Lin Chuxia's entire vacation was spent in thoughts, she never thought that there would be such a person in her life and in her heart.

I often think about him involuntarily, and then shake my head and say to myself: What's wrong with me? How can it be? But missing someone feels blissful and addictive.

Think of his eyes, think of his serious eyes, think of his smiling face. Lin Chuxia will guess: What is he thinking when he looks at me?

Lin Chuxia knew that this kind of love was very bitter, but he blindly indulged his thoughts and let his thoughts grow crazy in his head.

When love comes, no one can stop it.

……

While the colors of the south are still based on green, the colors of the north have been vividly rendered by the colors of autumn.

The first day of school is always busy and happy, because of the company of Luo Chuchu.

Walking on campus, they will always become a landscape. Luo Chuchu is avant-garde and fashionable, and Lin Chuxia is ladylike and sweet.

"Hey, beauty, are you going to the library?" Yang Siyuan caught up with the two of them, putting his hand on Luo Chuchu's shoulder.

"Too lazy to go, go back to the dormitory and sleep! Let's go! Luo Chuchu shook his hand away.

"Let's play the mobile game of "A Chinese Ghost Story" with you, let me experience the pain of giving birth today, it's also quite cool!" Yang Siyuan has a hippie smile.

"Perverted! Masochism! Luo Chuchu said, "But it's a good idea!" Sister to play with you! ”

"As long as you're happy, I'm comfortable with masochism!" Yang Siyuan's face was cheap.

In order to please Luo Chuchu, Yang Siyuan accompanied her to play her favorite mobile game, Luo Chuchu said east, he didn't dare to go west.

Lin Chuxia knew that in the afternoon, the two of them would waste their time like this.

"Chu Chu, I'll go wash the clothes, and by the way, I'll wash yours too!" Lin Chuxia packed up Luo Chuchu's bed and walked out with her change of clothes.

"I love you so much!" Luo Chuchu had already opened the game's interface with snacks in his mouth.

Lin Chuxia went to the laundry room, stuffed coins, and turned on the washing machine.

Her heart fluctuated as the washing machine spun. Looking at the scenery outside the window, autumn is a beautiful season. Luo Yichen, what are you doing?

My heart is like an orchid

Thinking is born with the autumn wind

Love is full of trees

It's unbearable

There are only two lines of tears

The mood is swaying

Parting and worrying

Mountains and yellow leaves fly

It's hard to get rid of that

The heart floats with the bright moon

"Lin Chuxia, your phone!" Yang Siyuan ran over with Lin Chuxia's mobile phone, stuffed it into her hand, and turned around and ran back to play his game.

Strange number, Nanjing's!

"Hey, what are you doing?" Luo Yichen's voice came from the mobile phone.

Lin Chuxia felt a burst of joy in her heart, as if she heard the sound of flowers blooming.

"Why don't you speak?"

"I'm listening to ......"

"I've not been very busy lately, I'm going to Beijing on a business trip after a while, and I'll see you and Chu Chu."

"Uh-huh, okay." The corners of Lin Chuxia's mouth rose, and her heart seemed to be hit by happiness!

……

"Chu Chu, Luo Yichen called, he is coming to Beijing to see me!"

"Heavy color light girl!"

"No, he said look at the two of us!"

"Cut, who is rare!"

"I'm rare!"

……

In the following days, Lin Chuxia counted the time and waited.

Autumn passed, and I waited until winter until Luo Yichen arrived.

……

Yang Siyuan booked a private room for dinner early, just as he said: "My uncle is here, I have to behave!" ”

"A dog can't spit out ivory from its mouth, and it's impossible for me, a delicate flower, to stick it in your cow dung!"

"I'm nutritious, and I've only planted Chu Chu flowers in this life!"

"Cheap!"

……

Lin Chuxia stood at the door of the hot pot restaurant, waiting for Luo Yichen, the two of them hadn't seen each other for three months.

Luo Yichen walked towards her, a medium black coat, a striped plain scarf, and a shoulder bag, and at the first glance of her eyes, joy bloomed in her heart.

"How are you standing outside, silly girl!" Luo Yichen looked at her little face, her nose was red.

"Why don't you wear gloves when you go out, aren't your hands cold?" Lin Chuxia looked at his hand.

"It's not cold, I'm used to it." As he spoke, he pulled Lin Chuxia into the hot pot restaurant, it was so warm inside.

……

"Brother, this is my classmate Yang Siyuan." Luo Chuchu introduced it to his brother.

"Big ...... Hello, brother! Listen to Chu Chu often talk about you. Yang Siyuan was so excited that he almost came out with the word "uncle"!

Luo Yichen smiled: "Sit, sit down and say." ”

Lin Chuxia kept giving Luo Yichen shabu-shabu, she knew Luo Yichen's favorite dishes.

……

"Eating hot pot, my brother loves to eat kelp and cabbage." Luo Chuchu said every word about Luo Yichen, Lin Chuxia would remember it.

……

Luo Yichen and Yang Siyuan were drinking, Chu Chu said that his brother didn't drink much, but Luo Yichen liked to drink tonight.

The first time I saw him smoke, he didn't smoke like everyone else, the cigarette burned on his fingertips, wisps of smoke curled up, he just quietly watched the smoke spontaneously combustion.

Lin Chuxia looked at his melancholy appearance, and the softest place in his heart was touched by him and attracted by him.

……

After eating, waiting for the car, Lin Chuxia saw Luo Yichen pinching his hands constantly.

"What's the matter, why are you pinching yourself?"

"Numb hands...... I want to make myself sober......" Luo Yichen is still abusing himself.

"Can it not be!" Lin Chuxia pulled his right hand, and she was distressed.

……

Because it was the weekend, the three of them didn't go back to school.

In the hotel room, Luo Yichen sat on the sofa, Yang Siyuan turned on the TV, and took the remote control to adjust the channel.

Luo Chuchu drank a little too much, she was lying on the bed, and Lin Chuxia was sitting beside her.

Luo Yichen and Yang Siyuan chatted about sports and Chinese football. Speaking of kicking the door, when his legs are weak, Luo Yichen will smile happily.

His laughter, like his melancholy, is infecting Lin Chuxia.

"It's eleven o'clock, let's go next door and let them sleep." Luo Yichen said.

"We sleep next door, and there's poison here!" Luo Chuchu, who had been quiet, jumped up, and Yang Siyuan was smoking.

At night, Lin Chuxia faintly heard Luo Yichen's coughing.

The next day, she woke up early and went downstairs to the pharmacy to buy cold medicine.

Knock on his door, and he quickly opened it. Lin Chuxia stood at the door: "Cold medicine." ”

He took the medicine and put it in his coat pocket. With a remote control in his hand, he watched the news and was silent for a long time.

"I'll go first!" He put down the remote.

"Let's go together!" Lin Chuxia hurriedly went to the room and asked Chu Chu to get up.

The door was ajar, and Lin Chuxia saw him walking over.

"Wait." Lin Chuxia chased out, and Luo Yichen stood in place.

Lin Chuxia stepped forward and wrapped his hands around his arm: "Let's go together." ”

Luo Yichen walked into the room, still holding the remote control to change the channel and watch the news.

After the two of them packed up, the four of them took a taxi to the train station together to send Luo Yichen.

When Luo Yichen entered the station and left, Lin Chuxia clearly saw a trace of unbearability flashing in his eyes.

Lin Chuxia's eyes were hazy with tears......

After you left, the snowflakes in my world fluttered, and in this familiar city, in this cold wind, who could know that deep in the heart, the pain of that moment......