Chapter 131: No Confidence

As long as she sees Chu Yanran, Xiang Jin will inexplicably think of Liu Qingqing, which is why she wants to make friends with her so much, and now it seems that she has opened Chu Yanran's heart.

Xiang Jin smiled and said: "Yanran, in the future, you will call me Jin Silk, always call Jin Girl more points!" ”

Chu Yanran nodded, and said to Xiang Jin seriously: "Jin Bao, although we all treat each other as friends, if there is nothing important in the future, it is better for you to come to a place like Yihong Pavilion!" ”

Chu Yanran believes that since she is a real friend, she must be thoughtful for her friends.

Miss Jin is so sincere in befriending her, she must think about Miss Jin, although she is always dressed as a man, but if someone breaks it down one day, it will have a very serious impact on Miss Jin.

Xiang Jin retorted: "Who said that I didn't have anything important to come over today? I have something very important to do! ”

Chu Yanran asked with a puzzled face, "Oh? What's important? ”

"I'm actually here today ......" Thinking of the purpose of his coming to Chu Yanran, Xiang Jin suddenly choked up and couldn't speak.

Seeing that she wanted to speak and stopped, Chu Yanran frowned and asked, "What is it?" ”

Xiang Jin originally wanted to show Chu Yanran her identity as Princess Yong'an today, ask her what she thinks, and see if she is willing to enter the Yong'an Palace to serve Zhao Ziyi.

But after thinking about it, this just made Chu Yanran abandon the concern of identity, and suddenly said to Chu Yanran that she was the princess, I was afraid that it would scare her, and she would think that Xiang Jin was teasing her, so she decided not to say her identity for the time being.

So Xiang Jin changed his words and said, "Actually...... I just want to care about you, and I don't think it's a way for you to stay here all the time! ”

This is the important thing that Jin Silk said?

Chu Yanran was quite moved when she heard this, and only true friends would put themselves in her shoes like this, it seems that Miss Jin is indeed a person worthy of deep friendship.

But being in the Red Pavilion, how can you get out easily? She is just a weak woman who is powerless, if she has the ability, how can she be willing to go to such a place to sell her skin.

Chu Yanran shook her head gloomily: "Alas, I have been an orphan since I was a child, a weak woman, how can I survive outside?" ”

"You must have saved a lot of silver taels over the years, right? It's good to go out and start a small business! Xiang Jin does not intend to point out directly, but is ready to adopt roundabout tactics.

Chu Yanran lowered her head in shame, this is a place where most women in the dust have no confidence, and the women who will come to the Qinglou have either been sold here since they were children, or they really can't even afford to eat.

Being in the Qinglou, I can be regarded as having a home, I can eat and dress warmly, and it is not particularly hard, I don't need to have much ability, of course, I must have a good skin.

Maybe someone said such things to Chu Yanran before, and she might still fantasize about being able to go out and fight with her own hands, but that could only be just thought, because at that time, she couldn't have so many silver taels!

And now she has long been accustomed to such a "relaxed" lifestyle, where can she endure those hardships? So you can't blame others for looking down on them, in fact, from this point of view, they despise themselves.

Chu Yanran's eyes flickered, and she replied hesitantly: "Jin Silk, I'm useless...... I can't do it, you look down on me! ”

Of course, Xiang Jin understood Chu Yanran's thoughts, and she couldn't help but know what it meant to be involuntarily.

At that time, Liu Qingqing also had special feelings for Qinglou, and if she couldn't find a reliable home, it was impossible for her to leave easily, because that was the only place where she felt she could survive on her own.

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