Lin Yuan was silently in the kitchen alone, not knowing what to do, aimlessness became the norm, and absentmindedly picked up the ingredients in his hand and began to cook.

I don't know who it is behind the kitchen, so I put a bowl of water lotus in my heart, and a few pots of small flowers stand quietly in the kitchen that should be fireworks.

Lin Kite walked sluggishly towards the pots of flowers, and then saw those water lotuses, delicate and dripping blooming, each of which seemed to tell the woman in front of her how delicate life is and how lovely everything is.

Lin Kite stretched out his hand to pluck the water lotus, and then put it in a wooden basin to be washed with clean water, and those loving little things became more and more charming after being washed like dew.

"It's just so bright, I can't find it anymore......"

Lin Kite plucked the petals of the water lotus one by one, put them on the board, and watched them go from delicate to emaciated. Lin Kite didn't know what he was doing, but by the time he reacted, a plate of delicate and delicious lotus cake had been prepared.

It's just that the plate with a blue mouth and a hundred flowers has a bright red that shouldn't be. Lin Yuan saw that his hands were cut through countless small openings, as if something had entered his bones from these openings, and then occupied all his bones and chest step by step, and finally devoured all his obsessions.

"Yu'er, my mother is not here, has anyone made you lotus crisp to eat?"

Yu'er, I promised to accompany you to learn martial arts before, have you insisted on it now?

Yu'er, my mother is not by your side, did you kick the quilt at night?

Yu'er, my mother misses you so much.

The wound on her finger suddenly felt pain at this time, making the woman unbearable, obviously she had suffered a more serious injury than this before, and even how many times she had competed with death for time, but she couldn't bear this small injury in front of her, as if she was going to tear herself apart, and there was no exit from the abyss.

Yue Zhang looked at the woman outside the kitchen door for a long time, and his face was already full of tears, he knew that a dignified man should not be so fragile, but when he saw the woman's heartache, he seemed to be able to empathize with the despair.

Yue Zhang gently pushed the door open, and the sunlight outside the door instantly spilled in, but it stung the woman's eyes.

"Lin Kite, there are some things that we can only learn to let go, otherwise we will only rub ourselves into them, and we will not be able to get out!"

Lin Yuan looked at the plate of lotus cake in front of him that still exuded fragrance and delicate appearance, and smiled bitterly in his heart, how could he not understand the truth in this? But if everyone can fight outside of emotions and see through this red dust, how can they only be born as human beings?

"Yue Zhang, I know, I know, I just need a little time."

The more he stretched his trembling hands, he wanted to hug the woman in front of him tightly, and then loudly told him how much he loved him and how much he felt sorry for him, but he couldn't, so he could only persuade the woman to go home and rest in a pale and weak voice in the same place.

After Lin Yuan left, Yue Zhang frantically put those lotus cakes into his mouth, but the excessively sweet and greasy things could not warm his depressed heart at this time.

"Ahem! It's so sweet......"

Yue Zhang ate too violently, and his nose and tears were choked, but he still kept filling his mouth.

Lin Kite, do you know that from the first time I saw you, I swore to follow your footsteps for the rest of my life and never leave.

Lin Kite walked in the bustling crowd, the street was full of people, and the vendors kept selling their stalls.

No one noticed why this delicate-faced woman walked alone on the street without saying a word, her eyes dull and seemed like a walking corpse.

"Girl, do you want to try our family's new rouge and smear it on your face, it's beautiful, make sure those sons are reluctant to you!" A middle-aged woman grabbed Lin Kite and shouted at her rouge.

"Auntie, how do you sell this rouge? Can we really go back to the way things were? ”

In the past, there was no rouge, and the woman's face was only red for the lover, but later the woman broke her heart, and then the rouge was just pretending.

Lin Yuan didn't know why, so she bought several boxes of rouge, obviously she never adorned powder. Xu is the sky was particularly bright that day, Xu is the proprietress is particularly good at shouting, in short, she took those things and continued to walk.

"Sister, I haven't eaten for a long time, my sister is doing well, reward me with a little silver to ......" A dirty, ragged little boy in front of him hugged Lin Kite's thigh and pleaded in a low voice.

Lin Yuan looked up and didn't know when, it turned out that he had already burst into tears, so he could only wipe away his tears with his sleeve with a wry smile, and then took out the money bag from his waist, and when he was about to take out the money, a man on the side of the road quickly grabbed the money bag and ran forward.

Lin Yuan seemed to be awakened by this incident, and immediately went to arrest the thief. There was a constant whistling sound of the wind in his ears, and even the sound of those people constantly cheering and encouraging, but Lin Yuan couldn't hear the fluttering sound in his heart.

