked her if she wanted to go to the small park below the hospital for a walk, and she regretted it as soon as she asked.

She must have wanted to, but her physical condition didn't allow it.

Hospitals are also not allowed on the part of the hospital.

She became manic, hurting not only herself but others as well.

"I don't really want to, just sit and bask in the sun today." She's never embarrassed, no matter what the situation.

There must be a lot of people who like a girl like her, otherwise Dr. Ruan wouldn't have tried to save her so much.

Nozomi Sasayama poured her a glass of water, and she took it and took a sip.

"Shiro, do you have a boyfriend?"

"Boyfriend?" Li Baibai smiled, "Yes, I like him, do you know, he is super good-looking, I was eaten to death by his face." ”

"And now? Do you have a photo! I really want to see it! Sasama Xi thought to herself that even Dr. Ruan's grass-level appearance didn't attract her, so what kind of handsome person does she have to be to make her so unforgettable?

Li Baibai flipped out the photos on his mobile phone, "This is a photo from six years ago, and later because of work, I always get together less and leave more, and I don't have any group photos." ”

Nozomi Sasama let out a "wow" as soon as she saw this photo.

"That's amazing! It seems like Ryota Katayose! ”

The photo has been a little old for a long time, and the pixels are not very good, but the young man has clear contours, delicate facial features, jet-black eyebrows, deep and bright eyes, and a flawless side face.

"Is it a star? This kind of look can make its debut in Japan! Nozomi Sasama sighed that Li Baibai is so beautiful, and her boyfriend with this kind of appearance is worthy of her.

Handsome men and beautiful women are really king.

"No, but he's the boss of the star now."

"That's amazing! So where is he now, why didn't he come to accompany you? ”

Nozomi Sasama saw a hint of loneliness on Li Baibai's face.

"I broke up with him, no one can match me with a girl like me, haha." Li Baibai joked.

Nozomi Sasama heard sadness and bitterness from this sentence.

She didn't even let her parents know about her illness, and apparently she came to Japan without telling all her relatives and friends.

"I heard that Dr. Ruan made progress two days ago!" Nozomi Sasama comforted her: "Don't be discouraged! There must be hope! ”

"I wasn't ready to give up, otherwise I wouldn't have come to Japan to find Ruan Yixiu." Li Baibai leaned on the window, the sky outside was as blue as an oil painting world, splashing a little white cloud at will, the birds were pursuing freedom and the right to fly, and nothing seemed to be able to stop it between heaven and earth.

This world is really too gentle, and this world is really too beautiful.

She didn't want to die.

She didn't want to give up even until the last moment of her life.

Won't give up.

Ruan Yixiu came to see her yesterday, he obviously hadn't had a good rest for a long time, his eyes were bloodshot, and he hadn't shaved for many days.

He told her that the antidote had progressed.

In fact, she knew that she would be happy even if it could prolong her life by a few days or even hours.

She wants to live, but she is not greedy.

She cooperated with the treatment, obediently took medicine and injections, and survived so many episodes day and night.

Maybe when that day comes, she may not be afraid.

In the evening she fell ill again, she had tried very hard not to scream, gritted her teeth until she tasted the smell of rust, and the veins up and down her body seemed to have thousands of ants crawling and biting inside, gnawing through the flesh and then eating her bones, and she even felt that the ants had eaten her flesh and flesh and then penetrated through her skin, crawling out of her eyes, ears, nose and mouth.

She reached for them and tried to pull them out of her skin, only to find that her nails had been cut and bare, and they were very ugly.

She still wants to scratch them, she wants to get them all out, maybe her illness will be cured?

The door to the ward was slammed open, and several paramedics quickly walked in, dragged her back to the bed, held her down, and injected her.

The effect of the needle was not very good, and it took a long time for her to completely calm down and fall asleep.

Ruan Yixiu didn't even have the courage to look at her.

She didn't know where she hit her forehead, the blood was not too serious, and she only had a piece of gauze attached to it.

