Chapter 65: Accepting the Arrangement of Fate
Zhao Mingyu took out the liquor that he had treasured for many years, he knew Luo Yichen, and he would not give up if he didn't get drunk today.
After Lin Chuxia lost his memory, Luo Yichen would drink unconscious every once in a while, let himself break off, and empty himself.
Wake up from the wine, cheer up, and continue to live, in order to strip away his thoughts about Lin Chuxia, slowly change his decadent self, and adapt himself to the days without Lin Chuxia.
"Get up, buddy, have two drinks with you." Zhang Chi walked to Luo Yichen's side.
Luo Yichen curled up on the sofa, not moving, tears sliding from the corners of his eyes.
"Drink some wine, talk to your buddies, and you won't be aggrieved!" Zhang Chi sat down beside him and put his hand on his shoulder, as if to give him strength.
Zhao Mingyu stood in front of the dining table and looked towards the living room.
Luo Yichen stood up suddenly, walked to the dining table, picked up the wine glass, and drank it in one gulp. Then he picked up the wine bottle, refilled a glass, tilted his neck, and a glass of wine went down again.
"I'll accompany you!" Zhao Mingyu snatched the wine bottle from his hand, picked up the wine glass, and drank two glasses in a row.
"Drink slowly, eat something." Zhang Chi sat next to Luo Yichen and sandwiched the dishes for him: "Mingyu, I'm staying at your house tonight!" ”
"That's a must! No one can go! Zhao Mingyu sandwiched the dishes for Luo Yichen across the table.
After three rounds of wine and five flavors of food, the three of them drank a little high.
"Dude, it's time to let go......" Zhang Chi put his arm around Luo Yichen's shoulder.
"It's like, it's been three years, and letting it go is probably the best choice." Zhao Mingyu put down the chopsticks in his hand, looking at Luo Yichen's appearance, he felt uncomfortable.
"Luo Chuchu went to Beijing with happiness, looking for Lin Chuxia......" Luo Yichen finally spoke: "I also want to let go, I also want to live a normal life, but everything is unrecognizable, I dare not touch it, I will go crazy, how should I face it?" How do you get started? ”
Zhang Chi and Zhao Mingyu glanced at each other, and understood in their hearts, it turned out to be this stalk!
Zhang Chi: "Will Luo Chuchu explain everything clearly when he looks for Lin Chuxia?" ”
Luo Yichen: "It's because of this uncertainty that I'm afraid to face it. ”
Zhao Mingyu: "Why don't you think in a good direction?" There are two sides to everything. ”
Luo Yichen: "I can't go back to the past, the most unacceptable result for me is that Lin Chuxia knows the truth, but he doesn't love me anymore." ”
Zhang Chi: "How can you have such an idea? ”
Luo Yichen: "You don't know, the way she looks at me, indifferent, and full of fear, it's this kind of look that makes me shy away!" ”
Zhao Mingyu: "Yichen, don't think about it so much, since it's already like this, accept the arrangement that fate has given you, God will let you go through this, there must be a reason for it." ”
Luo Yichen: "What bullshit! I don't want to! ”
Zhang Chi: "If you don't want to, you have to accept it!" Can you still die? What should Luo Xingxing do? ”
Hearing Luo Xingxing's words, Luo Yichen's eyes flashed with tears.
Zhao Mingyu: "Life is impermanent, you must accept it!" ”
Luo Yichen drank the last glass of wine, lay on the table, sobbing, muttering in his mouth, and finally quieted down.
Zhang Chi and Zhao Mingyu drove Luo Yichen into the bedroom and put them on the bed.
Zhao Mingyu bent down to take off his shoes, pulled off his socks, put his feet on the bed, and put a quilt on him.
"You go to sleep." Zhang Chi said and lay beside Luo Yichen: "I'll take care of him at night." ”
"Okay, you can call me for something." Zhao Mingyu turned to leave.
……
When it was almost dawn, Luo Yichen woke up, looking at the faintly bright sky outside the window, his mind was blank.
His stomach was faintly uncomfortable, and he wanted to drink water, so he sat up, walked out of the room gently, and slept soundly.
"How did you sleep last night?" Zhao Mingyu entered the kitchen and prepared to cook something for Luo Yichen, he was just drinking last night.
"Unconscious." How Luo Yichen wanted to sleep like this all the time, and he didn't want to wake up.
"Drink a glass of warm milk." Zhao Mingyu took the milk out of the microwave and put it on the table.
"Eat something and your stomach will be comfortable." The toast is also freshly baked.
"Thank you." Luo Yichen sat down and took a bite of bread: "It's good to have you." ”
"See you outside!"
"Let's go to work together after eating."
"Okay."
……
When Luo Yichen goes to work, the picture of Lin Chuxia and Luo Xingxing together suddenly pops up in his mind, what kind of expression will Lin Chuxia have when he sees Luo Xingxing? He would even portray over and over again Lin Chuxia's eyes when he saw Luo Xingxing.
Finally, he shook his head: "Don't be delusional, she doesn't know, what kind of eyes will she use?" ”
A day spent in torment......
……
"Baba, are you sick?" Luo Xingxing climbed on the bed and touched his father's forehead: "It seems to be a little hot......"
Luo Yichen looked at his daughter as a serious and little adult, and laughed, his daughter was his spiritual pillar.
"Baba, I'm happy to go to Beijing, there are Aunt Lin in Beijing, as well as grandpa and grandma."
"Do you like them?" Luo Yichen looked at his daughter and felt a pain in his heart.
"I like it!"
Luo Yichen was silent.
"Does Baba know Aunt Lin?"
"I don't know!"
Luo Xingxing climbed out of bed, ran to his aunt's room, and picked up his aunt's mobile phone.
"Happy, what's the matter?" Before Luo Chuchu could react, Luo Xingxing had already run to his father's room.
"I saw a photo of my aunt sleeping happily with Aunt Lin on my aunt's phone." Luo's happy little hand swiped quickly across the phone screen, and soon, she found the photo.
"Look, Baba, this is Aunt Lin." Luo is so happy and magical.
Luo Yichen took the mobile phone, in the photo, Luo Xingxing put his arms around Lin Chuxia's neck, falling asleep sweetly, Lin Chuxia's eyes looking at her were the eyes he imagined, and they were familiar to him......
This photo turned out to be exactly the same as what he had in his mind!
"Brother, I just want to leave a souvenir for Luo Xingxing." Luo Chuchu looked at his brother.
Luo Yichen slid his finger on the screen, he forwarded the photo to himself, he wanted to leave a thought.
"Thank you, Chu Chu." Luo Yichen handed Luo Chuchu his mobile phone.
"Brother, why are you so polite!"
"I'm happy to thank you, she's too young to know anything, but you and I understand......" Luo Yichen stopped when he wanted to speak.
"Brother, happiness is equally important to you and me!"
Indeed, Luo Xingxing is not only the relationship between her aunt and niece for Luo Chuchu, but also Lin Chuxia, if it weren't for her, how could Lin Chuxia know her brother, she doesn't know, for Lin Chuxia's life, is it right or wrong to know her brother? However, for my brother, it seems wrong to know Lin Chuxia......
Brother is a catastrophe in Lin Chuxia's life, and Lin Chuxia is a hurdle that my brother can't get over in this life......