"It's your misfortune to meet me today, return the money bag to me, and I'll let you go."

At a bend, the kite said to the thief. But the thief retorted fearlessly.

"Don't talk nonsense here, it's your ability to catch me!"

As soon as the words fell, the thief's arm was suppressed by the woman, and the thief bared his teeth in pain, and kept cursing unbearable swear words in his mouth.

"Give me back the money bag!" The thief was a short confession from the aunt and grandmother at this moment, and then after returning the money bag to the woman, he immediately ran away.

Lin Kite handed over the entire money bag to the little boy. "Find a shop to buy yourself a new dress, it's a shame to look so good."

After Lin Yuan solved this matter, she suddenly felt that maybe her life was not too bad, she was not as incompetent as a poor beggar who could only survive by begging others, and she could not be like those resentful women who were abandoned by their husbands, who could only be in the empty boudoir, sighing and sighing.

"Lin Kite, you seem to be someone else's moon forever, always warm everyone." Zhao Yun has been following the woman from the beginning, and he exclaimed at this moment.

"Your Majesty, your body is just getting better, we might as well go back to the palace as soon as possible, my subordinates here will send someone to keep an eye on it."

Zhao Yun didn't say no, he was indeed tired day and night during this time, and his body gradually couldn't support it, but as long as he could see this woman's smile, it seemed that everything was worth it.

"You don't have to go back to the palace, just find an inn around here, the affairs of the court have been managed by the prime minister recently, but I can be busy."

Zhao Yun stayed in the inn for a while before he took his subordinates out and found the little boy before.

The little boy thought that the man was going to blackmail him, and his little face was full of fear, but he still forced himself to question the man, "I tell you, I will not be afraid of you, I will definitely protect me and my mother!" ”

When Zhao Yun saw the appearance of a child like this, he suddenly felt sad, as if he had never been so unswervingly protected.

"I'm not here to hurt you, but I just have something to ask for, you met a woman on the street today and gave you a money bag, and I'll exchange it for ten times the price now, okay?"

The child seemed to be stunned by such words, and his eyes stared blankly at the man, and his hands kept stirring the placket of his clothes.

In the end, after Zhao Yun got the money bag he wanted, he left the small dilapidated house. The subordinates did not dare to guess the mood of the superior in front of them along the way.

"The drizzle of sycamores on the side of the road has a different flavor."

It turned out that it had been drizzling unconsciously, and it was already autumn season, and all the hard work and dedication were perfectly rewarded in this wonderful world, but some people also disappeared in the spring.

"Your Majesty, do you want to eat something? During this time, the emperor's dragon body lost a lot of weight. ”

Zhao Yun didn't say anything after hearing this, he just couldn't eat, he just didn't know what the point of living in the world was so numb.

When the subordinate was still persuading the man in front of him, a panicked woman suddenly came in.

The woman was the maid of Princess Du'an before, and she was already crying at the moment, and her voice was infarcted, "Your Majesty, go back and see the princess, the princess's body is getting worse, and now she can't eat it at all, it's already the end of the crossbow!" ”

The maid cried silently, maybe in the eyes of others, that woman has always been ruthless and careless of human life, but she is the master who has served her all her life, and her love is as deep as the sea.

Zhao Yun only felt upset when he heard the crying of the maid in front of him, "She has always been to blame for becoming like this now, and she can't blame others, I hope that your princess can do it for herself, and I will send the imperial doctor to treat him." ”

"But the emperor, no matter how much you hate the princess, the princess has worked hard for you all her life, just to get a piece of your sincerity, even if you go to see what can you do!"

The subordinates couldn't see the woman directly confronting Long Yan like this, and shouted, "You'd better pay attention to your identity, if you talk nonsense, it will only hurt your princess." ”

Zhao Yun fell into deep thought, he remembered the first time he met that woman, he and she were so indifferent and ruthless to everyone, but when he saw himself, he actually revealed the shyness of his daughter's family, but if it wasn't for that woman's insistence, they wouldn't have come to this point, so from the source, who is to blame?

"Now that we've come to this point, there's no need to see this last face, you go down, I won't go."

When Princess Du'an knew that the man would not even give her the last handout, she finally spit it out in one breath.

"Isn't it ridiculous that you say I'm going to die in my life, and he won't come to see me for the last time!"

If I can have an afterlife, I will definitely not live such a life again, and I hope to find a lover and have both children like looking for a woman.

The candles in the room were flickering in the breeze, as if they were as joyful and sad as life.