In order to prevent her from hallucinating and scratching herself again, the medical staff cut her nails short almost against the flesh, but she was still able to scratch herself out of the bruises.

Old wounds are not healed, and new wounds are added.

Her hair had already been cut short, and she was afraid that she would go crazy and pull off her scalp, so she pushed it against her scalp with a clipper.

It was the hospital nurse who shaved her, and after shaving, she looked like a little boy who had not graduated from high school, she looked in the mirror and frowned a little sadly, and then looked at it and laughed.

"I also shaved like this when I was in high school in Los Angeles, and he also said, 'Inch head is the only criterion for judging handsome guys', and now it seems to be the only criterion for judging beautiful women, I think I shaved my head much better than him." She touched her prickly hair and looked left and right in the mirror, looking very fresh.

"You're the best, are you a super invincible cosmic beautiful girl?" Ruan Yixiu can't wait to become clever overnight, if talking can make her happy, he can talk to her every day.

But he knew it was useless, he had to do something useful, he had to develop an antidote.

He wanted her to live.

That day, he applied to the hospital to take her downstairs to the garden for half an hour.

In just half an hour, there were two doctors and nurses guarding not far away.

She looked up comfortably, as if she was enjoying the warm moment.

A little boy bumped into her leg, covering his nose with tears in his eyes, his little mouth deflated, and he looked like he was about to cry in the next second.

Li Baibai squatted down and said something to him, the little boy and her squatted on the ground, pouting their buttocks, a big thorn, a small thorn, and two kiwi heads of different sizes in hospital gowns gathered together and didn't know what they were studying.

Ruan Yixiu was curious, but she didn't step forward to ask her, he didn't want to disturb her, and she didn't need him.

He quietly filmed the scene with his mobile phone.

The man who sent her told him that Li Baibai had completely broken up with Los Angeles.

She didn't want him to know all this.

She felt that it was too cruel for him, they were already planning to get married, how could a young and promising excellent man get married and lose his wife?

She lied to him, wishing he hated her for the rest of her life.

Ruan Yixiu actually felt that this was the most cruel thing for Los Angeles.

One day, he will surely understand the truth of the matter.

If she was really gone at that time, how much impact would it have had on L.A.?

She underestimated the depth of L.A.'s affection for her.

Even he was so sad, if Los Angeles knew the ins and outs of the matter in a few years, would he really be able to bear it?

She shouldn't have done this to him.

Nor should he be subjected to such concealment and deception.

After the wind was over, he accompanied her back to the ward, and couldn't help asking, "What did you say to that kid just now?" How did you change your face so quickly? ”

"I said that he also hit the ant, no one cried, how strong the ant is, can lift things 50 times heavier than himself, I said that he can in the future, but he didn't believe it, so I took him to watch the ants move caterpillars."

"When did your Japanese get so good?" He punctured her lies.

Her ears were red, but she was still confident: "I just said, 'ほら、地に力持ちがいます!'" (Behold, there is a strong man on the earth!) And deceived him! ”

After she got sick, she became a lot more childish, and she played tricks on him, and she was much more lively than before. Ruan Yixiu seems to be able to see Li Baibai in her student days through her now.

Unbeatable cuteness.

At night, when he came out of the laboratory, he went to see Li Baibai again, and through the window of the ward, he saw her sleeping face.

She's hit Valium again.

She also had more and more seizures at night, and the hospital recommended increasing the dose of diazepam, because the patient's condition was getting worse and worse, and she could not sleep well even for half a night without increasing the dose.

Ruan Yixiu took out his mobile phone and watched the day's video.

In the video, she is smiling like a flower, her eyebrows and eyes are crooked, and she can't tell that she is a person who has little time left.

This is the best, she must hope that she will be a beautiful little girl in the eyes of Los Angeles at all times.

Ruan Yixiu no longer hesitated, and sent the video and a few sentences by email.