Chapter 386: I Have a Friend

"I used to think you were such a person, but then you proved that you are far from the mother I remember, you are just a concubine, and you have inherited the legacy of the previous queen."

Min Guifei's nails were deeply embedded in the flesh, and looking at this son, who looked seven points similar to her, she didn't know whether she was more disappointed or more annoyed.

"It's just an illusion! It is because of these people that you are as idle as you are now, thinking only about unrealistic things all day long, and never thinking about how much I have paid for you as a mother! ”

Ye Wuya was indifferent.

He has experienced hysterical quarrels like this many times, even if his heart is cold, like a rootless duckweed, but he still hasn't leaked a clue.

"That's just what you want to see, you hope I don't fight for the crown prince, you think that only the elder brother has the qualifications to become the crown prince, he is the only one, and no one can shake his position."

"Even the best eldest brother, you only think that he will assist your brother in ascending to the throne, isn't my current ambition just what you want? Why are you angry. ”

Concubine Min Guifei's belly is full of anger, she has indeed been very determined, but this does not mean that he does not want his son to be promising.

Cheng Tian only thinks about how to be a small one, and he may not care about the power in the mirror at all, even if he comes back this time, he is also at the bottom.

"That woman, you are not allowed to see you again, this is the order of this palace, if you want to disobey the order, then break out and step on my corpse to pass it out!"

Ye Wuya glanced at her deeply, and walked outside without looking back, although someone stopped him wherever he walked, he was very light, and he jumped far away in a flash, and soon disappeared completely.

"This ...... Yes! "Concubine Min. Angry, he directly threw the high-quality expensive ornaments at hand to the ground, and he couldn't get out of the bad breath in his heart.

What's so good about Gu Yu'er! doesn't look so charming, but he is a full vixen, and he has taken away all the hearts and souls of people.

Now her son doesn't even listen to her, so he doesn't give face, although it was the same before, but he won't step on her face and walk out, he would rather disobey to the end than give her a little face.

Gu Shendui looked at the cold weather outside, after all, she didn't light up chemistry and physics or agricultural politics, she was just an ordinary doctor, even if she had big ambitions, she couldn't do anything.

For example, in the face of such cold weather, she has no way to improve.

In fact, he had thought before that if he could get out of the whirlpool of these regimes, he would go to the countryside to be a dashing barefoot doctor, and everywhere he went, he would be praised by others.

I don't ask for much, it's enough to be able to eat a hot meal every day, and to have someone around to support me.

But now she has more ambitions, and she doesn't want to be a free salted fish with her medical skills, with only useful medical skills.

"I hope this cold weather will pass quickly, and hurry to the season of recovery, and when the spring flowers bloom, all the pain will be covered with flowers."

She doesn't have much feeling about death, after all, human life is born of old age, sickness and death, but she can't sit idly by and ignore pain.

Especially the frustration and exhaustion that welled up in her heart, the deep sense of powerlessness, almost overwhelmed her.

In such a natural environment, she could do nothing.

"Lan Yu'er, Lan Yu'er, your influence on me is still too great, can a friend's last words change a salted fish."

She clearly thinks that she is not a bad person, but she suddenly wants to treat those who have been traumatized in this cold wind but have no money to treat them for free.

Just like the ghost old women in this house, although her family is not short of money, she is still alive and dead.

Why? Is it simply because of neglect?

Not only that, but not only because the quilt was made a lot thinner by the naughty grandson, but also because of the physique, because there was a dark disease on the body before that was not treated, so the final result would be so sudden.

But how can she support everyone's medical expenses, and if she collects money, I don't know how many people are unwilling.

"Mother, I have a friend who has the ability and wants to help more people, but she is very distressed, because she helps some people, but she can't help others, she will feel very bad."

"She just wants to stand by and watch, anyway, after doing it, no one will necessarily praise her, but after doing it, it may attract many people to say that she is a bad and good person, and if something happens, she will be misunderstood."

"But those are the things that didn't happen." Shu's demeanor was gentle, and he didn't ask who that friend was, but his eyes seemed to be gentle enough to see through everything.

Gu Shenwan was a little embarrassed, in fact, these thoughts didn't make any sense at all, she. If she really wanted to do it, she wouldn't have these hesitations, but the problem was that she was being affected by Lan Yu'er's words before she died.

If you want to do more for the world, but you can't help but torture yourself with your reason, the consequences of doing so may not be as good as you imagined.

It is possible that no one will appreciate it, and it may be ridiculed behind the back, and a lot of work will be paid, but in the end they will get nothing, and they will be displaced, and they will be miserable.

She was worried that she could help outsiders, but when it came time for her to be in trouble, no one would help her.

Just like the end result of that little dilapidated orphanage......

Just like those well-wishers who are disappointed again and again, the easiest person in the world to succeed is still the bad guy after all, or the person who is indifferent enough to not waver.

"If you really have that ability, even if you pay in the end, it doesn't matter if you don't get anything."

"If you take the initiative and do it, you can help some people if they need it. It's not to help all the people in this world, but to do what you can within what you can afford. ”

"Just like when you encountered unevenness on the road before, although it was because you had a clear distinction between right and wrong, and felt that the other party was really bullying, but you came out because you felt that you could bear it."

Gu Shendui couldn't say that she was cheerful in her heart, but this sentence did make her make a decision, no matter how much she could help, she would only do as much as possible without losing money.

Anyway, all that was wasted in the end was time, she was still very young, so who cared about wasting another month or two.

But for some, it may be a lifetime thing.