Chapter 46: Chen Chen and the little man
Jing Yan knew that even if the sentence he had just said was a joke, he had already waited for Cheng Mo's poisonous tongue to deal with it, but what he was waiting for was Cheng Mo's self-deprecating sentence.
On the contrary, Jing Yan was a little surprised, "Amo, are you okay?" Eating the wrong thing, what is this? I'm complaining about you, you didn't come back? ”
Cheng Mo glanced at him, "If I don't scold you for a day, you are uncomfortable and can't swallow, right?" Why do you owe it so much? It's because of your lack of strength that your cousin and uncle always wonder if you were the wrong person in the hospital when you were a child. If it weren't for the fact that she looked too much like her cousin, she would have been swept out of the house as a pick-up. ”
Jing Yan: "......" is still the original recipe and the original taste.
"Are you going to eat this meal?" Jing Yan asked him.
Cheng Mo shook his head, "Ye Tang is still asleep, looking at the fact that he doesn't sleep very steadily, and he is sick again." ”
"Sick?" Jing Yan restrained the smile on his face and frowned, "I'll just say that you are too tormenting, how long has she been your secretary and life assistant, this is sick." ”
Cheng Mo still didn't go back, hung his head slightly, didn't make a sound, and at first glance he looked a little ashamed. No matter how Jing Yan looks at it, he feels that he is a little abnormal today.
Then I understood a little, "That's why you proposed to come to Zhuyuan to eat, because the taste here is light and suitable for the sick number, right?" ”
"Otherwise, do you think I'm too idle to panic and come all the way here?" Cheng Mo asked rhetorically.
Jing Yan was helpless, "Okay." Anyway, it's all here, I'll go to the bamboo garden to pack some for Ye Tang. Just wait for me here. ”
"Hmm." Cheng Mo responded, "Thank you." ”
Jing Yan may be a little uncontrollable in front of Cheng Mo, maybe he is an M, as soon as he heard Cheng Mo speak well, he was a little untidy.
Jing Yan stared at him, "Ye Tang is very good, don't toss people too much, leave a way for people to live, you really bullied her hard, He Xiaochuan'er protected her to death, he was crazy and even beat himself, and when he was crazy, he could ride Ye Weijian to pee on his neck in public." I'll tell you that no matter how good you are, you can't fight a madman. ”
Cheng Mo listened to Jing Yan's debt, looked at the past lightly, and did not reply, his expression looked a little faintly tired.
Jing Yan was a little worried, so he didn't owe it anymore, waved his hand and said, "Okay, I'll pack some bamboo gardens, you wait for me for a while." ”
Watching him trot towards the car two hundred meters away, Cheng Mo exhaled softly, in a very low voice, as if he was speaking to himself.
"I wanted to give her a way out, but she wouldn't let herself go."
Cheng Mo's hand hanging by his side involuntarily clenched very tightly, very tightly. Thinking of seeing Ye Tang sleeping unsteadily before, his brows were furrowed in his sleep, and his head was sweating.
He was a little worried, so he pulled the car to a steady stop on the side of the road, knowing that she should be having a nightmare, so he wanted to wake her up.
Then I saw that the woman's body was tense in her sleep, trembling slightly as if she were convulsive, as if she was suffering great pain.
In the midst of his eager, burning breath, there was a painful whisper that called a name, or rather a title.
"Brother Chen'......"
With such a soft voice and a painful tone, he evoked this title that even sounded a little childish, but it instantly made this man who could be called indifferent not move for a moment. I lost all my movements, my eyes didn't move, my breath seemed to be held, and even my heartbeat seemed to be missing a beat.
How long has it been since you've heard that term? He doesn't remember. There may have been some deliberate forgetting. The human brain is very intelligent, and sometimes it is in some kind of inexplicable protective mechanism, and it will deliberately forget some painful and desperate memories to avoid harm again and again.
Sometimes, some things are deliberately forgotten, such as ...... Someone who has ever hurt. In this way, you can save yourself from the torment of guilt.
He has a man who owes much. In that deliberately forgotten memory, this person was dark and thin, with delicate and beautiful facial features, and his short hair was like gnawing on a missing melon skin. The man was innocent and lovely, cowardly and obedient, with soft fingers, and his small hands were like a ball of hot cotton, holding his hand.
This person listens to him very much, and always timidly calls him - Brother Chenchen.
And he called this man - the younger brother.
'Brother Shen has a younger brother, and he is good to Atik! Brother, if you are my brother, I will treat you very well, even better than Brother Shen to Ati! ’
Cheng Mo didn't count how long it had been since he had heard this title.
In fact, it's been a long time since I've heard anyone call him by this name, and he hasn't been called Cheng Chen for a long time.
Jiang Yamo and Li Qian are cousins with deep feelings, so when the children choose their names, they all make an appointment to use a side one.
After the eldest Jing Shen was born, Jing Baichuan named him a Shen character, hoping that his eldest son could be steady and solid, and be cautious in his words and deeds. When the second son was born, the Jing family's family business was already very large, and Jing Baichuan named it a ti character, hoping that the second son would not be arrogant and impetuous, and should have a sense of awe for the world and things.
When Cheng Mo was born, Li Qian did not have such great expectations for his baby son as Jing Baichuan did for his two sons. What she thinks is very simple, her son can be a person who lives happily, is affectionate and righteous, and has a sincere heart.
That's why his name is the word for Chi Chen. It's just that his mother died of illness and after his stepmother entered the door, everything changed, and he was no longer the happy, affectionate, righteous and sincere person in his mother's expectations.
It's not worthy of this word. He changed his name and changed the word that was furthest from the meaning of 'Chen'.
At that time, Cheng Mo's psychological state gradually stabilized, and Cheng Xujiang proposed to marry Qin Manrong and enter the door, and he discussed it with his son, hoping that his son would not be so resistant. Cheng Xujiang told him that as long as he can accept this matter well, his father will try his best to agree to any request.
Cheng Mo only asked to change his name and surname, but Cheng Xujiang was shocked and would never agree. In the end, he only compromised and let him change his name, using the word furthest from 'Chen'.
Indifferent indifference. If it weren't for these internal information, what parent would have the heart to call their child this name?
He never went to the man who called him Brother Chenchen. He can no longer give the bright future promised to this person, and his home is no longer the good place he once depicted for this person.
He is no longer a brother who can be very good to this person, he is no longer Cheng Chen, he is Cheng Mo. Not to mention being good to people, he was not even good to himself at that time.
That little man was put in a place that his heart never touched, and he was put together with all the innocence and warmth he had ever had.